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Alicia_CWB_Baby Girl_4Eva!

I LIKE TO WALK IN THE RAIN SO YOU CAN'T SEE MY TEARS

About Me

The most bad ass white grl ever. I have no sympathy for anybody cause your pain is no worse than mine there aint nothin you've been through or done that I haven't done, seen, felt, licked, or hit. Alot of people say that I am a cold hearted bitch, but I love it, that just means that all you fake a$$ fu**ers will stay away from me. **I gotta say I love you to my girl Memory Lynn-I love you baby!**, Mikey (you know the ammount of love i have for you and it will alwayz be there! You mean so much to me!)Jeremiah (I love you with all my heart and soul and i will do so until the day i die. No matter what anybody does or says to try and ruin what we have! And that includes you, i will sit here patiently waiting for you to come back around and realize whats really good for you. I will help you i'll do anything for you, I'm in love with you-just accept it! I wont hurt you again, and i pray to god u wont either, i'm on ur side of all this shit, i've been inside of an undefeatable addiction, I'm no better than you......just as ugly inside, so i see through all this "hate" and irrational violence. This discontent is all way too familiar to me, and its far from enough to push me away! I am always and forever here for only you!! My white boy, my reason, my breath, my everything! You will always be my one and only,I need you in my life, so that i can make it through, and if i cant have you now, i'll wait right here for you I PROMISE YOU! I'll be right here holdin US down and patiently waiting for you to come back home! No matter what we've done and said to eachother, I belong to you! Keep ur head up and dont ever forget who you are and where you come from "WOOD"..........I LOVE YOU JEREMIAH!!),Ivey (the truest homie anyone could ever ask for!!),Brian & Lori ( I love you guyz so damn much, my only support system that i have left, my parents, my all, i love you! thank you for bein there no matter what i do or say, you two are the best people i know! You as well as my uncle TJ have taught me the importance and worth of strength and pride, if u two weren't there quite a few times now.......I would have gone way past the "deep end" mark! I love you guyz! thank you for loving me!), Tim (ur like a big brother to me, thank u for bein there!), My dad Loen Long (I love you so much, in my eyes, ur still that super man that every little girl sees her dad as. The love and adoration i have for you is still that of which is seen through an infants pure, innocent eyes! I love you.) My aunt Sherrie and Suzie, Breezy, Dalton Lee(my fav. cuzin), Mike, Tony, (the other) Mike, Lil'One, all of C.W.B., all the Juggalo Homies, CWB, my Uncle TJ (who has taught me so much about the worth and importance of strength and pride, you've helped me keep a hold of my sanity, and now that youre gone, everything is falling apart, and i have nothing left inside! I am so cold anymore, and i dont know how to fix it! I used to fix it by looking into ur unconditionally loving eyes, but ur not here, so i dont have that father figure and that comfort zone that i used to have! please come home soon so you can refresh my memory of what a good man really is!! I need u right now more that you will ever know! ), my little brother Talon (that little boy is my life), my big brothers ( Enzo, and all the rest you know who you are guyz! I love you!), my baby sister Krystal (I'm not even going to try and put words to how much u mean to me, how much i love and care about you, the ammount of admiration i have for you in my heart, or the beauty and purity i see when i look at you. All of these things are indescribable, and almost infathomable to the human mind, you are so strong and full of light, you give me the hope and the ability to look forward in life and beleive that i will be more than this! thank you, I love you!), Heather (my other little sis, ur awesome!), and all the rest of my family, (I love yall!), -And all those other Mutha Fackus!!!I'll do anything for my Juggalo homies! Because I.C.P. already told you, you step to one of us you better step to the whole crew!
ME
Do you love yourself? yes
Do you love anybody else? There's very few people that i will ever give my heart too, and they know who they are!
What is your theory about life? I thnk life is a fucked up game into which we are all forced participants.
What is your theory about death? All I can say is that I know where I'm goin'when I die!
How do you want to die? I want to die alone and slowly so I can look back on my life and cry without there being anybody there to see my tears.
What do you think about love? It never comes into my life without pain
Do you beleive in good things? when you work for good things, they'll come to you-sometimes! Because in this world, there's just those times when you'll never be able to win
What do you think about god? He's kicked me in my ass quite a few times!
Would you ever die for someone? If I love them
Have you ever cut? yes
Why did you cut? To feel
What was the worst thing that ever happened to you in your life that changed you the most? Death, After seeing so much of it you eventually give up on trying to stop it from happening. Sometimes there's no point in even trying to postpone the inevitable
What makes you want to live? My Crazy White Boy
What do you hope for in life? a wedding ring put on my finger by someone that's real
If you had three wishes, what would they be? *to love myself all the time,*to find somebody that will love me all the time* and to die after I feel a massive ammount of happiness so that I am not alive when I realize that it was all fake as hell*
What is your favorite color? silver, black, white, and pink
What kinds of music do you like? Rap,Rock, metal
Who is your favorite rock band? Godsmack, White Snake, Gunz'n'Roses, Hinder, Evanescence, Mudvayne, and Def Leopard
Who is your favorite rapper? Haystak,Big Slack, Shy One, Bay Riders, I.C.P. Kottonmouth Kings, 420 Gangstas, ABK, Brotha Lynch, and Twizted
Who is/are your best friends? Me, my Uncle TJ, Karma (sometimes she can be a real bitch though lol!), Jeremiah, all the Juggalo homies, my sister Krystal, Trisha, Ivey, my Brothers,
What do you want to do with your life? Take over the world............or I can just wait till someone else does it!hehe!
What are you afraid of the most? Nothing because when people are scared of something it usually is a fear for either their life or their well being....yeah, you get the rest right!
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The black rose
yours is the black rose you care for no one and if you do its vary few so have been hurt and broken and have no god because no one can judge you but your self stay the way you are beczuse it the only way that you will find happiness.....................

My Interests

I love the river, the water in general, I love to BBQ with my family (there's alot of us, but we're all pretty close)And I love music, I love the woods, the stars, and Chevelles ('72 Chevelle SS with a 454, and side exhaust to be exact)

I'd like to meet:

Someone that will actually stay true to their word, and step up when its time to defend their beleifs and carry them on.......no matter who the fuck's feelings it hurts, or whos boundaries it crosses! Let them hate you for what you are instead of loving you for what you arent!
Nihilist Bear

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Music:

Haystak, Mudvayne, ICP, ABK, 420, Kottonmouth Kings, Twizted, Big Slack, etc.., Some country, R&B, Rock- Lacuna Coil, Mudvayne, godsmack, Flyleaf, Candlebox, ect.-alot of old rock, I listen to all kinds of music really

Movies:

I like the "scary" ones that make little bitches like you cry.

Television:

Carlos Mencia is fuckin' FUNNY!!

Books:

Ummmm....does that include High Times and Pornos?

Heroes:

My Uncle TJ because no matter what I've done or said, he's alwayz been there for me unconditionally! To me, my dad's still that super man that every little girl sees her dad as, but my Uncle TJ's like my other half, when I'm lost, he finds me, and I always do my best to return the favor, and if anything were to ever happen to him, I think I would flip the fuck out! I love you! Please dont leave me alone in this world, I need you to help me walk that last weary mile in the end!