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~*~ Malia... see her tumbling down... ~*~

for ever and ever...

About Me

I am not using this profile much right now. I may check for messages here and there, but I need a break. I've got more important things to concentrate on right now, like my wedding and my fiance. If I want to stay in touch with you, you know how to get ahold of me already outside of this cyber-land.
This is the man I am going to spend the rest of my life loving with all my heart and making happy with all that I am... My baby, Greg.
I'm NOT sorry I'm not your perfect little Barbi Doll.
What I AM:
Student (of life), Pushy, HopeFUL Romantic, Acronyms (RSMD, GAD, GPD, PMDD, OCD), Loyal, Pretty, Creative, Loquacious, Childlike, Tactile, Honest, Articulate, Loving, Disturbed, Buxom, Flirtatious, Haunted, Medicated, Confused, Spiritual, Outspoken, Mother Hen, Sexual, Silly, Twisted, Eccentric, Sarcastic, Giving, Wild, Strong, Fanciful... A Walking, Talking Cantradiction.
What I Am NOT:
Perfect, Bitter, Your Stepping Stone, Naive, Skinny, Superfluous, Jaded, Superficial, Childish, Easy, A Drama Queen, Closed Minded, Hurtful, Labeled, Vanilla, Blinded, An Attention Whore, A Sheep, Insensitive, Settled, Black & White, Closed Off, Fake, Boring, Smothering, Hopeless, Immature, Playable.
The People Who Inspire Me (for various reasons):

My Interests

There are only four questions of value in life... What is sacred? Of what is the spirit made? What is worth living for? What is worth dying for?
The answer to each is the same:
Only love.

This Man:

This event:

And what lies in our future together.

I'd like to meet:

I've met em all pretty much... but we shall see... still quite a bit of life left to go.

*** Fakes, Flakes & Copy Cats Need Not Apply ***

Music:

LOVE IT

Movies:

yes please

Television:

sometimes

Books:

always

Heroes:

my daddy, my greg

My Blog

a peek into my mind the evening of june 21st, 2006

get ready. cant wear black, too depressing, wear purple, purple was her favourite colour too... make up? no, make up will run... ok just a little bit so you wont look so pale... will she look pale? wh...
Posted by ~*~ Malia... see her tumbling down... ~*~ on Sun, 25 Jun 2006 09:40:00 PST

Death...

you know... i always say i dont do death well...so, im wondering why... whenever death happens... especially in my close and extended family... im the one... that ends up dealing with... everything......
Posted by ~*~ Malia... see her tumbling down... ~*~ on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 10:14:00 PST

STOP (stolen from evil cuz he RULES)

and sometimes his words are far better than my own... Wednesday, February 22, 2006   STOP You  have a splinter stuck in your finger.. You take it out. If a tooth in your mouth has beg...
Posted by ~*~ Malia... see her tumbling down... ~*~ on Sun, 21 May 2006 09:27:00 PST

11 years later...

Why does it still hurt like it was just yesterday? I miss you and love you so fucking much, Diz. I also wanna punch you in the face. I'm not gonna lie. FUCK FATE! FUCK EVERYTHING that made you hate y...
Posted by ~*~ Malia... see her tumbling down... ~*~ on Wed, 22 Feb 2006 10:20:00 PST

K IF YOU LOVE ME (AGAIN) DO THIS NOW!!!!

WHAT IF:: 1. I died: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I ran away from home: 8. I got into a fight and you weren't the...
Posted by ~*~ Malia... see her tumbling down... ~*~ on Wed, 16 Nov 2005 01:32:00 PST

I'm a fool

But a fucking happy one (sort of?), even if there are tears running down my face right now. Because no matter what, no matter how much you cannot change the past, there are always glimpses of what was...
Posted by ~*~ Malia... see her tumbling down... ~*~ on Fri, 04 Nov 2005 03:01:00 PST

4 pics from last night

first two are me in my vampire/pirate costume, it's what i had handy from ren faire, etc here to scare the kids with: Next set is after i got home from my fiasco drive to and from hollywood...
Posted by ~*~ Malia... see her tumbling down... ~*~ on Tue, 01 Nov 2005 03:10:00 PST

yeah, so if you had me alone for 24 hours, answer this thingie

you can msg it to me if you are going to be a complete perv and dont want others to see it :P IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANT...
Posted by ~*~ Malia... see her tumbling down... ~*~ on Fri, 07 Oct 2005 05:55:00 PST

FILL THIS OUT DAMMIT

Your name: Where did we meet: Take a stab at my middle name How long have you known me: Do I smoke: Do I drink: Do I curse: Do I believe in God: What was your first impression upon meeting me:...
Posted by ~*~ Malia... see her tumbling down... ~*~ on Wed, 05 Oct 2005 02:59:00 PST

*** PLEASE HELP US ***

My mother is very ill and has been for a few weeks now, she cannot eat much and is in constant GI pain, etc. Today she was taken to a specialist for an endoscopy. The fear of course is some sort of ca...
Posted by ~*~ Malia... see her tumbling down... ~*~ on Thu, 22 Sep 2005 02:43:00 PST