September 28, 2008 |
It has been 5 months since she passed away, and I still find myself picking up the phone to call her to say hello, to tell her I love her, or to tell her about my day. To hear her voice. Days like t...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Mar 2009 15:17:00 GMT |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM |
Today is my mom's 52nd birthday, and I really just wanted to let it be known that I cannot be happy, relieved or grateful enough that she is here. She is with us, and made it through another year. For...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 23:50:00 GMT |
I'm on my way back! |
Noooope, I ain't dead yet! Still alive n' kickin, to the disappointment of some out there, somewhere, I'm sure-heh. Anyway, I'm just stopping by to post a quickie, lettin y'all know that I've been aw...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 20:58:00 GMT |
Death & Change=Our only guarantees |
I don't feel safe. I cannot find that sense of security I once knew. It's like I'm just sitting here, unable to move or make a sound, unable to close my eyes to all that continues to disappear and sli...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 02:06:00 GMT |
Birthday Blues |
Okay. So, I know I swore I didn't want this to be nothing more than a "bitch-blog", or always just a "bitch-and-moan-blog". I really do remember swearing to myself that I would not let thi...
Posted by on Tue, 23 May 2006 03:34:00 GMT |
Feelin' All Messy-Like |
Feelin' kind of lost again. And frustrated--Oh is there ever a time nowadays when I'm *not* feeling frustrated? God, how I hate feeling this way. I think what bothers me most ab...
Posted by on Mon, 08 May 2006 22:59:00 GMT |
I Walked. |
This afternoon, I walked.
Completely un-aided and on my own. I walked. Without help. Without the walker. First, in the garage, from the car to the elevator. Then, from th...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 02:26:00 GMT |
What the fuck is up?? |
What the fuck is up with mothers who drop atomic guilt-trip bombs on their daughters, and why are there so many of them? What the fuck is up with two of my oldest, dearest friends popping up out...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 04:53:00 GMT |
Bedtime Angst |
What the hell is wrong with me, people?? Okay, how 'bout you don't answer that, and I just go right on to my next question, huh? Why is it that no matter how early I wake up in the morning...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Feb 2006 01:42:00 GMT |
Can someone help me find my Mommy? |
Alright. I have just about had it with this shit, and its been going on for way too long now. I cannot take much more of this. I really can't. I mean, it's...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Nov 2005 03:00:00 GMT |
