Music
right now..
stick to your guns
comeback kid
good clean fun
casey jones
hatebreed
terror
knuckldust
sick of it all
bane
earth crisis
do or die
rise and fall
converge
throwdown
with honour
suffokate
misericordiam
pencil lead syringe
underneath the gun
annotations of an autopsy
from a second story window
animosity
ed gein
elysia
a traitor like judas
cholera
trenchead
belay my last
dead to fall
parkway drive
suicide silence
devour thy sins
walls of jericho
postmortem promise
eternal lord
xAFBx
the black dahlia murder
blueprint to a downfall
jamie T
the view
artic monkeys
lilly allen
little man tate
bloc party
belle and sebastian
The fratellis
The killers
the horrors
hadouken
the smiths
Levihes amazing, and funny, and silly, and handsome, i cant think of the words there are to describe how much i love him and why, i just know he is the boy i want to spend the rest of my life with, believe it or not, but im in love.
Before we went out, he was my bestfriend, the best memories i have with him before we were going out, was on his birthday in november, we spent a whole day together just me and him, talking none stop about everything, i loved hearing his voice and i realised how much i was beginning to like him, but i didnt realise he felt the same way, so while we both saw other people, we both wanted each other more and more, and in the end we ended up how we both always wanted, as a perfect couple and happy in love. Another memory, is of him staying at mine every thursday just to watch skins, we would go to the pub before and he would end up carrying me home as i was usually bladdered, then wed settle at mine with a nice non alcoholic drink and cuddle, this became a ritual. The more time we spent with each other the more we never wanted it to end, then at a house party about 6months ago, everyone was kicked out at 2 in the morning so we had to do a horrible 3 and a half hour walk back to town, we got talking and in my sobering state i asked him out, turns out he was going to do it when we got back to his house, i just got there first :)in january were getting a flat, and two hamsters, biscuits and azriel, its going to be so amazing living with him, we'l argue like mad especially when we quit smoking, but its ok because were fine 5minutes later..
I love him so much our relationship is the only thing in my life that makes me feel even remotely happy, cuddling him, holding him, falling asleep in his arms....you cant explain love, you just know when you are and i am. i love you.