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About Me

Wow, my "about me" got really long :/ Must delete . . . nahh :] I'm quiet. I hate it when people are pretentious. It's okay if you're an idiot. I'll still like you :) I fear that I'm not strong enough to hold this brave front. I couldn't stay awake in class to save my life. Sarcasm is my defense against stupidity. I love skulls, but not the lame ones. Stale popcorn is awesome. I don't own a single pair of jeans. I get confused way too easily after heaps of studying. I'm messy. I have too much self control for this chaos in my heart; I feel like my brain is on the verge of implosion. I don't care if you hate me, I hated you first. I consume unhealthy amounts of Propel. I only realize that I hate Oreos after I've eaten well over half the package (but I can't stop). I'm not good with one-on-one situations. I enjoy drawing on myself with Sharpies. I check my mail compulsively. I'm a terrible story teller. I can pack my life in my gym bag at warped speed. I don't have a "fake picture smile". I have a tendency to quote songs no one knows. Sudoku owns- it's a proven fact. I suck at life . . . but I'm wicked cool online :P I can be excessively violent (in my head). I don't eat like a normal person; I eat like a dinosaur. The voices in my head urge me to strangle you. I love how Aussies speak (especially the accent). Don't doubt me: I'll prove you wrong just to prove you're wrong. I refuse to believe that chocolate gives you pimples. I text. Sometimes I act like I've had a fair bit to drink but it's probably just all the soda and candy that make up my circulatory system. I'm taking steps toward becoming more social; I consider myspacing being social. I get attached to people too quickly. Ibanez headphones suck. Most rap, hip-hop, and teeny bop make my ears bleep profusely. I'm a good listener (just remember that when no one else will listen, I'm here). Liars disgust me. I have an unusual craving for Trix at the moment. F**k you; don't try to change me, you wanker, or I'll kick you in the nuts. I need music to help me drown out my thoughts. I'm a sucker for acoustic (guitar/piano). If I've denied you more than twice, please quit embarrassing yourself and crawl under a rock :) I want to talk, I just can't find anything to say. I give crap hugs. I'm afraid this smudge in time won't wash out. When I log on, I like to see the following:


THE END


You're Totally Sarcastic
You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny.
Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it.
And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad. How Sarcastic Are You?
You scored as Rocker, Mosher. You're A Rocker!
Rocker, Mosher


80%

Goth


60%

Emo


25%

Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev


20%

Skater


10%

Prepy


5%

Trendy


0%

My Interests

Current Obsession: piano solos
Basketball, school , music, math/physics, pointless conversation, sXe, food, Southern California
Dislikes: private profiles, pEoPlez WhOz tYpE aNd TaLkz LyKes Dis --[Go PlAy In TrAfFiC], 10-year-olds on myspace, high school girls

Name: what is in a name? that which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet
Birthday/Year: 8/15/every year
Birthplace: hospital
Current Location: on a chair, in front of a computer
Eye Color: bloodshot, red
Hair Color: blackish
Height: 5'4" to 5'5"
Weight: 130 lbs, about there
Piercings: lip
Tatoos: maybe someday
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: why?
Overused Phrases: wtf. go play in traffic.
FAVORITES
Food: pho ^_^ so asian.
Candy: Snickers
Number: i don't know o_O. what's the criteria?
Color: black, duh. so predictable
Animal: stuffed. no mess ;)
Drink: chrysanthemum tea, mmmmmm
Alcoholic Drink: i don't drink alcohol
Bagel?: yes please
Letter: F and U
Body Part on Opposite sex: wtf? uhhhh . . . heeeaaad, shoulders, knees and toes, knees and toes
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: pizza.
McDonalds or BurgerKing: maccas
Strawberry or Watermelon: neither. i like to eat, eat apples and bananas
Hot tea or Ice tea: hot tea, even though i always burn my tongue
Chocolate or Vanilla vanilla
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: hot chocolate *drools*
Kiss or Hug: neither. don't touch me!
Dog or Cat: dog
Rap or Punk: punk, cuz i'm gangsta
Summer or Winter: winter
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: both
Love or Money: hmmmmm . . . ?
YOUR...
Bedtime: i'm nocturnal
Most Missed Memory: taking walks with my grandma
Best physical feature: i can run :)
First Thought Waking Up: ahhhhh! i'm blind! oh wait *opens eyes*
Goal for this year: meh.
Best Friends: basketball, music
Weakness: knife through the flesh would do it.
Fears: pain (not the physical kind either)
Heritage: say what?
Longest relationship: never
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: nope
Ever Smoked: nuh uh
Pot: wtf? have you pot? make sense much?
Ever been Drunk: again, nope
Ever been beaten up: hahaha, no!
Ever beaten someone up: might have. made him cry if that counts.
Ever Shoplifted: no mam
Ever Skinny Dipped: uh, no
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: i want a girl with lips like morphine, knock me out everytime they touch me
Been Dumped Lately: by the dump truck?
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: red
Favorite Hair Color: green/black
Short or Long: depends
Height: yes . . .
Style: whatever, dood.
Looks or Personality: ugh
Hot or Cute blah
Drugs and Alcohol: no thank you
Muscular or Really Skinny: flab = *shudder*
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: no point in regretting something you can't change
Where do you want to Visit: AUSTRALIA
How do you want to Die: ok, no? what kind of jackass picks their own death? go play in traffic
Been to the Mall Lately: what's a Mall?
Do you like Thunderstorms: yeah. it's . . . shocking. hahaha, lame joke
Get along with your Parents: my father can go to hell. my mom can stay where she is
Health Freak: nah
Do you think your Attractive: if it's dark, and you're drunk . . . maybe . . .
Believe in Yourself: girl, don't write yourself off yet. its only in your head you feel left out or looked down on.
Want to go to College: i'm here, UCLA
Do you Smoke: no, damn it! didn't i just answer this?
Do you Drink: no
Shower Daily: yes. my brother smells bad. someone should kick him.
Been in Love: ahahahahaha *takes in breath* ahahahaha . . .
Do you Sing: a better question would be 'should i sing' and the answer is a big, fat NO
Do you want Children: ffffock no!
Have your future kids names planned out: psh!

I'd like to meet:

My heroes. People who talk a lot. People who don't talk so much. People who'd like to go to shows with me. Aliens, dinosaurs, and maybe someday robots.
Which rock chick are you?

Brody Dalle
This is a girl you don't wanna mess with: Brody Dalle, you don't see yourself as 'sexy' or 'hot' but somehow you manage it without even trying. You've normally got on better with boys, and lots of people are intimidated by you (but it's because you're so sexy). You're not one of the quietter people and you have to let people know what you think about them... always.

Music:

Angry girl music ;)

My Bands: The Veronicas, Building Rome in a Day, Repeat Offender, Take the Crown, Saosin, The Distillers, Paramore, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Automatic Loveletter, DrawCard, HIM, Masonia, The All-American Rejects, The Sounds, False Start, Nina may, A Thorn for Every Heart, Yellowcard, Avenged Sevenfold, Depeche Mode, Audioslave, The Messenger, A Change of Pace, Finabah, The Hush Sound, Thrice, The Used, Story of the Year, Test Your Reflex, With Hearts of Heroes (RIP), Quietdrive, Sick Puppies, The WhiteRoom + more.


"So one more thing before you go, the last thing I must impart. If you walk away right now you take with you everything-- not just this song, not just this poem. You take with you every breath that I exhale and every piece of this broken heart."

Movies:

I like movies.

Television:

Bones, CSI, Veronica Mars, Buffy (shyea, Buffy. got a problem?), Family Guy, The L Word.

Books:

I'm an escapist reader. The real world sucks. Actually, I'll pretty much read anything. Just give me a book.

Heroes:

MT, Zooey Deschanel, Jess Origliasso, Lisa Origliasso , Matt Hernandez, Jason Muir, Greg Shoup, Alex Faust, Christian Coffey , Erinn Swan/Nina may , Hayley Williams/Paramore . . .

My Blog

wish list!

for susan's birthday, she wants:-to play basketball again-to find Waldo (before he dies in that hideous red/white striped outfit)-to run over dead road kill-a donkey (because ponies are over-rated)-to...
Posted by susan on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 01:41:00 PST

sometimes you just have to let go . . .

"I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me, but it's hard to stay mad when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once and it's too much. ...
Posted by susan on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 03:37:00 PST