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*A*Beautiful*Disaster*

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About Me

My name is Heather for those of you who dont already know!I am definatly abnormal and i like it that way. I enjoy being called a freak and thinking outside the box. I'm not very down to earth i guess. i am very open minded.the little things mean alot to me.you either love me or hate me there is no in between with me.i'm one of those people who would give their life for a stranger. no questions asked if it was my life or someone elses even a complete stranger i would give my life in a heartbeat.i would do that for someone i hated as well. i am just that type of person.i love politics and many other things of that nature.I hate the war and our president. i think its pointeless to have our soldier over there. he is just an asshole.i plan to go to college for massage therapy for now and then when i'm older go back to get a degree in psychology. Anything else you want to know just ask i'm an open book i'll tell you pretty much anything.

My Interests

music, guitar, animals, therapy, art,writing,kids,dancing in the rain, and taking baths..

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

adema,afi,aiden,alice cooper,alice in chains,alien ant farm,alkaline trio,american head charge,american hi-fi,atreyu,avenged sevenfold,bad religion,billy idol,billy talent,black sabbath,blindside,blue october,david bowie,bourbon crow,box car racer,the bravery,breaking benjamin,bullet for my valentine,cannibal corpse,johnny cash,chevelle,cky,eric clapton,coheed and cambria,cold,cradle of filth,crossfade,danzig,dashboard confessional,dave matthews band,drowning pool,dynamite hack,evans blue,faith no more,fall out boy,fenix tx,finch,flyleaf,from autumn to ashes,from first to last,glassjaw,hatebreed,head automatica,(hed)pe,him,hinder,hoobastank,ill nino,in flames,into eternity,iron maiden,jimmy eat world,kill hannah,killswitch engage,kiss,kittie,korn,linkin park,lynyrd skynyrd,marilyn manson,matchbook romance,mest,metallica,motley crue,mudvayne,murderdolls,my chemical romance,new found glory,nine inch nails,nirvana,orygy,otep,our lady peace,ozzy,panic at the disco,pantera,papa roach,pearl jam,poison the well,queen,ra,rammestein,ramones,rancid,red hot chili peppers,red jumpsuit apparatus,revis,rise against,rob zombie,rufio,salive,satyricon,saves the day,seether,senses fail,sevendust,she wants revenge,shinedown,slayer,slipknot,smile empty soul,snow patrol,socailburn,something corporate,spineshank,staind,starting line, static-x,stonesour,story of the year,sublime,sugarcult,system of a down,taking back sunday,tantric,taproot,thornley,three days grace,thrice,thursday,tonic,tool,the transplants,trust company,underoath,unloco,unwritten law,the used,wednesday13,white zombie,stuff of this nature.

Movies:

i am a movie freak i'll watch anything. i have seen alot of movies but some of my favorites are nightmare before xmas,dimevision,hedwig and the angry inch, the munsters now that i own season one and two cuz i am the shit! army of darkness,i am sam,rocky horror picture show,batman,i love tim burton movies,i love horror movies especially the old cheesy ones..

Television:

family guy, futurama, aquateen hunger force, the munsters, celebrity death match, grounded for life, will & grace, degrassi, pants off dance off, headbangers ball, dog the bounty hunter, criss angel, medical shows, law and order svu, er, i watch pretty much anything.

Books:

white oleander,harry potter, american dynasty, murder mystery,anything political, or about the human brain.

Heroes:

I really dont have a hero. i am my own hero in a way. i am the one person who has always been there for me when i needed it.

My Blog

Authority and Rules

ok so over the past couple years adults in my life tell met hat i have a problem with rules and i do. well what do you expect i raised myself. my parents were never there to tell me no or set down rul...
Posted by *A*Beautiful*Disaster* on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 08:11:00 PST

The Gift

The Gift- Seether Hold me now I need to feel reliefLike I never wanted anythingI suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on toI'm so ashamed of defeatAnd I'm out of reason to believe in m...
Posted by *A*Beautiful*Disaster* on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 02:18:00 PST

HALLOWMAN

"Hollowman"- TraptI can't rememberThe last time you cared about anythingThe last time you allowed yourself to be seenso pretentious your lies unrelenting disguiseCreating tears in your eyes your mind ...
Posted by *A*Beautiful*Disaster* on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 03:53:00 PST

OH why can't i be what you need?

this song makes me cry. especially when i'm lonely. autumn's monologue-from autumn to ahses Oh why can't I be what you need? A new improved version of me. But I'm nothing so good no, I'm nothing... ju...
Posted by *A*Beautiful*Disaster* on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 09:21:00 PST

Mourning

i love this song its been along time since i've heard it. Mourning-Tantric Is there something that you are trying to sayDon't hold back nowIt's been a long time since I felt this waySo don't hold back...
Posted by *A*Beautiful*Disaster* on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 04:32:00 PST

Places You Have Come To Fear The Most

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself, and covered with a perfect shell, such a charming beautiful exterior.Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes,perfect posture, but you're barely scrapin...
Posted by *A*Beautiful*Disaster* on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 02:16:00 PST

Hang 'Em High

"Hang 'Em High" my chemical romanceWait until it fades to blackRide into the sunsetWould I lie to you?Well, I've got something to sayGrab your six-gun from your backThrottle the ignitionWould I die fo...
Posted by *A*Beautiful*Disaster* on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 10:03:00 PST

OVER

Evans Blue- Over You better crawl on your knees the next time you say that you love me fall on your knees, cuz this time I won't be so kind can't you see that this is life and life is killing me is it...
Posted by *A*Beautiful*Disaster* on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 05:22:00 PST

My Not So Happy Birthday

ok dont get me wrong i had fun and it was probably the best birthday i've had in a long time. every year i fill myself with false hopes that my family actually gives a shit about me and will call me o...
Posted by *A*Beautiful*Disaster* on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 04:58:00 PST

Coin Operated Boy!!

ok so the old version was cooler instead of saying take him in the bath it was fuck him in the ass but its still an awesome song              ...
Posted by *A*Beautiful*Disaster* on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 03:47:00 PST