About Me
I live everyday like its my last. I will know within the first 10 seconds of talking to you, if i would actually like you or not.you could love me. or you could hate me. either way i still have your attention. You're opinion means nothing to me, i know who i am, and i dont need you trying to tell me what you think. I won't change myself for anyone. I do not put up with anyone's shit. Starting shit with people is pathetic and theres no need for it. I am simple, but i can be complicated. I fuck up. I make mistakes..alot. But i will never regret anything i have done. everything happens for a reason. I'm finally opening up my eyes to the world. I'm learning something new everyday. Life is quite amazing. If you think it sucks, its because you have made it that way and you obviously suck, now go play in traffic =) Seriously though more than half the people in the world want attention so they pretend to be sad. It's pathetic. Get over your non-existing problems. Be happy you are alive. Be happy that you have no major deformities. Life may be tuff. Be strong. You'll get through it one way or another. remember to apprieciate what you have. I have a problem trusting people. I don't know who to trust or what to trust anymore. People lie to me so much its rediculous. Especially for the reasons some of them lie. You don't need to impress me and i wont try to impress you. Some people even lie to me about the things they did, like i would get mad or something. I only trust about three people. And thats pretty sad. It takes alot to earn my trust. Lying is stupid. I would never lie to anyone. I have nothing to hide, and I'm not afraid to hurt people's feelings. I believe beauty lies within every single person. Everyone can make themselfs look good. It just takes a little effort. I am NOT shallow one bit. I just do not like people who do not take care of themselves.if you dont take care of yourself you are most likely not good looking. sadly, i can not stand fat people :P for one they obviously do not care about thereselfs and for two they seem lazy. i do not want a lazy friend. its boring hah Im a vegaterian. i have several different reasons why :D i will not waste food. and i can not stand it when people do. Im straightedge. to me drugs and drinking is stupid. if you need to do drugs to have fun that most likely means youre BORING. some of my respect for you will drop if i find out you do drugs. haha and what is soo great about ciggerattes? tell me that. i love talking to people :] if you can have a deep conversation with me; i will seriously love you forever. and it helps me gain my trust for you. i really enjoy people who make me laugh :D you will probably never know me. i am like no one else I am someone different and i will make a diffrence one day.
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David Neil
He means soo much to me. I cant even begin to explain how much he means to me. Hes the first person I can say I love you to and actually mean it. And I want him to be the last. I want to be with him forever. I never want to lose him. I cant even stand being ten seconds without him being next to me. Without him I would be lost and I don’t know what I would do. I miss him constantly. If it was possible enough I would move in with him and hope to spend every single minute with him. Everytime im around him all my problems go away. All I can think about is how happy I am with him . He really does make me soo fucking happy. Hes the only reason I really smile, the only reason I wake up in the morning, the only reason I love, and the only reason my heart beats. He is honestly perfect to me in every way. He is soo amazing. Hes so nice, sweet, kind, caring, gentle and loveable :] He does everything for me. He even saved my life once. :D :D :D He has taught me soo much. I have even become a better person thanks to him. He can make me smile when no one else can. He can make me laugh even when I’m in the worst mood ever. He makes me feel soo beautiful. No one has ever been able to do that. Im always smiling now because im always thinking about him. Im so fucking glad im with davey. I wouldn’t change it for anything everrr a lot of people had a lot of hate towards us both when we first were together and they were always trying to break us apart but we stuck together. Love is the energy that keeps two people together no matter what. and no matter what I always want to be his. Im soo proud to call him mine. you really have no idea what we have. We are amazing. We are perfect. We are everything you wish to be. I love the way he kisses me,, the way he hugs me,, the way he talks to me,, the way he makes all my problems go away,, the way he looks at me,, and mostly the way he touches me ;] it means so much to me to hear him say ‘I love you’ to me. I love you, David Neil with all my heart and everything always and forever. I hope we last forever. I never want to lose you and it tears me apart just thinking about it. I honestly love you and care for you soo much. I can tell you really love me. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I remember our first conversation, I smiled the way through it and even after, I was soo amazed because no one has ever had me smiling for that long. We still need to make those babies in the grass. Every minute my love grows stronger for you. I really do enjoy those hours on the phone just sitting there telling each other how much we love one another. you are soo effing gorgeous I love your hair its really amazing. Your eyes are simply breathtaking your smile is sooo stunning. I don’t see why you don’t think you are gorgeous. I would really love to make you relize that you are like you have done for me. there is NOTHING I would change about you. You are perfect I really hope you relize how much I love you. :] i dont want this to ever end. please dont let it.
