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Hilaire aka Just a Slackjawed Jezebel...

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About Me

You are The Tower

Ambition, fighting, war, courage. Destruction, danger, fall, ruin.

The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result.

The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built.

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My Interests

rockhound,anthropology,the human mind,hiking,camping,absolute glutton of a reader,passionate about anything that fascinates me;love to philosophize(sp?) aka bullshite aka ramble/rant long into the night;fine wine,good beer,like-minded my kinda crazy;dancing;learning about anything everything then forgetting it all again;writing furiously purely for my own pleasure;traveling the world one step at time;to watch people fall in/out of love;hmmm what else?oh,yeah...astrology,eastern philosophy pretty much agrees with me too.....nothing left to do but smile,smile,smile....oh lest i forget!! growing up with my dtr!! the coolest thing ever really cause i think she's teaching me more than i,her....parenthood ---wow---the ultimate trip!!!
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I'd like to meet:

"the only ones for me are the mad ones..." i'm drawn to passionate people who have unique takes on life....artists,poets,musicians,mad (wo)men and those who just like to rant and rave and be in constant wonder and awe about whatever reality they happen to be in at the time....maybe its the fact that i'm an aries but i adore people who are just wide open and i can dine w/ kings and beggars with equal ease and genuine affection. I'm an anthropologist/sociologist/philisophical soul who just really like to find people on similar plane. you can only converse w/ yourself so much y'know? and not a whole lot outlets in this town where the main focus is just survival.....I guess you could say I feel sorta displaced.....misplaced....whatever ....right on style="backgroundsrc="http://www.quizilla.com/images/blue_dr k_corner1.gif" style="float: left" height="4" hspace="0" / What Classic Pin-Up Are You?
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Music:

some of my favorites: pink floyd,grateful dead,neil young,bob dylan, jimi hendrix,allman bros,gram parsons,son volt,wilco,ween,modest mouse,pearl jam,pavement,leftover salmon,widespead panic, yo la tengo,tony furtado,bela' fleck,elliot smith,ani difranco,portoisehead,audioslave,cake,violent femmes,incubus,the cure,bb king ,griffin house(many more- love live improv jam/funk/jazz/blues) ...i find more more music i love everyday.....I'm always open to suggestions.."http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j129/trixtce nter ..

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Movies:

EASYRIDERS,NATURALBORN KILLERS,FEAR &LOATHING IN LAS VEGAS,FIGHTCLUB,ANGELHEART,AMERICAN BEAUTY,BUFFALO 66',SNATCH,APOCALYSE NOW,FERNGULLY,6 DEGREES OF SEPARATION,SIN CITY,DRACULA,ETERNAL SUNSHINE ON A SPOTLESS MIND,KISS KISS BANGBANG,THE DOORS,FOUR ROOMS,STAND BY ME,EMPIRE RECORDS,LORD OF WAR,MY OWN PRIVATE IDAHO,tHE OUTSIDERS,RUMBLEFISH Pink Floyd's LIVE @ POMPEII & THE WALL....& scores more but you get the idea.....I love dark humor,offbeat hummor,bizarro,razor-sharp wit & irony & any thing that makes you think .....of course I love to just laugh my ass off to;)oh & Horror....I love Horror movies...My Favorites have to be EVIL DEAD,THe SHINING....okay this would be a horrendously long list....so Just Slash em' & Gash em',baby,*sadistic grin*

Television:

Nip/Tuck,CSI,That 70's Show,House,Cold Case,Saved,Rescue Me,Family Guy,The SImpsons,Futurama,Buffy The Vampire Slayer,Angel,Stroker & Hoop,& Animal Planet....poker & Ufc give my Testosterone buzz:

Books:

I'm going to start w/ some of my Favorite authors: *Chuck Palahniuk* Hunter S. Thompson* Kurt Vonnegut Jr.* Milan Kundera* Raymond Carver* Raymond Chandler* Tobias Wolfe*Ernest Hemingway* Toni Morrison* Jack Kerouac* Douglas Adams*Christopher Moore*Lewis Grizzard* ---Some Favorite Titles: 1984,A Brave New World,Farhenheit 451,Weetzie Bat,WatershipDown,Siddehartha,Their Eyes Were Watching God,Written on the Body,Like Water For Chocolate,SEX & VIOLENCE in HOLLYWOOD,One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest,...... I also have great love for what I guess would be classified as the Horror/Thriller/Suspense Genre.....I've never been to good w/ the classifications.....some of my favorites there are Brian Keene,Brian Knight,Tom Piccirilli,Stephen King,Joe R. Lansdale,Ray Garton,Matthew Warner,Jack Ketchum.....well the list grows by the day because fortunately I have gotten a chance to be exposed to more & more talent by my best friend who has become my go to guy & he's always making me fall inlove w/ someone else's work......so this another list that goes & goes & goes .....always feel free to ask me for some suggestions & be sure to check out my REviews:-)!!!! and also I am a home for orphaned & unwanted books.....you can barely walk thru my house for them,lol Between them & the rocks....I just can't stand to see them unloved @ yard sales/flea markets etc...even it's just a pretty cover,home it comes)

Heroes:

My "Mimi", Hunter S. Thompson, Bob Dylan, Jack Kerouac, Kurt Vonnegut Jr.,Chuck Palahniuk,Michael Moore,Dennis Leary,Steve Irwin (hope you're finding some new & fascinating creatures wherever you are)and Myself at any given moment.....
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My Blog

Learning to Fly...But I aint got wings......

I Was at Bear rock not long ago-mind distracted from the unsurmountable beauty-suddenly there was this feral need to feel the rush-the thrill of just ...stepping off the edge into the foreign voi...
Posted by Hilaire aka Just a Slackjawed Jezebel... on Fri, 02 May 2008 02:36:00 PST

Hilaire aka Just a Slackjawed Jezebel... wants you to check out a photo on MySpace

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseacti... surrogate family while in college...
Posted by Hilaire aka Just a Slackjawed Jezebel... on Fri, 02 May 2008 08:30:00 PST

Insomnia

Is a bitch....in the grey hours caught between night & dawn when you are perhaps desperate to reach out to another poor sleepless soul to ramble about deepprofoundtrivialobliquematters...it all bl...
Posted by Hilaire aka Just a Slackjawed Jezebel... on Fri, 02 May 2008 01:34:00 PST

latenitelyricsininfiniteprogression

Airplane where ya going...wontcha take me?.....I’m not going anywhere ’cept maybe back to sleep.....I’m laying here wondering which stars are dead &  alive  and it&rsqu...
Posted by Hilaire aka Just a Slackjawed Jezebel... on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 03:08:00 PST

Asylum Granted

  sadness and soul-weary....we find ourselves confined......Perhaps for the better-----what drove us to this desperate Madness....The world will suck you dry-The FEAR paralytic...maybe we lose so...
Posted by Hilaire aka Just a Slackjawed Jezebel... on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 09:15:00 PST

snowy days make me feel strange

flakes falling & I'm instantly transformed....rosy-cheeked youth tramping through the howling woods looking behind every tree for answers...clues ...a window to my future...fastforward to peaches ...
Posted by Hilaire aka Just a Slackjawed Jezebel... on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 08:14:00 PST

And So.....

And so......your heart has been broken and  become a bland cliche' Everyday feels like a funeral.......... And so .....your soul is ash & you cannot conjure the phoenix with a broke...
Posted by Hilaire aka Just a Slackjawed Jezebel... on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 10:52:00 PST

catching up....

Damn ,I am so behind in my communications & reviews ,etc....I really would like to catch up w/ everyone....I miss my 'Space' friends ....hope everyone is doing well & look for my reviews soon....
Posted by Hilaire aka Just a Slackjawed Jezebel... on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 12:14:00 PST

Shortness of Breath

impaled by something sharp and dripping putrid blood & pus invisible to all except me-lying-breathing shallow breaths wondering how it came to this-wanted to believe in everyone and I learned the ...
Posted by Hilaire aka Just a Slackjawed Jezebel... on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 07:45:00 PST

fuckitall

 I dont need your handouts-your feigned interest-your plastic wrapped defective loyalties-I am done with this self-loathing  & fuck your pity....go on ...go on now-find someone else for ...
Posted by Hilaire aka Just a Slackjawed Jezebel... on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 07:04:00 PST