I spend a lot of time thinking about:
Well, if I actaully spent the time to list everything, that will be one lenghty task, however I feel the need do so:
1) Why are people so superficial? I mean come, you think about how much people spend to look nice to get that edge at an interview, or trying to impress someone they like. It's ridiclous. Also, think of the wasted resources we use, when we can apply that to more practical and useful things. It's just sad to think that the real beauty in each and every person is not so obviously seen.2) Why is religion such a big deal? First of all, that's is another sophmoric question!!! In the history of man, since when did we decide to get along and come to terms that maybe we may all be wrong and igorant sons of bitches...ha ha ha I personally believe if Jesus Christ existed he was one of the greatest philosphers in history and set and excellent moral example and prestine ideal that we should at least consider ourselves, implying self-sacfice and working for the care of others and not for greed, lust, etc. I recommend reading C.S Lewis works on religion, and the book the Screw Tape Letters.
3) What of the afterlife? All I can say the that the movie "What dreams may Come" is the best decription of my thoughts on it. However, the miand thing to carry forth is the life you want to live in this world. Earth is a paradise, you can ieither take what you ahve and enjoy it, or create your own living hell.
4) Do I truly believe in love? Well thoughts of love and the human emotional concept is and ever-changing and growing spectra in my life. When I see a couple or think about a past relationship it does bring a sense of memories that make you wonder, what ever happened, and what was I thinking, or damn it!!! I fucked up!!! Love is a subjective point of view, and greatly differs from experience. Given human nature seeks a companion be it male or female. Inimtacy is crucial, and the immense feeling sofr another are truly a beautiful thing. Sharing these moments in life, you can truly appreciate many things and gain a better perspective on what you want in life, and where you want to direct it.5) Family and Friends!!! It's hard not to think of the people close to you that drive you crazy, being good or bad. I however have the greatest times with my freinds, I can truly look towards them, and say their freinds through it all.6) School!!! As a student that's always your mind. But I do enjoy my studies and the teachers are amazing in my field. Education is grand, however people can't forget to tak into consideration how importnat their own humanity is, adn the reason for educating themselves is to benefit this world as a whole. Just because you may know more than somebody else, doesn't make you a better person. So all those that have a chip on your shoulder, go fuck yourself!7) The future? It is so uncertain, yet it's so clear what you always want in the present! So I think that makes it much more annoying when your uncertain of the future. In here I must also include the past. Reflecting back on the history of yourself can be very interesting, it's proabably where my creative writing tendencies are hidden.
8)What I will have to eat? Come on, some time in the day you will become famished, and need food!!! It's nice to day-dream on having a wonderful meal, and then come home, not having enough time and having some crappy cup-in-noodles to hold you over, or an apple and your there wondering when 7 midgets are going to run up and try to stop you from eating it. I love sushi though, with some sake of course! ;)
9) Society!!! I can't be self-fish the whole time, I do generally think what we can a society can do to better ourselves, and to those that are self-absorbed may they rot in hell....:) Oh ok, Generally this is my most idealistic area. I would like to see a world where is no poverty, violence, and self-fish motivation consuming each other for gains that are superficial and feeble from lasting.
10) Myself!!! At some point in the day, I wil take some time to relfect back upon myself and see where I stand as a person, and if I content with the events that have transpired, or am I going to go crazy!
