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Ryan

Hold your guitar like you own it

About Me

Just like everyone else you'll ever meet, I play guitar. It’s too common today, but whatever. I can do it and its what I love to do.

Going to the movies is one of my favorite things to do. I do most of that stuff with my friends. We'll usually head out to the river on a hot day and swim for a couple hours.

I have insomnia so I stay up until about three in the morning reading and listening to music.

I love concerts. The live music forces energy into me and I have a tendency to go ape-shit when it’s a rock or metal concert. OZZY is the best.

My Interests

I spend most of my time playing music or listening to music. Writing, cooking (I make my own recipes); working at the bar and hanging out with the drunks there (without excess mind you). Intelligent conversation and sharing ideas for stories (I write fiction).

I'd like to meet:

I don't wear Romeos or an old hat with beer caps all over it, and I don't care for the people that do. Dude's that wear makeup bug the shit out of me. I don't mind gay people; every one that I've met so far has been just like any other person. I don't care for goth people who wear makeup, black clothes, zippers and trench are annoying. You can tell a lot about a person by how he or she dresses. These people usually don't bathe very often and they like to role-play with a bunch of other people just like them. Those are the only goths I've met so far so I don't care to meet anymore.

I'm picky. I like hanging out with intelligent people who are willing to hold a decent conversation. I hate people that talk as if they're in a monologue, they don't give a chance for any conversation from the other end. I hate this.

Music:

Alice in Chains
Puddle of Mudd
Theory of a Deadman
Finger Eleven
Ozzy
Stone Temple Pilots
Pear Jam
Tool
Dry Kill Logic

Movies:

Any zombie movies
Comedies (the 4 current kings: Ben Stiller, Owen Wilson, Will Farrell, and Seth Rogan)
Stargate (I watch whenever I can't make up my mind, so I watch it a lot.)
Maximum Overdrive
The Mist (yeah, these last two are Stephen King)
There's too many to say. I'm not a fan of chick flicks though, its a good thing they're all turning into comedies, like... Knocked Up.

Television:

Jeremiah
Family Guy

Books:

The Dark Tower Series
The Zombie Survival Guide
World War Z
Marvel Zombies
etc, etc, etc...

Heroes:

My little brother Matthew. Rest in Peace and make sure I don't do anything else stupid.

My Blog

Restless

Her eyes they shineThey're one of a kindMagentaShe's bored of the worldI hold onto herPlacentaMellow the moon mayDon't leave me restlessI will never feel greyMellow the moon mayLeave me restlessI will...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 03:36:00 PST

Tired. August 17, 08

I'm starting to think that my horoscopes are full of shit. They're always saying positive things. All a bunch of bull shit. I'm tired of working until 3 o'clock in the morning. My job is awesome thoug...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 05:03:00 PST

Where am I going

Where am I goingWhere have I beenWhy have I been searchingTo find a new friend Bogged down by chaosAnd deep lamentSearching in circlesOnly to find the end They say a heartache can breakYou must not be...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 05:24:00 PST

Fall Forever, Fell Forever

Winter's frost upon the groundSpring sunlight falls all aroundI think its summer but I am wrongI hope its autumn all day long Peaceful, peacefulRestless seasonsWasted, wastedGrowing fruitWe eat it all...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 09:52:00 PST

Any Other Day, July 29th 2008

Went to the buffet at the casino last night with my mom, Amelia, Papap, Lizzy and Bill. Tony was working, sorry looking bastard. The place was packed when we got there. So Amelia and I came home so I ...
Posted by Ryan on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 12:44:00 PST

I am proud - Journal for July 22 (Junior’s birthday)

Well I've done everything she ever wanted from me. But it's not enough I guess. She wanted the old Ryan. He's back. She says she's sorry that she can't see that because she's not here. She says she do...
Posted by Ryan on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 11:31:00 PST

Theres a Time a new song

There's a timeAnd there's a placeThere's a heartThat slowly breaksYou left me hereAll aloneI ask you babeCome back homeI can onlyApologizeI promise youLook in my eyes What am I worthWhen made of stone...
Posted by Ryan on Tue, 08 Jul 2008 02:38:00 PST

Everything to Prove

Am I emotionaly dead? Sometimes I feel like I am. Its been like that for so long, but I do feel. I just can't push things out. Its backwards, what I should say and do comes out backwards. It should fe...
Posted by Ryan on Sun, 06 Jul 2008 06:30:00 PST

Let Down

When I feel angryYou feel let downWhen I am tiredYou go outI spend my daysInside a cageYou waste awayIn the trouble that you've made Jesus come down and save your soulYou've got one last stone that yo...
Posted by Ryan on Wed, 02 Jul 2008 02:40:00 PST

61

Sixty one pictires of hot days in the summerThe trouble I got in when we got caught by my motherWhen I met yours I was pulling my pants upAll the whole while your were driving me nutsDays and days tha...
Posted by Ryan on Fri, 02 May 2008 02:17:00 PST