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First off!!!
Stop stealing the pictures off of my page! Yes, I know my friends are cool and you want my pictures, but please ask before taking. If I let you take them please give me some kind of credit. If you see my pictures on someone elses page it would be lovely if you notified me. Thank you.
Secondly, stop asking me to help you edit your profile and where I got all this "cool stuff". I taught myself, so learn!!! I don't care if I sound like a bitch, but I am tired of people asking me.
Hello. My name is Amy Ramos. No, I don't have a middle name. I am 17 years old. I live in San Bernardino California and attend San Bernardino High School [SBHS] and Sierra High School [SHS]. As "ghetto" as it may seem, I really do enjoy living here. I think I found the beauty behind it. There are plenty of things I don't like about living here and I wish to live in Pomona sometimes, but I just try to find a positive side behind everything and everyone. I have moved a lot and it is nice to finally stay in one place. I still get the feeling I am moving though. I have never really been out of the state of California. I have stayed in South California my whole life. I wish to visit other countries later in life. I have some of the most amazing friends here and I don't wish to move because I am tired of losing friends. I have plenty of good friends, "friends", frienemies, acquaintances, but very very few true friends. ***Friend - When you have true friends you should only be able to count them with your fingers [on one hand]. I have very few [true] friends. Every once in a while even my true friends fuck up, but shit happens for a reason.Right?
This may sound like anything anyone else might say, but I believe no one likes to be labled. Call me what you want, but I don't consider myself goth, psychobilly, rockabilly, emo, or what ever. If you want to call me something like that go right ahead, but I am not what you say or think I am. You can go ahead and talk shit, but I know who I am so your words don't change that. Yes, I respect all styles and genres and sub-genres. I like changing the way I dress. Why should I only dress one way? Why should my clothes reflect so much on the way I act or things I “must” like? I dress the way I want to. One day I might look like a goth kid or a rockabilly or like a hippy, but I don't care. Call me a poser for all I care. I am not afraid to show the many sides of me. [I try to mix every style I like to make my own or if I am just in a certain mood I dress a certain way. I am a very opened minded person, but I can also be one of the pickiest person you will meet. Sometimes I do let things get to me. I do tend to stereotype others. I am not going to say I don't lie because then I would be lying. I also contradict myself. Why? I don't know, but sometimes I am not all there. I think it's because my opinions change here and there. People change. My mind grows because I learn new things! I also go through many phases. Some people believe I am this smart girl who should just know everything, but others see me as this slow person who may just be insane or may just be in some need of assistance, but I don't know. Think of me what you will. I just don't like it when people expect things from me as if I should just know how to do everything. I will admit to this. I think way too much about my life. I am very optimistic pessimist. I also can't complete a simple task without thinking about it and in the end I completely change the subject or ramble. A lot of people think they know me so well, but they don't. It's funny really.
There will be times when I will let you down, but I try to make it up. I apologize for just about everything [even if it's not my fault]. I try to be there for you when I can. I am reliable, but don't always count on me to be there. No one should depend on anyone else. I do sometimes, but I am trying not to. Sometimes I even help out people I don't know. Just ask some people. Some of the friends I have now is because I have helped them out when no one else would. Like Oscar! Haha. I also try my hardest to tell the truth without hurting you, but the truth can hurt. I go up to people I don't know and tell them how I feel. Well, not all the time, but I can be known for that. ^_^
Maybe I don't know everything about anything. I don't even know myself that well, but hey! I am not done growing. I am not saying that I am uncertain about everything, but I am just saying that I will change my mind every now and then. So big deal. I don't know what I want to do with my life yet and right now I really don't give a care. As it is mentioned earlier, you can call me a poser or just whatever you want, but the only thing I am saying I am sure of is that I am not sure of anything right now. I shouldn't have to prove myself to any of you. If you know me or think you know me make fun of me or befriend me. I really don't care. Don't try to prove anything to me either. I hate that. Don't show off or act out to get my attention either. Just be yourself. I am not going to try to prove myself to anyone. I am satisfied with who I am because deep down inside I have accepted myself. I may have a bad day or week and put myself down or act like the things people say get to me, but as long as I know who I am and what I am about I am fine. Of course it hurts more when a really close person says something bad because I believe every word that comes out of their mouth. If that doesn't make sense, too bad.Have a lovely day!
[Bands I Support]
Funeral Party
A True Flame
The Dresden Dolls

My Interests

[Material Items]
 Gum
Hello Kitty
Glow Sticks
Blow Pops
Furry Leg Warmers
Hair Falls
Black/Strobe Lights
Neon Anything
Goggles/Sunglasses
Make-up
Boots/Platforms
Candles
Nail polish
Scarves
Hearts
[Hobbies/Interests]
Derek
Cemeteries
Puzzles
Computer/Internet
Family
Rainbows
Colors!
Going out
Styling Hair
Friends
Listening Music
Clubbing
Being a tech.
Writing
Reading!
Watching films
Designing
Drawing
Photography
Meeting people
Bowling
Learning New Things
_Subjects
_Languages
_Helpful skills
_People & life
Dressing up
Mimes
[Beverages]
Water
Tea
_Green Tea
_Black Tea
_Passion Tea
_Raspberry Iced Tea
Orange Juice
Jones Soda
[Nature]
Rain
Wind
Snow
Cold Weather
Autumn
Winter
Crunchy Leaves
Trees
Clouds
Thunder

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Heber
 Heber is like my other half. Well, he is gay, but yeah...I love him too death even though him and I could fight like two bitches, but we always make up.

Leo
 Leo is an odd guy. I met him a while back. I am not sure when exactly, but I am glad to know him. I don't know too much about him...yet, but I will. I know that he can say he's been through hell and back. He is one of the only people that can make fun of me and not hurt me. How? I don't know. He's just Leo. Haha! "Slap! Where's my money?"

Oscar [Oscar the Grouch ™]
You might know him as the kid who got drunk at Summer school. Well, I am the girl who only knew him for three days, took care of him, walked him to class, and got in caught with him. He is so freaking awesome, but his baby sister is cooler [jk] but she is a pimp. Oscar is so awesome because he likes Funeral Party and because he is my hoe! Well he upgraded to an exotic dancer. Congratulations to him! He reccently upgraded at 1:04 to a Porn Star! One day we will see Dancing Paradox, Funeral Party together [because he's my music buddy], all while drunk as hell! He is not emo. He is a little indie kid! Woot woot! Recognize! <:

Jesse [Jesse Nasty]
Where to start with Jesse? I love being around him, but he could be a jerk at times. <: He is a singer in a band called A True Flame . This kid is a good listener and argues with me a lot just to make a point, but it's fun though. This guy has helped me understand so much about myself. It's amazing that someone so great has come into my life. I really can care less how long it took me to gain his trust. I am just glad I have it. I still remember the first day I saw him! I knew from that day that we would talk. Before he used to treat me like shit, but I didn't care. I knew that underneath all of it he was a great guy. I was right! Jesse gives some of the greatest hugs even though they are funny and weird [sometimes]. I feel so comfortable around him, that I tell him everything, even the most pointless things. This very intelligent kid will do many great things. He never always agrees with what I have to say and if he doesn't or just gets tired of something I say he says "Oh, come off of it!" and he knows it annoys me, but it's funny [just like Kayla]. Haha. Somehow he manages to make me smile. It's just so different with him because he doesn't have to make jokes or even make a funny face. We could talk about politics and we bust up laughing somehow. It's awesome! I care so much about this guy. If I told you, you probably wouldn't believe me.

Raymond[Gay-Ray]
Gay-Ray is the shit! He is the whitest black person I know. He is gay, but in "Da-Nile", listens to country, dresses fashionably, used to gossip a lot [he isn't allowed anymore], and he is always like "O-M-G!" Haha. I love him to death. He is mah nig bcz I love him. Haha. I owe Raymond so much for giving me the courage to do things that would have taken me forever to do. He was my extra push. Thank you Ray. When we are together we are so damn ghetto. We sound like two old, ghetto black women wearing purple on a Sunday after church. Haha! He is my straight lesbian side and I am his gay ghetto fabulous side. Together, we are a whole.

Priscilla[Hoe]
This girl made me laugh do damn much. Priscilla is so beautiful inside and out. She is the home girl so don’t mess. Haha. She gave me my gay name [Taylor] and I got yelled at just for her. Haha. For the time we had class together...damn, it was so awesome! I love this hoe so much. I can’t begin to explain our relationship. She is one of the only girls I am actually cool with. Nothing can ever fuck our friendship up. She makes me famous. Seriously, she will come up with a joke and then that shit gets around, but she is like the OG of my nick names and jokes. Haha.

Jonathan [Dexter]
This guy is pretty chill. We have this whole love hate friendship. No one really gets it. Sometimes we don't get it either. I miss my monkey. :|

Derek [R-go]
Derek is one of the sweetest people ever! It's funny thinking back how we began talking. Haha! All I'm going to say is Pacman. Hehe. I love this boy more than I have ever loved anyone in my entire life. Which is why not matter what happens, I will care for him. We have had our ups and downs, and I mean downs, but I don’t care.

Robby [Robot]
Robby is such a funny ass guy. I love going bowling with this guy! Him and I go back. My brother and his sister dated before so it brought this kid and I together. I love this guy like another brother! He is a cool guy, but can be a little turd just like my real brother! Haha. He is a nice guy though.

More to come. . .

[Friends List]

Music:



Musik
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13th Floor Elevators
16 Volt
311
45 Grave
69 Eyes, The
808 State
1349
Abandoned Pools
Acid Bath
Adicts, The
A Fire Inside
A Flock of Seagulls
Against All Authority
Aiden
Alexisonfire
Alexz Johnson
Alien Sex Fiend
All Gone Dead
Amduscia
An Cafe
And One
Anti-Flag
Antisect
Aqua
Arcade Fire, The
Armor For Sleep
A Static Lullaby
Authority Zero
Ayria
Azoic, The
Bad Religion
Bauhaus
Bella Morte
Benny Benassi
Benny Goodman
Berlin
Berzerker, The
Billy Idol
Birthday Massacre, The
Bjork
Black Tape For Blue Girl
Blank 77
Blink-182
Blondie
Blood Brothers, The
Blutengel
Bob Marley
Boys Don't Cry
Brand New
Bravery, The
Breaking Benjamin
Bright Eyes
Bush
Cake
Cascada
Cheap Sex
Christian Death
Chuck Berry
Cindy Lauper
Cinema Strange
Coldplay
Combichrist
Comeback Kid
Convent
Cradle of Filth
Creep Show, The
Crovus Corax
Crystal Castles
Culture Club
Cure, The
Cybotron
Cyndi Lauper
Daft Punk
Danny Elfman
Danzig
Darilington
Death Cab for Cutie
Dean Martin
Debbie Deb
Deathin June
Deftones
D'espairs Ray
Depeche Mode
Desperate Bicycles
Devotchkas
Digittalism
Dir En Grey
Disfunftional Youth
Diskontrol
Dj Krush
Dj Liquid
Dj Melodie
Dj Mystik
Dj Shadow
Dj Tiesto
Down To Earth Approach
Dramarama
Dream Theater
Droom
Dropkick Murphys
Duran Duran
Easy Cure
Eiffel 65
El Tri
English Dogs
Entwine
Eric Clapton
Eurythmics
Evanesence
Everclear
Evergreen Terrace
Every New Dead Ghost
Excession
Expose
Fear Cult
Fear Factory
Final Burden, The
Fiona Apple
Five Iron Frenzy
Flunk
Foo Fighters
Frank Sinatra
Frank The Baptist Music
Franz Ferdinand
From First to Last
Funeral For a Friend
Funeral Party
Futureheads
GBH
Global Threat
God Module
Good Charlotte
Gorillaz
Gravity Kills
Green Day
Grendel
Guns n' Roses
Hellogoodbye
Heroes Del Silencio
HIM
Horrorpops
Hot Hot Heat
IFN
In Flames
Incubus
Interpol
Hole
Hot Hot Heat
Jack off Jill
Janis Joplin
Jive Bombers
Joan Jett
Johnny Cash
Jorge Gonzalez
Joy Division
Kaiser Chiefs
Kamelot
Kittie
Korn
Krum Bums
Laibach
La Ley
L'ame Immortelle
Lauren Hill
Le Click
Le Shok
Le Tigre
Led Zeppelin
Less Than Jake
Letter Kills
Lime
Linkin Park
Living End
London After Midnight
Los Ciafanes
Los Enanitos Verdes
Los Prisioneros
Lotte Lenye
Ludwig Van Beethoven
Madonna
Mana
Marilyn Manson
Maroon 5
Men Without Hats
Metallica
Michelle Branch
Mindless Self Indulgence
Miguel and the Living Dead
Ministry
Misfits
Moby
Modest Mouse
Morrissey
Motion City Soundtrack
Mozart
MU330
Mudvayne
Murder Dolls
My Chemical Romance
MYMP
MYNX
MXPX
Nekromantix
Nena
New Order
New Skin
Nirvana
Nightwish
Nine Inch Nails
No Doubt
NOFX
Norah Jones
Not By Choice
Oingo Boingo
OMD
Opera IX
Operation Ivy
Ordeal By Fire
Orgy
Otis Redding
Ozzy
Panic! at the Disco
Pantera
Pat Benatar
Perfect Chaos
Pink Floyd
Pitbull Daycare
Placebo
P.O.D.
Poison Girls
Premature Ejaculation
Pretty Girls Make Graves
Queen
Queens of the Stone Age
Radiohead
Rage Against the Machine
Rammstein
Ramones
Razed in Black
Real Life
Richie Valenz
Rise Against
Rosetta Stone
Roxy Music
Rx Bandits
Ryan Adams
Satanic Grounds
Scandal
Schiller and Heppner
Scorpions
Screams For Tina
Seneses Fail
Sex Pistols
She Wants Revenge
Silverchair
Silverstien

Skinny Puppy
Slayer
Sleeping Children
Slow Jerkin'
Social Distortion
Soft Cell
Softball
Sonic Youth
Sound Garden
Spice Girls
Squirrel Nut Zippers
SS-Kaliert
Stabbing Westward
Static-X
Stray Cats
Straylight Run
Streetlight Manifesto
Sublime
Suicidal Tendencies
Suicide Machines
Syrian
System of a Down
System Syn
Tears For Fears
Terminal Choice
The B-52's
The Briggs
The Casualties
The Clash
The Cramps
The Cr xshadows
The Curse
The Dead 60s
The Devotchkas
The Distillers
The Doors
The Dresden Dolls
The Exies
The Flaming Stars
The Killers
The Lawrence Arms
The Legendary Pink Dots
The Living End
The Misfits
The Mission UK
The New York Dolls
The Offspring
The Order Of The Fly
The Planet Smashers
The Postal Service
The Ramones
The Rapture
The Rolling Stones
The Smashing Pumpkins
The Smiths
The Specials
The Spice Girls
The Starting Line
The Strokes
The Thrillseekers
The Used
The Vibrators
The Virus
TLC
Total Chaos
Tsunami Bomb
Trajic Black
Trivium
Type O Negative
U.S. Subs
Venga Boys
Vice Squad
Voice Industrie
Voices of Masada
Violent Femmes
Wednesday 13
Weezer
Wolfbrigade
Wolfsheim
X-ANIMO
X-Ray Spex
Zaderak
Zao
Zeromancer
Zombie Ghost Train
Zombie Girl
Zombina and the Skeletons

Movies:

Funeral Party

Television:



Books:

Fiend
What My Mother Doesn't Know
Interview With A Vampire
Go ask Alice
Frankenstein
Dracula
Lost Souls
Witch Child
October Sky
Please Stop Laughing At Me. . .
Dramacon
Dramacon 2
FLCL
Le Portrait
Le Portrait 2

Heroes:



My Blog

I dont think you understand

I don't think you really know what I mean when  I say that I trust you, I love you, or when you say you'll keep a promise. Of course I can try to explain it to you over and ov...
Posted by [Daria] ¬_¬ on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 09:27:00 PST

Photography

Photography is an important part of my life. I don't own a wonderful camera, nor do I know everything about camers and photography. I have taken a very small course in photography, but I just learned ...
Posted by [Daria] ¬_¬ on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 07:27:00 PST

Just a bulletin I posted. . .

I didn't want to be here last night especially because there was some people here that don't like me so I didn't want to welcome them into my home, but I really had no choice. I was also playing the r...
Posted by [Daria] ¬_¬ on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 10:47:00 PST

Die Die My Darling

I fucking swear, I don't know what is up with my mom. She doesn't even give a shit about me anymore. It really fucking hurts. I think she hates me. First she says she wants me to do good in school and...
Posted by [Daria] ¬_¬ on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 08:42:00 PST

I [don't] cry!

I realized that I don't cry anymore. There really is no reason to unless it is something very serious or if I am talking to the right person. Many people say hatful things, but I really don't care. I ...
Posted by [Daria] ¬_¬ on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 12:32:00 PST

A little something I wrote to Rachel about Jonathan

"It's easier for you to not talk to Jonathan. I mean, I still talk to him, but usually it's only when he talks to me now or unless he texts me or if I just offer him his daily dose or gum. I really tr...
Posted by [Daria] ¬_¬ on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 01:12:00 PST

Do you want to be in my movie?

Do you want to be in my movie? I plan to shoot a documentary over the  Summer about [in] San bernardino. More informantion about the movie will be added later. I do not want to spoil it or for an...
Posted by [Daria] ¬_¬ on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 01:20:00 PST

Untitled

The city gates have closed I was left outside Alone Tired Scared Isolated from the world Away from the lies I was spat out for knowing the truth Smiles placed upon their faces Afraid of being Differe...
Posted by [Daria] ¬_¬ on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 10:51:00 PST

Untitled

I am not as deep as an ocean Or as wide as the sky As tall as the mountains nor do I wish to die   I am not as smart as a genius Or as dumb as a rock Not as cold as the snow in which you love t...
Posted by [Daria] ¬_¬ on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 10:48:00 PST

Untitled

Untitled I am a passenger of life Getting lost is predictable I heart the sounds while going by They are awful, confusing, but Some are just comforting There is a distance in time But it goes...
Posted by [Daria] ¬_¬ on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 10:46:00 PST