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John

Single, but Mingling still sucks and has always sucked.

About Me

Born on the east coast to a New York city preacher's son and the daughter of a Virginian naval officer. They fucked it up by moving us to Kansas and getting divorced, but it all had such great potential. Raised in Kansas without any hick values and moved directly after high school. Lived in Denver, St. Louis, San Francisco and now LA. Recieved a degree in video production and used it to work in live event production for 7 years until I started a porn company in 2001. At this point, the company is going strong and still growing and much of my life has become about running the business. I don't really socialize much with the porn scene as I am actaully kinda conservative and fairly level-headed, but I am a sexual deviant and kinky as hell. That's just who I am, not some face I put on to be cool in a crowd. I don't really like crowds, expecially those who gather to pose for each other, and if you find me posing, it'll be with my mouth and not my clothes.

My Interests

The inner workings of the human brain. Freedom and how to waste it. New Zealandese squirells. Sarcasm and truth shaken, not stirred. My feet itch.

I'd like to meet:

I like intelligent people. I like people with integrity, I like people who have a code and try to live by it. Aside from that, I like people who try. It's nice if they try for something good, admirable or creative, but trying is enough to get my attention. Effort means everything to me. Apathy is boring and inspires nothing. Shallowness is just boring. I like people who care about something, and I like people who care enough to inspire me to care. Casual conversation is OK but I'd rather be flirting or discussing something personal. Really deep, huh? Gimme a break...pretty girls make me happy, afertall, I am partly human.
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Music:

Generally aggressive and loud music. Specifically, lately, System of a down. An ex-metal head, turned grunge, turned industrial, turned too old to be cool. Pop music from the 70s and 80s. It relaxes me. I also dig the blues and jazz on occasion. There is no Devil, that's just Tom Waits when he's drunk.

Movies:

Crash, the Godfather, Six Degrees of Separation, Band of the Hand, Ilsa-she Devil of the Sahara.

Television:

I'll watch the same movie on cable 50 times rather than watch any TV show.

Books:

Anything by Sommerset Maugham.

Heroes:

Bill Maher, Karl Marx, Arthur Rimbaud, Larry Flynt, Muhammed Ali

My Blog

Burma Shave

licorice tattoo turned a gun metal blue scrawled across the shouldersof a dying town the one eyed jacks across the railroad tracksand the scar on its belly pulled a stranger passing throughhe was a ju...
Posted by John on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 11:50:00 PST

Cowards

oh you selfish cowards...shit stirring, passive aggressive extraordinaires...you know who you are...why are you here reading my blog anyway?  dont you have a clique to kiss up to?...in high schoo...
Posted by John on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 09:16:00 PST

silly gay christian woman

it was the silly gay christian woman in Palm Springs who said...god chose to make me gay, so god must love me gay...does it work for the rest of us?god made me a liar and god made him a killer and god...
Posted by John on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 12:13:00 PST

Politics are so boring

he' so cool, she's so hot...try harder, try harder...god, thats boring...politics are boring...have a drink, laugh a little...look at him make as ass...i hope he falls down again, it makes my night wh...
Posted by John on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 09:38:00 PST

Million Dollar Baby

See this...we all come from nothing and im not sure we ever get any farther...only in our minds...you might say...in others people's minds...but that means nothing...if becoming something in another m...
Posted by John on Mon, 23 Jan 2006 10:52:00 PST