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Mrs. Williams

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About Me

I'm crazy. I know what I like and what I don't like. I believe in aliens and am DEATHLY afraid of them. I am afraid of snakes...I try not to be...and I look at them...and then I run away screaming, or I curl up in a ball screaming :). I don't take compliments well. I LOVE daffodils and white lillies as well as anyone who buys them for me *which no one ever does*. I love kissing. Hugging and holding hands make me swoon. Spooning and cuddling are some of my favorite things to do. I enjoy sex, a lot. Sometimes I kiss girls. I have moodswings. Relationships scare me. I love to dance and have fun. Being a dork is the best. I have a past that makes me cry. Sometimes I think I'm cute and I like it when you tell me. I have little hands. I love my lips and my eyes, they are my favorite features of myself. I hate glasses, but my new ones RULE. I love watching movies. I love all music, well most, don't have a favorite. My favorite color is GREEN and I'm absolutely obsessed w/ it. I absolutely love stars, they are my favorite, anything with them *sigh*. Sometimes I hate myself. I love my personality. Friends are the best. I love lightning, it's erotic and it turns me on. Thundering and lightning storms are the best. I like playing in the rain, taking walks. I love tattoos and piercings...and getting them is fun. I have my nipples (twice in each)and tongue pierced. I have a tattoo of an oscar with my pisces symbol on my right calf and cannot wait to get the rest of the tattoos I want. I can be a crazy bitch if you piss me off, and there are people that know this and swear they will never ever piss me off because I scare them :) hehe. I'd take physical pain over emotional pain any day. I'm way too overly emotional and a lot of the time it ruins my life. I enjoy spending time with friends and just doing stupid stuff. I hate being alone, and am scared to die that way. I want you to tell me I'm beautiful, and mean it, though I'll just deny it and tell you you're crazier than I am. I hate people who can't keep secrets. I don't like opening up to people and telling them things about me and my past, because the people I trust with that stuff, the people I let see deep inside my soul, are usually the ones that turn around and rip my heart out while it's beating and eat it in front of me. I hate getting my pictures taken, they always come out horrible, but I love taking them myself....though they usually look like CRAP. I love writing...though I think everything I write sucks. Reading is amazing, it gives me a chance to get out of my own life and into someone elses for a little while. I hate guys that IM me or message me to try to get in my pants...it's not going to happen...no matter how much I enjoy sex...so give up now. I want to have sex with a girl someday...and no you can't watch. I think and worry about things way too much and it's always about stupid little stuff that I shouldn't. My mind gets ahead of itself and usually ruins things. I have issues trusting people because of my past. I have dreams that will never come true. I want to learn to play guitar. I wish I could sing so that I could sit on a street in the summer and play guitar and sing while people walk by. I think kisses on the forhead are the sweetest guesture in the world. I hate holidays, the only ones I like are Halloween and New Years. I'm fun. I like having fun. And I hate drama. If you try to cause drama, or you do, I'll most likely dislike or HATE you. I hate the way certain people make me feel. I wish I was better than I am. I'm tired, and I'm done.
Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover
You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.
And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.
You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.
It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is. What Is Your Seduction Style?
Your Aura is Blue
Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart.
You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone.
Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor. What Color Is Your Aura?
You Are an Intense Kisser
When you kiss, it's deep and powerful
You don't take kissing lightly
Your kisses always have meaning
And they always make your head spin What's Your Kissing Style?
Your Power Color Is Blue
Relationships and feelngs are the most important things to you.
You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.
If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.
You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart. What's Your Power Color?
Guys Like That You're Fun
You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing
That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back
You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys
But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you What Do Guys Like About You?
You Have a Choleric Temperament
You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.
You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.
At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior. What Temperment Are You?

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My Interests

Love. Music. Friends. Fun. Laughing. Lightning. The rain. Photos. Memories. Gah, so much more.
M Misunderstood
I Intense
C Cuddly
H Hot
E Elitist
L Little
L Luscious
E Easy
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I'd like to meet:

Everyone :). Especially you! New AIM screen name- oxafallingstarxo IM me like crazy lovelies :-D

Music:

Oh jinkies....I like EVERYTHING...and when I say everything...I really mean EVERYTHING lol. I really dont feel like listing all of the bands here because well I am fuckin lazy alright?? haha It would just go on forever and who wants to do that? Okay, well a lot of people. BUT I'M NOT ONE OF EM hehe. So if you REALLY wanna know what BANDS I like....ask :). hehe

Movies:

Again, I'm not going to list individual movies, I'm way too lazy for that! GOSH!!! hehe. But I like anything! I looooove horror movies...though I am usually all frustrated cuz they end up being dumb :( I HATE movies about aliens and will not watch them, unless it's with someone I can cuddle with and wont laugh at me when I hide under the covers crying....*hint hint ;);)* hehe I love drama and girlie movies...I'm a girl...what can I say? They always make me cry....I'm way too overly emotional haha! Comedy...who doesn't like comedy??? Action! I can always go for some of that ;) haha So yeah....There are a lot of movies that I haven't seen and really want to, and a lot that I have. Again, if you wanna know, ask, if I haven't seen it, maybe we can watch it together ;) hehe

Television:

I'm obsessed with any show like CSI, NCIS, Bones, Law and Order...any of it!!! I can't get enough of it!!!!! Uhm....haha I'm attatched to shows like Real World and Laguna Beach just because they make me laugh...idiots! hehe I dont like gameshows. ick. I just can't watch them. I HATE SURVIVOR and all other CRAP like it! So HA! Uhm...yeah...I dont watch t.v. much. Dont have it in my bedroom and am never home to watch it in the living room...so *shrugs* However I do wanna have a cuddle/t.v. day and do nothing but cuddle and watch t.v. with someone....maybe...a certain someone? ;)

Books:

I absolutely positively LOVE LOVE LOVE reading. It's amazing. Lets you slip out of your life and into someone eles's for a little while. I like writing too....but yeah. Uhm...I don't know...I've read some really good books, but I'm too lazy to write them here and what not....plus I'm BUSY hehe. If you have read any good ones and think I should try it out...just lemme know...suggestions are always awesome!

Heroes:

All of my friends...they are amazing. I dont know what I would do with out them...they seriously saved my life. Mel and Amber are absolutely amazing. Steven, Joshy, Tristyn, Sheena, Shari, Tom....you're all my heroes...you really really are....Thank you for everything you do for me and all you've been...I'll remember you all my life...because you really have helped save it.
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My Blog

Sometimes I just want to be alone...

And today is just one of those days....I was okay earlier...but now I'm just really depressed and want to be alone. I'm kinda screwed...even when I go back to RA...whenever that may be...I'm not going...
Posted by xox Michelle xox on Fri, 11 May 2007 01:42:00 PST

update

So I'm trying to go back to Reserve America. As odd as it may sound. I'm really kind of excited to go back. Not necisarilly as starting as an agent...but I'll work my way up asap...that's just how I w...
Posted by xox Michelle xox on Mon, 07 May 2007 10:25:00 PST

*sigh*...

So...I quit my job last Thursday. I just couldn't take it anymore. It was way too stressful and just was NOT the job for me. I need a job ASAP b/c right now we're living off Shane's income and paying...
Posted by xox Michelle xox on Tue, 01 May 2007 10:32:00 PST

Did it before, doing it again haha

I'm bored so I'm gonna go ahead and do this fun little thing again w/ my iPod my lovely boyfriend got me for my birthday :) Your Life: The Soundtrackopen your music player press shuffle, write down th...
Posted by xox Michelle xox on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 12:03:00 PST

Update Update Update

Soooo I figure it's been quite some time since I've written a blog...I'll update a little. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too much has happened for me to even come close to updating about everything. But here goes....
Posted by xox Michelle xox on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 11:25:00 PST

I GOTS A JOOOB!!

hahaha SOOOOOO.....I GOTS A NEW JOB!! I'm super excited to start. lol I've been going stir crazy...it's been almost a month now since I left RA. I start on Monday :-D. I'm going to be working at Amste...
Posted by xox Michelle xox on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 09:01:00 PST

Poem for Anna May

This week has been a very tough week for me, and everyone at Reserve America. I had a tough day on Sunday, went to work Monday completely miserable, and then I heard more horrible news. A lovely woman...
Posted by xox Michelle xox on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 09:57:00 PST

*sigh*

That is all....just...*sigh*...
Posted by xox Michelle xox on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 01:42:00 PST

I just want to die

All I have to say is I fucking hate life and everything that happens. I'm stuck in this rut and I can't get out of it. No matter how hard I try to change things and make them better it doesn't work. T...
Posted by xox Michelle xox on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 12:54:00 PST

falling apart and can't figure out how to stop

So I'm falling apart. Emotionally of course. I'm now in therapy, and on new medication, but it seems as though I'm actually getting worse. Huh. Interesting. It's been getting worse and worse for a whi...
Posted by xox Michelle xox on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 02:58:00 PST