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Staring at the sky

I am here for Friends

About Me

hmmm... i am clay...im a poor college student..i like cats,
lazy rainy sundays, tea,
driving at night with a good friend, playing guitar,
learning things, making good grades, sushi, my family,
watching movies at home, postponed tests, finding old friends,
reading, playing video games, chappelle, most things science,
anime, final fantasy, going places i've never been,
starry nights far far away from city lights, silence,
intelligent conversations, the company of my friends,
getting to know people that don't suck, good music,
new food,mrs. sampley my highschool chemistry teacher,
getting phonecalls from people i like, not hearing about my ex(es),
compliments however seldom, art, pictures of my friends,
pictures of things i've seen,playing hackey-sack, listening
to music while i drive, people who smell good, pretty feet, humbleness,
people who don't talk alot, staples, glue, pipettes, doing experiments,
looking at slides under a microscope, writing, sleeping,
sleeping snuggled up with a special person..., gettin oil changes,
talking with people smarter than me, matisyahu, nine inch nails,
fiona apple, lots of things, dark hair, red hair, pretty hair just not my hair,
long skirts on girls, back scratches, fingers through my hair,
my pencil i've had for a year, thinking outside the box, showers,
my hoody, playstation NOT xbox, evangelion, lodoss war, robert jordan
tolkein, huxley, orwell, brett easton ellis, pahlinuk, beautiful people,
being happy, being alive,...i don't like being late, rednecks, tight pants on
guys, the government who takes our money and pretends to work for us
and b our friend, the police that maintain social control,
people that aren't dynamic, those who don't try new things,
coffee even tho i drink it sometimes
being mean to people, being bad with my words,
sucking at guitar, doing bad on tests, losing on video games,
losing in general, having to shave, having a messy car,
jealous people and jealousy, having clinical duties at work,most humans with a penis,
girls that think every guy that talks to them is in love with
them (we've all met one sometime...)
at ocu now. no more damn o-trip. with plenty of time before i graduate...
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My Interests

games -- you name it, i've probably played it
i would say school, but lately i've been pretty bored of it..

I'd like to meet:

Trent Reznor
people that don't suck
Nobuo Uematsu - the composer of all final fantasy music

Music:

NINE INCH NAILS
radiohead
rage against the machine
choking victim -------- check these guys out can't find them in stores
the cure
red hot chili peppers ( a little)

Movies:


Akira
The Devil's Advocate
Saw
Anchorman
Baseketball
Old school
Vampire Hunter D
Ferris Bueller's Day Off
Constantine
Fiddler on the Roof
Dogma
Chasing Amy
Clerks
The Fifth Element
The Professional
The Lost Highway
i give up for now...

Television:

ahhh, at this point i'd like to quote someone, Stza from Choking Victim
500 channels of a day-dream stimulation
helps me to resent my life and raise my expectations.
Locked into re-runs, your memories repeating,
and all your ideals seem so self defeating.
For you and yours, the pepsi generation,
and when you're discontent, you change the T.V. station,
And when you hate your life, no qualtities redeeming,
a million brainwashed zombies will always be heard screaming...
And when there is no hope,
I'll smoke some crack, I'll shoot some dope!
When theres no enemies,
I sit and stare at my T.V.
.....

My Blog

most people are stupid (of COURSE you aren’t)

Where can i begin?  This world has got me feeling frustrated beyond what I think I can handle.  Everywhere I go i am surrounded by people that prove their stupidity time and time again. ...
Posted by Staring at the sky on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 07:21:00 PST

hmmm

exhaustive - thoroughpatient - contemplativeanalytical - thoughtfulconsistent - dedicatedcreativeorganized - ?
Posted by Staring at the sky on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 12:07:00 PST

asdflkjasdfkj

ughfuckingdamnsillyboy
Posted by Staring at the sky on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 01:03:00 PST

a sober thought

to those who know who this is meantand there is a fewwe don't speak anymoreand maybe thats the best, who knowsbut my arms and my ears are still openso know that no hostility lives on my side of the wo...
Posted by Staring at the sky on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 12:05:00 PST

so this thing called sleep

is really freakin cool when you can catch ittoo fast for me right now
Posted by Staring at the sky on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 10:54:00 PST

my official opinion

myspace's message system sucks giraffewang
Posted by Staring at the sky on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 05:04:00 PST

wild friday night

went to this party, lotta drunk ppl. this drunk douchebag took a swing at me and missed, then beat up some guy with a broken arm. out of control!!
Posted by Staring at the sky on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 10:50:00 PST

perhaps a change

wishing and hoping get you nowhere.friends is a word used to describe a person seen only at the greatest of conveniences.love is temporary and is sacred to almost fucking noone.sad? ... just observing...
Posted by Staring at the sky on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 03:10:00 PST

its over

went to court, case dismissed. no more court dates, no more probation, no more deferred sentence. its all over finally
Posted by Staring at the sky on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 12:54:00 PST

done

will someone please rescue me from this nightmare
Posted by Staring at the sky on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 02:21:00 PST