Ape

I was born in Miami but I was raised in and consider Bangkok to be my true home. To be honest, it has taken me almost to the end of my high school career to slowly find myself and what I want out of life, but this realization has come to help me truly see my own potential. I'm always rolling something over in my mind, analyzing every possible situation, problem, and solution. I've found that camaraderie can be one of the hardest things to forge, yet is one of the most cherishable things in life. I can often come off as standoffish and sometimes even as an apathetic asshole, but it's really just because I'm really shy and am waiting to get to know you better before I start striking up conversations. I believe that life without music would become the most boring existence. I hate clubs in the US and Canada whereas it's one of my favorite pastimes anywhere else. I feel that having an open-mind is one of the results of a successful education. Imagination is a natural part of humanity, let it run free. I get thirsty a lot and drink lots of water. Extremism disgusts me, I'd rather live and let live and enjoy everything in moderation. I do my best to pay things forward as much as possible. Hatred, particularly through racism, is a complete waste of energy and valuable mindpower that could be used in something productive. I believe that your actions in any situation is reflective of at least one small part of you and I use the information I get through that to try and understand people better. Video games are my form of escapism, allowing me to momentarily forget about the depressing situation that is the world today. The fact that they are interactive sometimes brings them a level above movies. The same goes for my interest in stuff like Scifi and Fantasy, in whatever form. I find addictions and dependencies, such as to cigarettes, a sign of weakness, both physical and mental. To be able to conquer your own lust is a sign of true inner strength. Our animalistic nature deems that our biological purpose is to stay alive and reproduce as well as protect our young. Logically, this would mean that we should create a sustainable environment in which our offspring should be able to live in relative comfort. With the current situation of the world, I sometimes find that questionable and am constantly discouraged by it. I think that our current goal as a human race should be to help improve the living conditions of all places in the world in order to prevent a self-induced extinction. I hate kids that have been raised improperly, and their parents even moreso if they blame external influences like video games and the media. If your kid was taught to realize that these things were simulated and against the wishes of society, then he wouldn't be doing stupid shit. I'm skeptical about whether love is actually a human trait or just a conspiracy to force marriage upon society in order to further the economy but maybe it's because i haven't fully experienced it yet. If you've read through this and agree with most of it, you should do us both a favor and add me. ..