Broken Dragon

---------------My son passed away April 28th, 2005 after a 27 1/2 year battle with Duschenne Muscular Dystrophy. To me he was the epitome of courage. He outlived his friends who had DMD, and outlasted the life expectancy the doctors gave him (23 at the most). He fought to live, even when his heart barely had the strength to beat. He refused to quit right up to the moment I told him "It's OK, you can let go now". I had to let go, so he could. He was my heart and will be missed for the rest of my life.------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ -----------------------------------------March 2006: I still miss him I'm lonely without him .... and without the one friend who made life a joy {{{S}}} If not for my grandaughter Ani, I'd probably be dead. ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ -------------------------------------My Story ............................................................ ......................................................... On AOL or AIM I'm DrakulaLen or DraculaLen. On Yahoo I'm drakulalen. Just Call me Len. First of all, since there's no choice for it in here. I'm separated, divorce pending. Which makes me single... sort of. No lies here ............................................................ ............ Born in the year of the Cock... UM, Rooster... Um, Depends on which placemat you read........................................................ ............................................................ ........ I'm the type of person that has always been the one to go to, or count on, in time of need. I've been a kind of control freak I guess, and now I'm looking to let go and experience the other side. I want someone who wants to take care of me for a change... ............................................................ ..................................................... I've had my heart broken and discovered I am capable of being hurt very badly. I know I have to find some new way to deal with the grief. None of the normal methods have helped a bit. Two years later and I'm still devastated. My son's death only makes finding a reason to keep trying even more difficult. Hence the "Broken". ------------------------------------------------------------ --------------------------------------------- I've been active in martial arts on and off most of my life and earned one black belt at age 17. Even though I have some physical limitations now, I received my latest black belt on 2/25/05 and my decided rank in December '05 (in the Songahm Taekwondo style). Hence the "Dragon". So I'm a Broken Dragon. ............................................................ ............................................................ ...........And YES! I am a living vampire.==================================================== ============================================================ ====
Get this video and more at MySpace.com================================================= ============================================================ ======= Lyrics for: Creep (By Radiohead) _____________________________________________ ************************************************************ **************************************When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye. You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry. You float like a feather, in a beautiful world I wish I was special, you're so very special.But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here.I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control. I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul. I want you to notice, when I'm not around. You're so very special, I wish I was special.But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here?. I don't belong hereShe's running out the door, she's running, she run, run, run, run, run.Whatever makes you happy, Whatever you want. You're so very special, I wish I was special,But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here, I don't belong here.