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Insipid Skies

strong like coffee and as addicting as cigarettes

About Me

PLEASE SEND ME A MESSAGE WITH A FRIEND REQUEST IF I DO NOT PERSONALLY KNOW YOU, THANKS!
I'm Allison Rose. Please visit my Graphic Design and Illustration website: allison.zeszutek.net and please keep in mind...I am not a web developer...so it might not be perfect, but it's pretty and it gets the job done.
The following excerpt is the objective to my design portfolio.
Currently in society we are trying to define and outline the purpose within life, but we will never know. Therefore, I bring up another equally, intellectually provoking question that boggles my mind. Can you define a good designer? You can fling around the title like a game of tetherball, but in realization, it only comes back around and hits you in the face if you hit it with meaning.
(that’s a good thing)
By default, a designer can have a broad range of skills, from technical to traditional media, know all the filters in photoshop and can draw a square in Illustrator. A good designer walks down the street and has a fit about a sign that uses Papyrus to display a realty company (don’t get me started on Zapfino, Impact or Arial). A good designer reels through every aspect of life as if it is a tutorial for a new technique in Photoshop. There is nothing more important than the dedication of their time and intuitive thought process to accomplish the completion and perfection of a design, layout, or illustration that influences, or manipulates, the general human population.
It’s all about the mind control.
After three years in completing my Graphic Design degree, I had an epiphany that had me seeing fireworks. On July 4th, 2008, I was sipping my cocktail out on Lake Minnetonka and I found myself analyzing the fireworks bursting above the water.
Would I be able to paint that?
Would a digital illustration be best to recreate them?
How much color correction would I need in Photoshop?
To be trapped in the mind of a designer would leave you breathless and keeling over in pain.
At that moment, I realized that I live my passion. Through Graphic Design I have the best of both worlds. I am able to freely hand render my thoughts and successfully translate them into a digital format in order to accommodate the ever growing technology addicted field. I strive to design in order to successfully deliver the message, product, or service and hit them square in the eyes with my graphic style.
Now, that’s a punch-line.
disclaimer: I hope not one got offended reading this copy (and if so, it's probably because you use Papyrus and you should be offended), and I hope you took note that I have a certain "dry" and "sarcastic" sense of humor in my copywriting. Gracias, amigos.
Though these repeated times of sadness and lonliness, I will always remember those who have passed on. I will always love them and will carry their memories with me wherever I go. This past month (April 2006) has been emotional and draining, but they will live on in everyone they have touched.
RIP Jessica Maniero
RIP Brent Todd
RIP Patsy Hoffman
Life is everlasting in the hearts of others.
RIP Germain Vigeant (Feb 2006)
RIP Jason Richardson (Apr 2005)
RIP Jarrod Mihaljevic (Dec 2004)
I love you all.

My Interests

Art: photography, acrylic paints, charcoal, oil pastels, printmaking, metalwork, sculpture, sketching, drawing...EVERYTHING
Graphic Design
music
literature
politics
dancing
swimming
singing
modeling
going down to the lake to do absolutely nothing
going to coffee houses for deep, meaningful conversations
walking forever to no real destination
making my friend's photos kick-ass and scary like Mr.Ceej over here:

I'd like to meet:


Myspace Layouts
Myspace Codes
Myspace Generators
Myspace Backgrounds

Music:

MORCHEEBA, porcelain and the tramps, i am ghost, portishead, tapping the vein, THE DOORS, KIDNEY THIEVES, motion city soundtrack, PHISH, stereophonics, murder by death, the decemberists, SIGUR ROS, steve miller band, dead poetic, BAD RELIGION, 36 crazy fists, suicide silence, the dillinger escape plan, circle takes the square, regina spector, mars volta, MODEST MOUSE, ...trail of dead, alkaline trio, greatful dead, tiger army, blind melon, led zepellin, janis joplin, the cure, eisley, pink floyd, alanis morrisette, fiona apple, sublime, killswitch engage, mike doughty cat stevens, RISE AGAINST, nelly furtado, rusted root, thursday, rammstein, from autumn to ashes, frank sinatra,
and many many many more!

Movies:

ANYTHING WITH FRANK SINATRA, FRED ASTAIRE, BING CROSBY, OR AUDREY HEPBURN. I am a sucker for classic and black & white movies!

Boondock Saints, Run Lola Run, Crash, Girl Interrupted, Kill Bill Vol. 1 and 2, Underworld, Waking Life, Practical Magic, Suicide Girls Frist Tour, Under the Tuscan Sun, Domino, Apocalypto, The Fountain, Pan's Labrynth, Sid and Nancy, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, the Craft, Phantom of the Opera...

I have a sweet-spot for foreign and indie films, too.

Books:

I love collecting design books, therefore, half my library is dedicated to them.
"The Divine Comedy" by Dante
Chuck Palahnuik (amazing)
Dan Brown
Aldous Huxley
Fitzgerald
Nathaniel Hawthorne (amazing)
Ayn Rand
Charles Dickens (childhood favorite)
William Shakespeare
H.P. Lovecraft
Anne Sexton.
AND SO MANY MORE! what can i say...i love literature, it's in my blood!
WHAT I AM READING RIGHT NOW: nothing...i'm waiting for book 4 of the twilight series by stephanie meyer...what can i say...i'm a sucker for vampires

Heroes:

my mom is the most inspirational person in my life. I do not know what I would do without her. I love her unconditionally for everything she has done.
Audrey Hepburn, because she was an amazing person

My Blog

Picking up the Pieces

I don't know why, but the latest shooting at NIU has made me extremely nervous. I don't know if it's because it hits closer to home, being that i grew up in Illinois, or because it's becoming more co...
Posted by Insipid Skies on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 06:02:00 PST

a lifetime

I don't want to spend my life alone. I don't want to feel this for very long. This longing is dragging on far too long. Sometimes I dream of what would be perfect, and I know it will never come. I...
Posted by Insipid Skies on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 12:53:00 PST

awakening

Something is overcoming me. I feel torn, like my soul is being invaded by a force that I cannot defend myself against. This is one of the worst feelings I have ever felt. If anyone can help me under...
Posted by Insipid Skies on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 12:53:00 PST

hot chicks, oh yea!

(thanks tony! this is awesome!)Yes, you can date a hot chick By: Anna David Think good-looking girls have it made and don't have to try hard in the trenches of love? Think again. To tell the truth, th...
Posted by Insipid Skies on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 10:51:00 PST

nightmares...

This is odd that I have been writing so many blogs lately. I usually don't write in these things because it seems pointless, but i have needed to get alot of my chest lately. I don't know what has b...
Posted by Insipid Skies on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 02:34:00 PST

this feeling...

so, I got this really creepy feeling today...that something really bad is going to happen either to someone I know or something in the world. I reaaaaalllly hope that nothing does happen. oh, dear, i'...
Posted by Insipid Skies on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 04:54:00 PST

dear diary...why?

I don't really know why, but I think I do, but I'm feeling pretty sad...depressed?...or w/e. I've just been really pessimistic on life lately. I feel like I'm stuck, and I'm stuck somewhere I don't ...
Posted by Insipid Skies on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 01:09:00 PST

shhhhh....

i think it might be love...or damn close it it...but shhh....i dont want to ruin anything this early...but i'm happy...oh so happy...it's been so long since i've felt this connection...*grin* ...
Posted by Insipid Skies on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 12:45:00 PST

just a little venting...

I need to vent. Today is just going horrible. I hate waking up at 6:30 and going to a stressful class that only makes me want to scream. The work is so tedious and pointless, because I won't be doing ...
Posted by Insipid Skies on Thu, 09 Feb 2006 11:48:00 PST

snowflakes

As i sit at the window watching the snow fall I realize that life is passing me by as each snowflake falls. Never does a snowflake fall in the same place and i wonder if it's a sign. Will my ...
Posted by Insipid Skies on Wed, 07 Dec 2005 05:44:00 PST