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And I embraced, where lovers rot.....Her Ghost In the Fog

About Me

"The Only Failure in life is not knowing who you are.It is Better to be hated for what you are, than to be loved for something you're not"
Know thy self..and all is well...
I am a mother, a sister, a daughter, a friend,a lover,a fighter,a dreamer, a thinker. I am chaotic and random, i am course and sometimes callous. I am blunt and to the point. I do not fake who I am, or make myself out to be something that I am not. I am fun spirited and spontaneous. I am a storm of love and hate. I am destruction, I am creation. I am war, and I am Peace.I am happy, I am sad, i am everything in between. I am mischievous, and malicious, I am sadistic, masochistic, and a vegetarian. I stand by my Ideals, it is all I have in this life. I am who I am, who I was meant to be. I know my heart and I know my soul. I will never change, unless it is for myself. Take me for who and what I am. Or leave me right here. Because I have come to realize this about who I am. I love me, for everything that I am, Inside and out The only person who can change my mind about myself Is me. No one else in this world, can make me think differently. Anything else you need to know just ask me. I am an open person.

My Interests

Chicklets|| strawberries and getting caught in the rain||vynal||synthetic hair||makeup||hair dye||scissors||knives||PIRATES||ZOMBIES||ZOMBIE PIRATES||razor blades||Jack The Ripper||Ed Gein||Ted Bundy||John Wayne Gacy||Lizzie Borden||Pop rocks||Silk||Velvet||TransSexuals||Transvstites||Strippers|| Bacardi||Shots||Guns||Chicago||1950's Pinups||1930's Gangsters||Local bands||Wanna Be rockstars||Prince of persia and god of war||Androids||Outter Space||Pornographic materials||Photography|Painting||singing||Dancing||Oriental food||Japanese Anime|| Short hair||Tall Boys||The Ocean||Eygptian Mythology||Caberet dancing||Burlesque shows||Cadavers||Fishnet||Panty Hose|| The Opera|| Musicals||Theater's Period||Nature||Parinoid delusions||Cooking||Vegitarians||BLOOD||Light Brown eyes||Green Eyes||Mowhawks||Watermelon bubble gum||Lemon head||BETTIE PAGE||Gilda radner||Sam Kineson(sp)||Cigarettes||Voodoo Dolls||Vietnameise Hookers||Dreaming||Peircings||Tattoos||Scarification||Scalpe ls||Syringes||

I'd like to meet:

changing this to things to do before I die.[x]Have children []Ge married []sky dive []back back thorugh europe []Bungee jump []Base jump []go parasailing []Learn to surf []Get all my tattoos []finish school []Swim in the pacific ocean []Go to ireland [x]Swim with sharks [x]swim with dolphins in the wild []Eat a pineapple in hawii [x]Go to niagra falls [] Go on a cruise []Get my pilots license []Drive a crotch rocket []Dip my toes in the panama canal []See the great barrier reef []Visit japan []Learn to tattoo []Visit Mt.Everest []Write a book []try all baskin robbins 31 original flavors []See the mojavi desert []Go on a safari []Visit new zealand []Dip my toes into the Nile river. []See the great pyramids of egypt. []Write and publish a book []Visit the great red wood forest []Try and take on a sumo wrestler []set a world record

Music:

Atreyu||Cradle Of Filth||INCUBUS||ORGY||BOB MARLEY||ALANIS MORRISETTE||Pantera||Otep||opeth||American head charge|| Nirvana||SublIme||Rise against||Michael Buble||Frank Sinatra||MSI||KITTIE||Jack Johnson|| Poison the well||Korn||SAOSIN||From Autumn to ashes||Shadows Fall||311|| Lacuna coil||ICP||twizted||Eve6||Mactch Box 20||Static-X||PM5K|| Matilyn Manson|| Job for a cowboy||As I lay dying||Slayer||Senses fail||FUEL||Goo Goo Dolls||Arch Enemy||Me first and the gimme gimmes|| DropKick Murphys||Type O negative||NIN||Flogging Molly||Tech N9ne||Three six mafia||36 Crazyfists||40 oz. Fist|| System of a down||Alice cooper||GWAR||JACK OFF JILL|Colbey Callet||Jewel||Sarah MaGlaughclin||Sevendust||Soulfly||and so many more...music makes the world worth while. It takes all types, so I listen to all types.

Movies:

||*BOONDOCK SAINTS||*Requiem for a dream||*spun,Haggard||*Alice in wonderland,Peter pan||*fight club,derailed,the crow,dead poets society,Interveiw with a vampire,white zombie,Garbage pail kids, pulp fiction,SLC PUNK,Ninja turtles 1,2,&3,The Great lollipop adventure,gummo,kids,What dreams may come,memoirs of a geshia,The dark crystal, the labrynth,Legend,Dirty Dancing, The In crowd, Cruel Intentions,Wild things,Evil dead,Evil Dead 2, army of darkness, Dawn of the dead, Day of the dead, night of the living dead, return of the living dead,Childs play( all of them ), Jason goes to hell, All the hellraisers, wish master, soulkeeper,Saw, Saw 2,Silent hill, The hills have eyes,House of wax, Never ending story (1), Never ending story (2), Land Before Time, Phiphle goes west, Earnest Scared stupid, Bad santa,Cars,Gladiator, 300,Troy,Crank,Smokin Aces,Borat,Wizard of Oz,The Borrowers,Black circle boys,babes in toy land, paper house,B 13, halloween movies(with the eception of halloween 3,h20 and resurection),4 brothers,Tank Girl,the last unicorn,Every Disney movie,Texas Chainsaw massacre(originals no remakes),without a paddle,Beerfest,Gothika,Interveiw with a vampire,Pans labrynth,rent,guys and dolls,singing in the rain,the wizard of oz,basically any musical,...and so many more

Television:

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Books:

Alic In wonderland, Peter pan, Dead poets society,A clock work orange, Stranger than fiction, fight club,the historian,Wizard of oz,merrik, tale of the body theif, the vampire armond, memnoch the devil, gold and blood, blackwood farm, queen of the damned,the vampire lestat, blood canticle, interveiw with the vampire, pandora,vitorrio the vampire, angels and demons,the stand, mein kampf,lemony snicket, Twilight,New Moon,Eclipse,Born to be killers, God Is not Great,Beautiful city of the dead,Fight Club,anything By Poe,I could go on and on

Heroes:

Poe*James Dean* Bettie Page,Tim Burton,Quinton terronterno(sp),Janis Joplin,Judy garland,Julie andrews.*ANDREW LYODD WEBBER**

My Blog

do you know

Do you know what it's like, to be so in the dark? Falling with no one there to save you. Do you know what it's like, to be soo afraid? Searching for that hand that will inderstand, but stumbilin in th...
Posted by ||Zombie||Pirate||Lord|| on Tue, 27 May 2008 01:39:00 PST

a tiny girl

A tiny girl whos lost with in herself tiny breast attached to skinny ribs Hands that are unsteady legs that can not find balance eyes that can not see the truth vision blured by tears broken ego can ...
Posted by ||Zombie||Pirate||Lord|| on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 03:18:00 PST

Live for the moment, because A moment

Is all that we have in this life. It is small, fragile, and is gone faster than you could ever possibly imagine. Never pass up on any opportunity that life may throw your way. You may regret it for th...
Posted by ||Zombie||Pirate||Lord|| on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 06:05:00 PST

Morgan VanBuren and Justine Mihaljevic..

Life’s a trip, and what a trip it has been for us. Laughing,loving,crying,screaming, but most of all LIVING. We have lived some crazy messed up lives.But i can not think of any other people that...
Posted by ||Zombie||Pirate||Lord|| on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 05:41:00 PST

Letting go of yesterday

and free falling into today eyes wide open and thirsting for life filling my soul with feelings unknow Grab life by the horns don't let it pass you by because a moment is all we have so precious don't...
Posted by ||Zombie||Pirate||Lord|| on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 12:36:00 PST

nothing worse

Than feeling completely alone in the worldlike your falling into nothingall the people you loveseem to have forgotten that you even exsist anymore,the thing that sucks about itis it is the time hwen y...
Posted by ||Zombie||Pirate||Lord|| on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 09:31:00 PST

.....thinking too much.....

Inhaling the smoke of your ||perfection||. Till my lungs ||burn|| like hot coals.||Suffocating|| on every word unsaid.My heart ||beating|| fast from your profound ||gaze||.Eyes, a deep pool, Im ||Drow...
Posted by ||Zombie||Pirate||Lord|| on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 03:12:00 PST

Assembly line

Mass production of humans push off the assembly line...............................blindly programmed robbots,they march.........................................faces tilted towards the sky..............
Posted by ||Zombie||Pirate||Lord|| on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 02:25:00 PST

Dance with me

dance with me on the sidewalk....day or night I dont care dance with me on the beach....sand between our toes dance with me under the moon......we can bathe in its glow dance with me on the roof...don...
Posted by ||Zombie||Pirate||Lord|| on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 03:26:00 PST

jarrod...memories....

All the times we  shared And remember whens...   Lighting fireworks in parking lots drinking at middle diamond swining in the park getting locked in laundry rooms skipping school jumping or ...
Posted by ||Zombie||Pirate||Lord|| on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 10:09:00 PST