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.cristinac.

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About Me

My friends can tell you all about me, i'm usually surrounded by them if i'm not with my family. What I can say is that
the Past is my home sweet home
I dont know why but it always takes over me I start to miss the simple days, the innocence of it all I'm really trying to improve on this and trying to seize the day but i feel safe going back to great memories and reliving them in my head
Present i'm just getting by
I am currently listening to new A7X and bullet for my valentine and am pretty pumped Reading Chuck Palahniuk like its nobody's business Yelling shotgun if you mention going to a concert or tattoo shop. and uppers and other substances are slowly becoming a part of yesterday's news
Future?? still can't find the light at the end of this tunnel
i really dont like thinking of where i see myself in 10 years or even 5 i just want to at least get the chance to experience motherhood
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these people, gawd i love em!WHEN U'VE EXPERIENCED THE BITTER SIDE OF LIFE, IT CAN ONLY GET SWEETER!!! 1
Love myspace layout

My Interests

"you try too hard... for the perfect beginning... you're so let down when the beauty starts fading...once beaming with confidence... now brooding with doubt... pack those pictures away...and black out...you think too much... such terrible endings...you drink too much... to start the forgetting...you're so mad at yourself... but you forget what about...when it gets too blue...black out"-yeah tim kasher gives me chills I am absolutely obsessed with GRINDHOUSE, especially deathproof's soundtrack, oOooO and with this lovely band hold a conversation and then we'll talk

eye makeup and lipgloss is all i need, trying out new jobs like they're diff flavors of ice cream,soccer playin, eatin out a lot, watchin movies, DANCING & MORE OF THE DANCING PART,


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long convos, dressing nice for someone nice, going to the beach or waterparks cus its Florida its what chu do! writing is bliss, PHOTOGRAPHY is the best, also homemade videos, yay i love it!!
chug a chug chugging lol #1 alkie
doot doot love this and i'll love you!

I'd like to meet:

crazy insane people who make me feel normal ha!
*The New and Improved Ultimate About Me*:

Basics:
Name: Cristina Calderon
Date of Birth: 12/28/1986
Birthplace: Beth Israel hospital in NYC
Current Location: Apartment
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5'2
Heritage: Ecuadorian
Piercings: 4...i miss my lip piercing, im getting it back damn it!
Tattoos: 2
Favourite:
Band/Singer: The Good Life/ Tim Kasher
Song: Inmates- i love duets
Movie: Garden State- the soundtracks great too
Disney Movie: haha jazzy faye makes me watch these, monsters inc
TV show: Family guy
Color: Red
Food: leftovers
Pizza topping: green peppers (lol thanks to david)
Ice-Cream Flavor: Strawberry cheesecake
Drink (alcoholic): long islands
Soda: no thanks
Store: spencers
Clothing Brand: forever 21
Shoe Brand: target ha!
Season: winter
Month: January (it always feels like a new beginning)
Holiday/Festival: Christmas my name derives from it
Flower: hibiscus sooo pretty reminds me of hawaii
Make-Up Item: eyeliner
Board game: chess- ive beat every guy in it
This or That
Sunny or rainy: rainy, i sleep better this way
Chocolate or vanilla: strawberry
Fruit or veggie: OoOO im torn, i
Night or day: Night
Sour or sweet: Sour
Love or money: both are so hard to keep
Phone or in person: i've always been the in person type of gal
Looks or personality: can't have a boring cute guy
Coffee or tea: coffee
Hot or cold: cold, if its about the above question
Your:
Goal for this year: making the best out of everything
Most missed memory: rushing to get inside & into bed so that we could keep eachother safe from the thunderstorm
Best physical feature: dimples
First thought waking up: its freezing in this place b/c jazz is a penguin
Hypothetical personality disorder: masochistic
Preferred type of plastic surgery: none
Sesame street alter ego: ELMO, only one person knows this
Fairytale alter ego: does wendy from peter pan count? im just as naive as her
Most stupid remark: ROFL...i honestly only laugh out loud, if that
Worst crime: i blame it on richard, wal mart theft
Greatest ambition: having a baby boy would bring me joy
Greatest fear: forced love
Darkest secret: it wouldn't be a secret now would it?
Favorite subject: literature
Strangest received gift: bright eyes cassadaga album, i didnt expect it at all...especially from him
Worst habit: feeling down and turning to an upper of any sort
Do You:
Smoke: cloves
Drink: shots
Curse: like a sailor
Shower daily: candlelit baths every night i can
Like thunderstorms: yes, everytime theres been one its been magical
Dance in the rain: last time i did that i was in a hot tub with the whole crew
Sing: karaoke on demand in the apt or @ mugs n jugs
Play an instrument: i can play a guitar like a motherfuckin riot, haha not at all
Get along with your parents: love them to death
Wish on stars: shooting ones
Believe in fate: fate's let me down
Believe in love at first sight: my high school sweetheart led me to believe in it
Can You:
Drive: yeshh but like a speed demon
Sew: buttons onto pants
Cook: uh huh my mommy didn't raise no fool
Speak another language: spanish
Dance: adore to, i strongly believe your body was meant for movement
Sing: i rather dance
Touch your nose with your tongue: close
Whistle: i've never been able to master it
Curl your tongue: i had to do it really quick to make sure, si
Have You Ever:
Been Drunk: since i was 15, unfortunately its becoming more routine
Been Stoned/High: mj's okay in my book :)
Eaten Sushi: almost every other weekend with all the grls
Been in Love: once
Skipped school: senior year was def the best thnx to my car
Made prank calls: i get them all the time from my brother and his friends
Sent someone a love letter: how about writing love notes in high school and folding them in all kinds of neat ways
Stolen something: somebody's heart but i gave it back
Cried yourself to sleep: :'(
Other Questions:
What annoys you most in a person? in a guy- pride and ego in a girl- slutiness
Are you right or left handed? right
What is your bedtime? when the pills start kicking in
Name three things you can't live without: vitamin water, great musical lyrics, texting
What is the color of your room? red because of my multiple ceiling lights
Do you have any siblings? kevin
Do you have any pets? rascal my puppy he just turned one
Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars? muahaha
What is you middle name? denise
What are you nicknames? miss c, pequina, hey girl
Are you for or against gay marriage? 4
What are your thoughts ..ion? pro-choice
Do you have a crush on anyone? yeah...chris carraba
Are you afraid of the dark? if im alone, but with somebody else its the best
How do you want to die? euthanasia
What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day? uno
Would you take a bullet for the one you love? for my mommy, daddy, & broseph i definitely would
What is the last law you’ve broken? rules are meant to be broken
In a Member of the Opposite Sex:
Hair color: light
Eye color: light
Height taller than me, so thats not too impossible
Weight pot bellies are sexy
Most important physical feature: lips
Biggest turn-off a guy who doesn't believe in monogamy
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Music:

is what keeps my soul alive

anything with that reggaeton beat, chris carraba baby, daddy yankee, don omar, BRIGHT EYES, bravery, muse, the strokes aha,hot hot heat, atmosphere, blue october, disturbed, pete yorn, shins, from autumn to ashes, the used, postal service, hurt, sublime, nirvana, pearl jam, smashing pumpkins, the good life, cursive (pretty much Tim Kasher is GOD), damian marley along with mister bob of course, dj p, dido, tool, elliot smith, gorillaz, and w/e is currently on my iriver foo's

Movies:

are my life
vanilla sky, how to lose a guy in ten days, saw 1 & 2, Forrest Gump, Diary of a Mad Black Woman, Crash, RENT!! notebook MmMMmm, grandmas boy, garden state, last kiss..Zack Braff :0), knocked up, SUPERBAD

Television:

is meant for watching with great company
friends, HBo, family guy

Heroes:

My bro Kev0 and baby cousin IsaBella and Bella you're gonna grow up to be a gorgeous big hearted woman because I'll be sure to be there to hold your hand every step of the wayLast but not least the guy who took my heart from the start Chris Carabba haha i'm a dork

My Blog

- black -

go ahead, go ahead and smash it on the floor take whatever is left, and take it with you out the door see if I cry see if I shed a single sorry tear can't say that it's been that great no in fact it's...
Posted by .cristinac. on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 10:23:00 PST

an attempt to put a series of words next to eachother in the right order

i adore the song happy birthday to me by bright eyes, or i just adore conor oberst even if he were mute, eh not entirely true anyway enough with the obsession i have over emo lead singers i lay back a...
Posted by .cristinac. on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 11:24:00 PST

the past pulls us back

so i had a great talk with a great friend of mine last night, after i completely sucked @ guitar hero :( mind you we may not have been completely sober, things happen when you haven't smoked in a bit,...
Posted by .cristinac. on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 11:04:00 PST

xxx...MATES with no SOULS...oooo

Okay, feels odd posting something thats really personal to me, for the whole world to read, but i do love to write so i guess nothing can really stop me...       &nb...
Posted by .cristinac. on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 10:46:00 PST

iN a fEW

RIP honda, circuit city and the old days!!! cheers to that, yaY  ...
Posted by .cristinac. on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 08:14:00 PST