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Either you hate me or love me...there is not really an in between. I am very black and white, not leaving too much gray area. I have the outspoken, say anything, to the point, honest and not give a fcuk who cares about it, personality from my mother. i have the fearlessness and crazy side of my brother, who does not like to be told what to do, which at times has gotten me into trouble. And I got my sense of humor, sarcasm, and yet again don't give a fcuk about what other people think attitude from my father. My family is pretty crass and sometimes even rude, but at heart....the best of people. I am Italian, Puerto Rican, and Irish. Usually people tell me I look intimidating or come across as a complete dick head, that is until they get to know me and talk to me and find out their impression was completely wrong. Of course, there is still that % who just hate me, what can you do, not everyone is going to like you. So I tend to not give a fcuk. I have enough people who like me for me. I am not going to pretend. I do make an effort to be nice to everyone and think how it would feel to walk in their shoes. I know that we are not all dealt the same hand in life and everyone has their own struggles which affects them differently. I am not going to lie and say I don't judge everyone, cause it is human nature to do so. But I can say I do think beyond it and will accept people for whatever and whoever they are at face value. I don't believe anyone is better than me or that I am better than anyone else. People who do, really aggravate me. We all have choices and sometimes it takes making the wrong choice one or a hundred times to learn to make a better choice. People who tend to put themselves on pedestals have the lowest self-esteems, and yet it fascinates me because usually they are better than average looking with a lot going for them. So I wonder what is missing for them? I am pretty intuitive and selective with the people I let into my life and those are probably the only people who know the real me, and some of them don't know me as well as they think they do. Most of my small group of friends I have known since I was younger and find it hard to let anyone else in to even become a good friend. I believe you can only divvy up your time so much before you are spread too thin. If I have invested time into you, I value you and will try to maintain that connection. We may not talk everyday, but believe me you run through my mind. On one hand, I'm very simplistic but I can have some very complex thoughts. I do not show emotion very well and tend to keep everything to myself and internalize it. I also am not very affectionate, and feel uncomfortable kissing, hugging or having someone in my personal space. This is unless you are my boyfriend...and then I almost become overly affectionate. It is sometimes hard to know how I am feeling or what I am thinking. For example, I may be thinking wow that guy has the most beautiful face, but what will come out of my mouth is...he needs a different haircut. I tend to think many nice things but vocalize the negative. Yet, that doesn't mean by any means that I don't think the guy in question is gorgeous. I'm lazy and love to sleep. Rather jump the fence then pay the admission. Likes to cut as many corners to get to the end point. I have never cheated. Very confident. Don't get upset easily and hardly ever hold a grudge, but when I do get mad...I want to cut someone...literally. I love taco bell and can eat $12 worth with no problem. I am not that religious, yet I love crosses and believe something has my back and is watching what decisions I make and why. I have a ghetto mentality...why stay at the W when you can stay at Motel six...plus they leave the light on for you. Yes, I am pure white trash at heart. Really how long are you going to be in the room anyway? I tend to be critical, but will back you in whatever you decide to do. I would be the one to make you laugh at a funeral and the one who would talk you into doing things you promised yourself you would never do! I love Target and hate Wal-Mart. some say high maintenance, i disagreee. if you are into me...it shouldnt be called high maintenance. Miss my Dad and brother and thinkof them daily. I love to have the security of a boyfriend, although I pick the wrong guys. All the guys I have picked though are special and have brought something into my life, whether it be a life lesson to knowing I can count on them for anything(Gabriel). I can clean my house and car and literally thirty minutes later it looks as though a tornado hit them. I give great advise, but find it hard to take. I am very vein and stubborn. I have a great memory...so don't do anything embarrassing around me cause you and others will probably hear about it for years to come. I can go spend a gang of money at the grocery store and come home with three bags and will want, and go eat taco bell anyway. I have no clue how to cook and dont ever want to. I tend to be a loner but am also the life of the party. I am sexually adventurous, and with the right one will try anything. I have been told I have Turrets from the stuff I randomly say. My mom is my everything and she is the craziest bitch I know. I don't get embarrassed easily. I rather text than talk..well unless your my mom or boyfriend. I like to dance. I'm easy-going, unless it is something I want...then I am usually going to get it. Roseanne is my favorite show all time and I think it reminds me of our family. I almost never cry and rather laugh instead. I believe I can do anything I desire if I want it bad enough. I think there is a purpose in everything, sometimes we miss it....but it's there...and will come up again. so open your eyes! I know I have missed quite a few things. Well that's about all I can say about me right now. But if you one of the two people who have read this far, you know more than most people!