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About Me

I go by Serena online.
I am 21.
I am 5'4"
I am a chubby chick,
I need to lose weight,
I don't care enough to do so.
I am a Suicide girl.
I want to work with Robyn Swank
http://wickedswank.yi.org
Go there or Die.
I have a nice face,
I get bored of it.
I smile often,
I don't smile enough,
I smile to hide the tears.
I'm not happy,
I want to be happy,
I like to smile and laugh,
It makes my face hurt;
It also slants my eyes, so I can't see.
I spend too much time online.
I worked at a Renassaince Faire.
I enjoy wearing corsets,
Corsets don't allow me to breathe.
I worked at a haunted house,
I can't walk through them.
I love to sleep,
I have insomnia,
I'm afraid to wake up.
I love the night sky.
I hate the cold.
I love the feeling of the sun's rays against my flesh,
I think the sun is too bright.
I want a family,
I loathe children,
I'm good with children,
I relate to children.
I'm easy to read,
I'm confusing.
I hate liars,
I lie to hide the pain.
I hate people,
My friends keep me sane.
There is no room in my life for Drama,
Drama follows me, stalks me, loves me.
I like to lay in the dew kissed grass.
I like to dance in the rain,
I like standing in the rain.
I love to kiss,
I fuck more then I kiss.
I want love, I crave it,
I'm afraid of love.
I'm fuckable,
not date-able.
I'm needy.
I don't drive.
I don't like sad country songs,
I line dance.
I smoke cigs.
I don't like alcoholics,
I drink to forget the hurt.
I am proud to be Thai,
I look Mexican.
Love is exciting,
Love is Horror-ific.
Meatloaf is sexy.
Manson makes me cum.
Cooper is a genius.
Freddie is a God.

My Interests

My girls, My wonderful husband and My WifeI like all kinda of stuff: from music to reading, to Renassiance Faires to Haunted Houses (I work at both), to reading to watching TV... to sex, to hanging out. I enjoy smoking cigarttes (they keep me sane), I like laughing and smiling, The night sky is my passion... Perhaps... you?

I'd like to meet:

I enjoy "real" people, ones who are not afraid of who they truly are, ones who do not mold nor pretend to be what the majority want. I just enjoy meeting new friends in general. Don't be judgemental nor hateful, and you are pretty much in.
I want to meet my stalker
I want to meet and work with Robyn Swank I wonder if I could lick her face.

Music:

Punk, Ska, 'Screamo', Metal, Alt. Rock, Classical.............. yes even Country. Bands: The Used, Reel Big Fish, Rancid, The PieTasters, Taking Back Sunday, Eisley, Dave Matthews Band, Johnny Cash, Alice Cooper, meatloaf, Queen, The Act, Metric... so many more!!!-

Movies:

RENT, Memoirs of a Geisha, The Cell, Stigmata, Moulin Rouge, Chicago, American Beauty, Seven, Nightmare on Elm Street (all of them), Hellraiser (all of them), Friday the 13th (all of them)... and: SLEEPAWAY CAMP! (Yes all of them... if you don't like it: EAT ME RAW ON THE BLOODIEST DAY!!!!)

Television:

Sometimes I suppose... Although I do enjoy House a great deal.

Books:

Anything by Anne Rice or Ovid; Memoirs of a Geisha.

Heroes:

Heh... my childhood hero was Freddy Kruger
My mother, her soul is stronger and more true then the sun itself.

My Blog

The stars don't dance

You make me cry... nothing more.. nothing less. -Me being so emo... go kill yourself.-
Posted by Your Poison on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 03:13:00 PST

The stars don't dance

You make me cry... nothing more.. nothing less. -Me being so emo... go kill yourself.-
Posted by Your Poison on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 03:14:00 PST

How can it be?

I know you'll never read this... but know my feelings towards all of this are confused. This can't be real.. it just can't be. I grew up with you and your family, since 6th grade. Everything... Jess I...
Posted by Your Poison on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 02:31:00 PST

Lay your problems on me...

Do you remember the last time we kissed? I do.. we said our goodbyes, your hands around my waist, my arms around your neck, lips gently pressing together for a short while; I touched your face ...
Posted by Your Poison on Tue, 09 May 2006 06:11:00 PST

fan-damn-tastical

Staying up at night, and sleep during the day. Why? Who the hell knows... but I know that I smile when I talk to my friends online. I have to thank them for that. Not that my friends here dont make me...
Posted by Your Poison on Wed, 03 May 2006 06:48:00 PST

This was the longest thing EVER

So I put this here, instead of taking up all that bulletin space. I blame Puma and boredom for this one... Reese, you're in the clear for now. Oh, this thing has like 4683256824578225 questions in...
Posted by Your Poison on Mon, 01 May 2006 10:31:00 PST

I have to correct myself..

Taking more thought into my last survery/bulletin thing... I reread it, and this was the question and answer of #6: 6. Have you made out with anyone on your friend's list? Only in my dreams *siiiiiiii...
Posted by Your Poison on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 02:21:00 PST

thoughts

Ever feel as if though you are standing on the top of a mountain watching all the people walking below you? A mother crying at the loss of her husband, watching the ground as her black veil covers he...
Posted by Your Poison on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 03:08:00 PST

He's gone...

So... I spent a wonderful weekend with Matt.... but now he's gone. He ships out for Germany on Monday (tomorrow, folks). I'm so sad.... His mother hates.. HATES me.... his father... love me? That's od...
Posted by Your Poison on Sun, 08 Jan 2006 02:20:00 PST

There is no brighter star

Yesterday, how wonderful... I had an amazing time! Walking next to Matt, I felt whole again. Sure we got some weird looks as we were in fatigues, he was in full BDU's it made me smile... 70.00 well sp...
Posted by Your Poison on Wed, 28 Dec 2005 11:30:00 PST