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Daren [: MediKILL Waste :]

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About Me

My name is Daren, I am an alt model. I also run Alpha Diva Promotions, devoted to promoting independent and alt models in the midwest area. Applicants always welcome. Update: for copyright reasons due to the former name, the site is down. New site coming soon.
First and foremost: 2 important things: A) I'm the motherfucking ALPHA male, don't forget that or you'll likely get curb-stomped. B) I'm a music fanatic. I mean, like a fiend. Sling me up some industrial, EBM, goth, IDM, TBM, synthpop, psy-trance powernoise, or dark wave something fierce. I've been producing industrial music in my home studio for a few years now. My current project, Sentinel Seven7 is an EBM/powernoise hybrid. My Pain Perversion project is of the horror EBM genre. It's been on hiatus as of late. Fucking mental block. Other than all of that I'm also into photography, modeling, art, etc. I'm passionate about all things artisitic. I'm also fond of modeling on the side. I just kind of fell into it and now I really ejoy it. I need to work on a new portfolio, it's a long story with what happened to my old one. So, photographers, I'm working again, hit me up. As those close to me already know, I could be your closest ally if you earn my trust, but I could be your worst of enemies if you violate that trust. I don't have time for that BS or for fair-weather friends. As you can tell from the above, and as many would tell you, most would say I act like I don't give a fuck, but that's just what I want most to think. It's a kind of self-defense mechanism, but it works for me. A little secret: I'm probably one of deepest people you'll ever meet.


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My Interests

Photographers: Interested in shooting any of the below models, contact me. JoHanna, my pet Kitty Ambyr Ashleigh Victoria ShannonKenzie Camille

I'd like to meet:

BLUTENGEL - THE OXIDISING ANGEL INTERESTING PEOPLE!: artists, models, DJs, musicians, etc. to talk shop with and anyone who is generally True. If you're full of shit, you need not apply. If you can't hold an intelligent conversation, you need not apply. I also don't think of MySpace as some kind of internet dating service. There's a lot of cyber-stalker crazies out there, I've already had my fill, so no thanks. ***Friends: ask for my messenger ID. I won't post it herre.

ALL WE WANT IS A HEADRUSH ALL WE WANT IS TO GET OUT OF OUR SKIN FOR A WHILE WE HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE BECAUSE WE DON'T HAVE ANYTHING ANYTHING WE WANT ANYWAY... WE USED TO HATE PEOPLE NOW WE JUST MAKE FUN OF THEM IT'S MORE EFFECTIVE THAT WAY WE DON'T LIVE WE JUST SCRATCH ON DAY TO DAY WITH NOTHING BUT MATCHBOOKS AND SARCASM IN OUR POCKETS AND ALL WE ARE WAITING FOR IS FOR SOMETHING WORTH WAITING FOR LET'S ADMIT AMERICA GETS THE CELEBRITIES WE DESERVE LET'S STOP SAYING "DON'T QUOTE ME" BECAUSE IF NO ONE QUOTES YOU YOU PROBABLY HAVEN'T SAID A THING WORTH SAYING WE NEED SOMETHING TO KILL THE PAIN OF ALL THAT NOTHING INSIDE WE ALL JUST WANT TO DIE A LITTLE BIT WE FEAR THAT POP-CULTURE IS THE ONLY CULTURE WE'RE EVER GOING TO HAVE WE WANT TO STOP READING MAGAZINES STOP WATCHING TV STOP CARING ABOUT HOLLYWOOD BUT WE'RE ADDICTED TO THE THINGS WE HATE WE DON'T RUN WASHINGTON AND NO ONE REALLY DOES ASK NOT WHAT YOU CAN DO FOR YOUR COUNTRY ASK WHAT YOUR COUNTRY DID TO YOU THE ONLY REASON YOU'RE STILL ALIVE IS BECAUSE SOMEONE HAS DECIDED TO LET YOU LIVE WE OWE SO MUCH MONEY WE'RE NOT BROKE WE'RE BROKEN WE'RE SO POOR WE CAN'T EVEN PAY ATTENTION SO WHAT DO YOU WANT YOU WANT TO BE FAMOUS AND RICH AND HAPPY BUT YOU'RE TERRIFIED YOU HAVE NOTHING TO OFFER THIS WORLD THING TO SAY AND NO WAY TO SAY IT BUT YOU CAN SAY IT IN THREE LANGUAGES YOU ARE MORE THAN THE SUM OF WHAT YOU CONSUME DESIRE IS NOT AN OCCUPATION YOU ARE ULTIMATELY THRILLED AND DESPERATE SKYHIGH AND FUCKED LET'S STOP PRAYING FOR SOMEONE TO SAVE US AND START SAVING OURSELVES LET'S STOP THIS AND START OVER LET'S GO OUT-LET'S KEEP GOING THIS IS YOUR LIFE-THIS IS YOUR FUCKING LIFE WE NEED SOMETHING TO KILL THE PAIN OF ALL THAT NOTHING INSIDE QUIT WHINING YOU HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING WRONG BECAUSE FRANKLY YOU HAVEN'T DONE MUCH OF ANYTHING SOMEONE'S WRITING DOWN YOUR MISTAKES SOMEONE'S DOCUMENTING YOUR DOWNFALL

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My Blog

Assemblage 23- Cocoon

Even though I know it's only chemical, these peaks and valleys are beginning to take their toll. Tryin' to convince myself that all it takes is time, but the most derisive voice I hear is mine. It op...
Posted by [: MedikaL Waste :] on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 08:08:00 PST

God Module- The Source

I have nothing to say to youno words left that sound trueYour morals are your demiseI don't need permission to fuck with your mindI won't listen to you anymorethe useless babble of a used up whoreanot...
Posted by [: MedikaL Waste :] on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 09:38:00 PST

Love Will Tear Us Apart - Joy Division

When the routine bites hardand ambitions are lowAnd the resentment rides highbut emotions won't growAnd we're changing our ways,taking different roadsThen love, love will tear us apartagain (4)Why is ...
Posted by [: MedikaL Waste :] on Thu, 26 Jan 2006 03:59:00 PST

The Passion of Lovers - Bauhaus

she had nut painted armsthat were hers to keepand in her fearshe sought cracked pleasuresthe passion of lovers is for death said sheand turned to featherand as i watched from underneathi came aware of...
Posted by [: MedikaL Waste :] on Thu, 26 Jan 2006 03:54:00 PST