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Julian (BFF Crew)

tell me I'm only dreaming, tell me He's just sleeping.

About Me

Who am I? Interestingly enough just at the thought I smirk and even tear up a bit. I'm happy with who I am. I love the person I've become and am always becoming. I'm not always good, I'm not always bad. I make a ton of mistakes...but I learn from them. I love beautiful things and the people that just happen to surround them. I will call you alot or I might not ever call you--I still think you're great. I'm emotional. I want to be friends.

My Interests

Jesus
Beauty
Human Interaction
Sights
Sounds
Dancing
Silence
Kissing
Contemplation

I'd like to meet:

A beautiful woman who is honest and thoughtful. It would also be nice if she had tattoos and listened to metal.View All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment

Music:

As Cities Burn
The Devil Wears Prada
August Burns Red
Ryan Adams
The Wallflowers
The Chariot
Norma Jean
Underoath
Damien Rice
Iron and Wine
Imogen Heap

Movies:

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Breakfast Club
Garden State

Television:

The Office
Arrested Development
ER
Heroes
Scrubs

Books:

Middlesex
Empire Falls
For the Relief of Unbearable Urges
House of Leaves

Heroes:

People who think for themselves.
People who are honest.
People who don't judge.
People who are Jesus.

My Blog

What if?

What if I never become who I'm supposed to be? I live in this neat little bubble of the not yet...and I wonder if the future will ever come? I think of myself in the future as having some sort of ha...
Posted by Julian (BFF Crew) on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 12:08:00 PST

Where I stand.

Good question...I've been feeling alot of emotion lately and some of it has been great and some of it hasn't been so great...such an articulate phrase, I know. So, would it be pointless to write a bl...
Posted by Julian (BFF Crew) on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 07:26:00 PST

Things they are a changing...

Man...I'm learning about myself so much all the time. I think that the people I've been hanging out with have really been facilitating such growth. goodness. can I just say that yesterday we had the b...
Posted by Julian (BFF Crew) on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 12:24:00 PST

Do as this blog commands.

Life is short. Take advantage of every opportunity possible. Be honest. Change someones life.Fall in love.Be kind.Work hard.Go for walks in the rain.Listen.Be adventurous.-JulianFeel free to add to...
Posted by Julian (BFF Crew) on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 05:26:00 PST

Do as this blog commands.

Life is short. Take advantage of every opportunity possible. Be honest. Change someones life.Fall in love.Be kind.Work hard.Go for walks in the rain.Listen.Be adventurous.-JulianFeel free to add to...
Posted by Julian (BFF Crew) on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 05:26:00 PST

I am kind of...

(This is a sequel to my last xanga/facebook blog, which I decided not to write on this forum, go there to check that one out--its pretty honest.)I am kind of nervous about going to church this morning...
Posted by Julian (BFF Crew) on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 07:09:00 PST

I reflect on love alot...

Well...I just wrote a really long blog about God and stuff like that on xanga...and through xanga, also on facebook. I've decided to actually write a different blog on myspace. I feel childish somet...
Posted by Julian (BFF Crew) on Thu, 31 May 2007 06:55:00 PST

Another Awkwardly Personal Blog

I'm learning alot. Alot about what it means to be alone. I hope I'm not learning the wrong lessons. I'm not purposefully alienating myself or anything...but I already feel a huge disconnect between my...
Posted by Julian (BFF Crew) on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 06:03:00 PST

Contest...enter now!

Contest Update I realize that simply getting to put what you want in my shrine isn't enough...incentive to enter this contest.  So, I've decided that in addition to getting a slot in my shrine yo...
Posted by Julian (BFF Crew) on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 10:28:00 PST

I have a lump in my throat.

I have a lump in my throat... I am feeling lonely and vulnerable and insecure.   That's what Romantic Comedies do.  Love...I love alot. -Julian...
Posted by Julian (BFF Crew) on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 07:22:00 PST