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everything in life happens for a reason

About Me

my name is rachael. i am an amazing individual. i am aries which makes me independent and a leader. i don't like to be told what to do and i want to do what i want, when i want to. i'm a freebird, i'm here and then there. i'm way too honest and blunt which create people to believe that i'm an asshole, but i'm not. i speak my opinion whether it offends you or not. some people don't like me , and it really doesn't bother me. i'm like beer. you either hate me or love me....but most tend to love me. to the haters: keep it coming. you think it brings me down and hurts my feelings, but what you don't realize is that i see much farther than you can. hate is only jealousy. it feeds my ego. but thanks for spending most of your time making me the center of your world. :)
the year is 2008 and i have a different outlook on life. i've come to understand myself a little better and i accept who i am. i have a really short fuse but i'm working to be more patient and calm. i'm learning not to hold grudges and to approach problems with a more rational outlook. i have forgiven most of those who have wronged me in the past, but i'm not quite there 100% yet.
i'm not really looking to date right now. i really want to concentrate on doing me and having fun. but i will say this. as most of you know, i like men and i like women. i like my men older, what can i say. i don't really know why, but i have a thing for them, always have. i like to keep in the 25-39 range, but really love the 30+. women....18 to fuck if i care. if you look good, bring it on. intelligence is a must and so is a sense of humor. i don't have time for jealousy or insecurities. that's all i can say.

i like to do graphic/web design in my free time (which is pretty limited lately!) and write as well. writing is my escape from reality and without it i'd be a complete lunatic (which really, i am anyways, but hell, it could be worse). what can i say, i love to voice my opinion and share my crazy experiences. its a learning tool for others.
feel free to check out my blog. i love to write as i mentioned above. some of it is very controversial, dark, and depressing, just to give you the heads up. leave questions or comments, or even a topic you'd like for me to write about.
add me to your xbox live. rae starz im usually always playing GRAW 2. when i have more money i'll buy more games.
& LASTLY! honestly, with a child, and an overly demanding job, i do not get to go out that often. once a week-if. i know all my "friends" pictures involve me and my friends intoxicated for the most part, but that is only because that's when we decide to remember to take pictures. ha, OOPS!

My Interests

j'adore

the yankees
the giants
the spurs
color
halo & GRAW 2
sushi
cheese
willow trees
music; listening/playing
the colors pink & teal
reading
lilac bushes
writing
did i say music?
good sex
wine/beer/tequila
computers
witty quotes
sunflowers
cynical people such as myself
the 80's
vintage clothing
victorian influences
the woods
shopping
anime
stars
turtles/chipmunks/penguins

je deteste

spiders
ignorant people
liars
people that steal
big mouths
tacky outfits
tight pants w/ granny panties
socks w/ sandals
extremely nosy people
rude customers
fake people
people who think they know everything
people who don't listen
disguisting living areas
the show friends
oh..much much more...

I'd like to meet:

hugh hefner, jenna jameson, and trent reznor. hugh hefner is extraordinary when it comes to business; jenna jameson is fucking sexy and i love porn, and trent reznor is a musical and lyrical genius. enough said.

my future husband jake gyllenhaal

my inspiration jenna jameson

krystal steal is sexy as hell

brittney skye is easy on the eyes

Music:

i like all types of music. from hip-hop to classical. rock to japanese pop. let me tell you though, i really don't care for techno and i fucking hate country. best bands ever: nine inch nails & duran duran. i also LOVE chevelle, three days grace, the foo fighters, the chilli peppers, and so many more.

Movies:

i like a good drama or action flick. horror movies are lame. favorite movie of all time..? st. elmo's fire.

Television:

scrubs (best show ever), the l word, sex & the city, weeds, the steve harvey show, seinfeld, the office, drawn together, carlos mencia, and aqua teen hunger force. also, im a sucker for mtv.

Books:

catcher in the rye

Heroes:

drugs and the people involved with them. if it wasn't for that, i would have never learned anything in life

My Blog

the anti-valentine’s day movement

this is to all my single guys and gals, or maybe you're just like me and gag at the thought of the moronic over-marketed holiday.  instead of sitting here talking about how much we hate the holid...
Posted by rae rae on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 02:41:00 PST

to the new year

and that it is.  i've come to a realization, and have a couple new years resolutions.first of all, im going to let things go.  all of it.  in 2007 a lot of different things happened to ...
Posted by rae rae on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 01:57:00 PST

on strike

thats what i said kids!  let me explain what i mean.there are tons and TONS of recent pictures on all my friend's sites that obviously i havent posted.  why is this?  i've decided that ...
Posted by rae rae on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 04:57:00 PST

i want to buy a gun

not so i can harm myself when i reach level 9 of my anger or depression.  not so i can harm others around me when i reach level 9 of my anger.  for my own personal pleasure.  a few nigh...
Posted by rae rae on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 07:44:00 PST

the story of my emotionless heart

unfortunately for i, i had lost at my own game for the one and only time in my life, and it left me for the entire world to see me vulnerable and at loss.  some can understand that my anger towar...
Posted by rae rae on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 10:03:00 PST

my music is not loud enough

it is when im listening to a cd, but when im listening to my XM, it just seems so soft.  i want my music so loud that my ears fucking bleed.  ahhhhhhhhh!   :)i am SO happy.  yes i ...
Posted by rae rae on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 04:03:00 PST

beware of energy boosting products!!

they are a lie!  all of them!!!  well, i can't say they all are, but i'll tell you a little story...so today i get to work and im working product trays in aisle 17 (vitamins and diet necessi...
Posted by rae rae on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 08:46:00 PST

lyrically bound

these lyrics are absolutely amazing...and obviously so is the song...amy winehouse - wake up alone"it's okay in the day, i'm staying busy tied up enough so i don't have to wonder where is he got so si...
Posted by rae rae on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 05:02:00 PST

leaving the past where it belongs and embracing the future

i had an epiphany this weekend, and i think it's for the better.  i am 22 years old.  i have a professional job, take care of myself, and most importantly have an infant son.  it's not ...
Posted by rae rae on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 08:33:00 PST

strip me of my dignity

that is what i decided to call this section from my book.  that's how i felt for the longest time.  it wasn't until recently i was able to cope with the event that took place that night...it...
Posted by rae rae on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 05:13:00 PST