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♥ So confused ♥

Rip BooBoo Brandon! We all love and miss you!

About Me

My names Sandy!!!
I have 2 sisters (Candy & Heather) and 3 brothers (Derek, Delan & Jordan) who I love spending time with! I now have a niece, Kyleigh Elizabeth McCarthy! I love my family! I would do anything to make them happy! I can't stand for people to talk about my family but it's even worse if you don't even know them! I'm very close to my family and I'm lucky to have such amazing people in my life! I love you guys!
I dont say "I love you" unless I truly mean it! I've been in love, I've been hurt, I've had my heartbroken but I'm over all that! It's the past! It no longer means anything! I'll fall in love again oneday, it's just gonna take time! I know I have to be patient! It will all work out in the end!
It's very hard for me to show my true feelings to anybody! I have major trust issues from past relationships! So, I push people away alot but not intentionally! I CAN NOT STAND LIARS!! If you lie to me YOU WILL LOSE my TRUST FOREVER!! End of story!!! I don't have very many "girl" friends ... cause most gurls just try to cause drama!
"Don't lie to a girl to make her happy. Be a man and tell her the truth. Cause in the long run, thats what'll make everything okay."
I believe everything happens for a reason. You gotta take the bad with the good ... the sad times with the happy times ... the tears with the smiles ... and in the end it all works out. Like everyone else I have best friends and enemies. I have DRAMA and MEMORIES and thats life. Live it, love it and learn from it. I live. I make mistakes. I learn from them. I am not perfect nor do I ever want to be. I'm a good listener. I'm a dreamer. I'm a wishful thinker. I'm misunderstood as cliche as that sounds. But I am a good girl with a big heart.
"Stop planning your life and let it plan itself, quit trying to find the perfect boy and let them find you. If you don't want drama; then dont talk shit. Things are only as complicating as you make them."
"Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around."
"You only live once, so just know that ... shit happens, move on, take the good with the bad, everything happens for a reason, take risks, you may never have the opportunity again. Live. Laugh. Love & never regret anything."
If you don't like me ... then ... oh well ... who cares ... theres nothing I can do about it anyway! Nobodys perfect! Love me or Hate me ... cause personally I don't give a fuck! Don't label me either ... I'm not a prep, goth, emo or whatever ... I'm just me! I hate labels! I mean, they're stupid, not all "emo" kids are suicidal and "gothic" is a term that should be applied when discussing a lifestyle, not a way of dressing!
"Call me a slut, call me a whore; call me whatever, I've heard it before! Say that I'm fake, say that I lie; say what you want, you won't make me cry. Because I know none of it is true, but calling me all this shit; what the fuck does it make you?"
"There's a good chance you won't like me, but there's a better one that I won't care."
I can be loud and obnoxious ... but at the same time I can be extremely shy! I'll either be the SWEETEST or BITCHIEST person you'll ever meet! Like I said I AM shy and it can come off as bitchy or cold but once I warm up to you, you'll be wishing for me to shut up! I know I'm not perfect in any way and certanly not innocent ... Few people EVER see me out of my shell though! I feel safe when I'm in it, but some people can definetly take me out of it! lol! I love to joke around and have fun, but at the same time I know when to be serious!


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My Interests

Chilling with my friends and family, shopping and watching movies with Amanda, playing pool with Jordan (although he always wins) & listening to music!

I'd like to meet:

No one but friends! So, don't ask me for my number or shit like that! If you don't know where I live, theres a reason for that, I don't want you knowing! Don't use your stupid pick up lines on me! They don't work!

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Music:

Mostly rap & rock! But I listen to pretty much anything!

Movies:

Comedy & Romance ... some scary movies!

Television:

I don't really watch much tv anymore! But when I do I watch anything on MTV, Criss Angel Mindfreak, CSI, Full House, Roseanne, Hex, Charmed, Viva La Bam, Maury & many more!

Books:

Mostly romance but I'll read just about anything! Anything by Nicolas Sparks & Dean Koontz!

Heroes:

My Mom & Dad! They both mean the world to me and have taught me so much! I love yall!

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New Tattoo?

I'm thinking of getting a new tattoo! It's really cute! It's of a broken heart thats been sowed up, so I can remember that a broken heart can be healed no matter how hard it is! It really means alot a...
Posted by ♥ So confused ♥ on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 10:38:00 PST