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The name is Francesca, but please call me Frankie. I arrived on earth at 8:10pm on 28th August 1990. Things have been pretty rough recently; losing the ones i love, friends drifting away, stress of college, along with so much more...but i'm getting through it. Like everyone else i'm not perfect, although i am a loyal kid who loves nothing more but to feel wanted. Currently i'm SINGLE, and to be honest, it sucks. I just want a guy to love me for who i am, i want to be his number one, not his back-up choice, i want him to be proud of having me as his girlfriend. But i truly believe a guy like that only exists in my dreams.
"Just listen close to the beat of my heart
It's yours for the taking."
I currently go to Bay House Sixth form in Gosport, and i'm hating every moment of it. I'm probably one of the least intelligent students there seeing as most of them are getting A-B grades, but i've never been 'top of the class' and that isn't about to change. I'm not particularly sociable (i really don't do mornings) but if you come give me a huggle, it'd mean the world to me. I currently study Psychology, Travel and Tourism as well as English lang/lit for A Level. I'm struggling big time, to the point where i was about to leave, but somehow i'm getting the grades i need, so i've decided to stick through it. After i leave in May, i hope to go to the University of Surrey for 4 years so i can get my Bachelor of Science degree in Travel and Tourism Management. Travel and tourism is my passion, i'm always wanting to go somewhere different. The last thing i want is to end up in a factory job or on the checkouts in asda for the rest of my life. I need something more than that.
"What if I lead the way
What if I graduate
What if I changed the world
Would you still remember me?"
I've always loved the idea of travelling, exploring the world and discovering all the different cultures. I'm always looking to learn something new, studying the same old thing bores me. Sometimes i wonder if people are laughing at me or with me...either way i'm glad i put a smile on their faces xD If i had lots of money, i would buy games consoles, comic books and marvel figurines. I may also consider buying useful items such as a house or a car that actually starts up... however guitar hero seems much more appealing to me. I love taking photographs, capturing all the beautiful moments in life. I'm an atheist, i don't believe i need religion to get through the day; music, family and friends can do that for me. I have a fear of spiders, heights and insects that buzz. I also HATE eggs. I'm not that keen on trams either, but that is another story!
I'm not a typical party girl, you're more likely to find me at a gig singing at the top of my lungs and hanging out with my favourite bands and meeting some awesome new people. Being surrounded by sweaty people doesn't really bother me, to me there is nothing better than the atmosphere of a gig and knowing your heroes are just a matter of feet away from you. In case you haven't already noticed, i absolutely adore Army of Freshmen. I'd be lying if i said i don't care what you say about my favourite bands, because i do. I get far too protective over them! So, slag any of them off without a valid reason and i will seriously kick your butt. You have been warned. I'm really not much of a girly girl at all xD But i do have my moments. I'd rather be at the arcade with my friends than spending an afternoon getting my nails done. I'm happy to be that way, i don't believe in changing to please anyone but myself, if someone doesn't approve of my music or my clothing then they can go shove it :]
"The hardest part isn't finding what we need to be
It's being content with who we are
Stay who you are"
Friends are the ones who get me through every single day, without them i would be nothing. I would do anything for them, even if they wouldn't do the same for me. Some i have known longer than others, some are more based online whereas others i see everyday. Either way, i love them all to pieces. Some of them have been and gone throughout the years, but the ones who remain by my side are absolutely fabulous! I'm so thankful to have met them. I wouldn't be the person i am today;; getting hit by trams in Manchester, gigging here there and everywhere, dancing for American television at Gosport fest, gazing at skaters in leesland park... you name it, me and my friends have done it. Thankies for everything guys and girlies, i love you all, you really do mean the world to me... never forget that♥!
Mumma&Dadda
The parents, probably the best in the entire world. I love them both more than anything, i seriously don't know what i'd do without them. They can make me laugh, make me better when i'm ill and keep me smiling despite the problems around me...they have supported me through everything and given the best advice for every situation. Thank you for being the best parents a kid could ask for.
Alice
This is the best friend of all time. Like many people, we have had our ups and downs over time, but we have pulled through them together. She is more like my sister than a friend because she knows me so well. She knows my little ways - like when i get grouchy if i get woken up during the night and start screaming at people, and all she can do is laugh! Alice has always been there for me, since before i can remember. The 13 years of my life that i have shared with her hold the best memories anyone could ever ask for. We have travelled together, became youtube famous together and have nearly died together. This girl always makes me smile, and has supported me through everything. People come and go out of our lives, time brings changes but we're still best friends. Life can be as brutal as it likes, but i will always care for this girl!
Elmo
I'm gonna miss you SO much when we go to uni, you're my lifeline, soon to be alcohol-line haha. Don't worry, superman can be supernatural if you want him to be :] haha. You make me laugh so much with your blondeness, you make college life worth while!
Mega-roar
She is gold-dust, the sweetest girl on the planet. She's so innocent! We've been best friends since day 1 at Bay House, when i got threatened to isolation xD and hopefully we will remain as best friends for many years to come. She has stuck by me through everything without fail. Plus we've had so many amazingly random times together - she makes me smile, especially when we show off our rad dance moves :D "luv isn't easy, but bebo is!" . If you are that desperate then order from America! It costs even less for us over here, and it only takes about a week to arrive. Stupid people, gah!
Hey Frankie :)
