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About Me

I've lived 3 different lives, and am about to start the 4th. First I was a follower without a future, without confidence and hope. Second I was the most alive I've ever been, and basically reborn in Alabama. There I first felt real love and real.... everything. Third I started college, something I didn't plan on doing, and now I have goals, hopes, and dreams that I actually have a chance to make. My 4th life is going to be having my first true home with the love of my life, Andrew Spilker. In this life I have another niece/nephew, one of the friends I grew up with is having a son, I am going on my second year of college and from now on its a straight shot, without any doubts, and I have rid my life of people who poisoned my livelihood to fulfill their own sick and disturbed agendas. (you know who THAT is!) Things are pretty damn good if I say so myself. For the record, I love Drew.I got a grill I call penny candy, you know what that means? It look like Now n Laters, gum drops, jelly beans. Im a sweet girl. A sensitive girl. A Goofy girl. Im easily entertained. Im afraid of everything. IM FUCKING CRAZY. I give myself a manicure while I play Age of Empires.Despite popular belief, I love my life. I have a wonderful boyfriend, great friends, I'm doing good in college, making money, and my health is improving dramatically, from getting enough sleep at night to losing weight. Eat my life with a fork. WHO AM I? -Dorian/deeWHAT DO I STAND FOR? -Rap Music -Christianity -Makeup -FashionWHAT DO I STAND AGAINST? -Feminism(come on ladies.. you're not fighting for equality, you're trying to TAKE OVER.) -Tobacco -Marijuana -War(don't waste time getting into THAT with me.) -American Pride -The idea of Anarchy -Scape goat Atheism WHAT ARE MY STRENGTHS? -Singing -Writing -Speaking -Love -drawing(fashion, hair, clothes and faces) -Creativity -Expression -GenerosityWHAT 'GETS' ME? -Beauty -Dirty talk -Laughter -HAIR. -Drew I don't smoke.Cursor by www.Soup-Faerie.Com

My Interests

...This may surprise you... Video games, mainly RPGs. -Final Fantasy 5,7,8,10,10-2,12-Legend of Dragoon-Kingdom Hearts 1,2, excited for 3-Dark Cloud 1,2-Devil May Cry to an extent-Mario 1,2,3,and Super Mario World-Dreamfall: The longest Journey, The Longest Journey-Street Fighter Series- And many other NES, SNES, Gamecube, Playstation 1 & 2, XBOX & XBOX 360, Computer games. ;) Best believe it. laughing a lot and loudly, entertaining people with my *wits* (yeah...) Fashion, drawing, reading some manga here and there when Im not fucking broke... Nintendo, playstation, Wii, a little bit of XBox.... NES makes me happy. Singing, talking my ass off since its what I do best, debating over world issues, I think that if my profile hasnt scared you off yet, then you should message me. I warn you though... Im a fucking weird one... probably angry.

I'd like to meet:

Mr. Rupert Grint.I love everyone that doesn't think of war as a back-yard BBQ,people who enjoy my company, those that understand me, and those who appreciate the sweet that comes with the sour... I would also like to see my Alabama friends again. You guys changed my life in ways you may never understand... Especially Mela.

Music:

Incubus,OLD Orgy, The verve pipe, Mindless-self-indulgence, System of a down, Trina, The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Audiovent, Orgy, Bjork, At the drive in, Bjork, alanis morissette, Kanye west, No Doubt, Gorillaz, Madonna, and much, MUCH more... and I really enjoy JPOP, and ofcourse the good old Final fantasy soundtracks.

Movies:

Interview with the vampire, Little Women, Evening Star, Memoirs of a geisha, Marie Antoinette, Step Up, Center Stage, Harry Potter 4, Pretty in pink, the godfather 1, Clueless, and many others, even though id much rather be playing video games than watching movies.

Television:

What not to wear, Desperate housewives, Sex and the City, Lost, Big Love, Nip/Tuck, Project Runway, Intervention, Some animes, but I'm very picky: Sailor Moon, His and her Circumstances, Fushigi Yugi, Revolutionary girl utena, Inuyasha, Cowboy bebop, MAPS, Hellsing, and many others I 'sort' of liked, but didn't take seriously enough to see much.

Books:

Oh please, oh please?

Heroes:

Madonna, Trina, Linda Strawberry, and Mandy Moore.

My Blog

SFCG: So far, so good.

Alright, about the new gaming club Drew and I are starting at the college:*We need name ideas! They need a name by Thursday, so in the mean time it is simple and plain: Spokane Falls Community Gamers....
Posted by [ Virgin Pistol ] on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 03:06:00 PST

Top 5 reasons Im a tea drinker instead of a coffee drinker!

Not that anyone does or even should give a shit, I have realized just today how much I love tea. But everyone else seems to be crazy about coffee and all that applies.I use to really like coffee, and ...
Posted by [ Virgin Pistol ] on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 04:25:00 PST

Housekeepers: the feet businesses stand on

Housekeeping. Such a dirty and dimeaning title given to those that do what everyone should do themselves, but sometimes don't or can't.We break our backs, abuse our feet, overwork our hands, all to ge...
Posted by [ Virgin Pistol ] on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 07:45:00 PST

Reaping the benefits of YOU!

Thought that was a fun title. Well anyway, I thought I would put "out there" what everyone knows, but that no one seems to make concrete...probably because it comes of as bragging, but really, the fol...
Posted by [ Virgin Pistol ] on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 07:35:00 PST

Reaping the benefits of you.

Wow, I havent "really" blogged for a long time. Just havent given a damn, but now the Dorian does! Ive had an interesting summer, full of many self realizations, new understandings, and.... fun? Yes, ...
Posted by [ Virgin Pistol ] on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 07:21:00 PST

Things get Harder in the Hands of Idiots, part 1

School. Yes, the wonderful college that opens doors to opportunity.... sometimes. In my Powerpoint class, these DUMB BITCHES that work in there don't have any people skills. The point of them being th...
Posted by [ Virgin Pistol ] on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 02:27:00 PST

What the fuck do you think Conformity Is?

Reality Check: If 10 people are in a line all dressed in GAP, how are they different than a line of 10 people all dressed in Hot Topic?EXACTLY! There is NO DIFFERENCE!I know I've written about this is...
Posted by [ Virgin Pistol ] on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 07:23:00 PST

Should Strength matter in a friendship?

Yes, this may be completely arguable. But from my personal experiences, I realize that friendship, or any relationship type in general often times requires strength. For example, a weak person who goe...
Posted by [ Virgin Pistol ] on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 05:39:00 PST

Guess what? You're not getting paid to be an asshole!

Ever since leaving Alabama, I've trained myself to not give in to petty high school behavior. But this time, the power of high school mentality has been unleashed!In Mass media class, AT THE COLLEGE, ...
Posted by [ Virgin Pistol ] on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 02:48:00 PST

So.

My boyfriend was fired from FYE, which is okay considering Hollywood video gives him (literally, 3) times MORE hours than FYE did anyway. But heres what bothers me about it still, even right now at 4:...
Posted by [ Virgin Pistol ] on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 04:25:00 PST