.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..looks like its time for a change...
well...i just graduated from Southern Oregon University with a B.S. in psychology and finished off my last season of playing tennis for a real organization...this is the first time that i know i'm gonna leave a town with a major possibility of not ever coming back here which means that most of the people that i have met in classes, played tennis with, or ran into at the bars will become just a memory...sad isn't it...sometimes i wonder why we even bother so we wouldn't ever have to go through the sadness...but then i remind myself how much better it is to have known these people and have their memory branded in my mind and heart than to have nothing at all...makes me feel more alive this way...i met some of the most funnest and greatest people in the last four months, but i'm really mad at myself for not trying harder to meet them when i first got here...kay nuff of the sad talk...i'm gonna be going to New York for a year to do some volunteer work for Americorp...i'll be working with special needs people between the ages of 18 and 25...i'm nervous but excited at the same time...but thats how every new thing is supposed to feel like right? i hope so...i don't know whats gonna happen after that...either the Peace Corp or grad school(if i'm ready to take on schoolwork again that is)...so many choices, but lots of time...backpacking sounds good too...newayz, my career plan is to maybe become an art therapist at home...if there isn't one then hopefully i can start one...depends how much i can mature in the next three to five years so that i'll be more organized and responsible to take on that kinda work...i'm currently at the stage where i can't establish any sort of relationships other than friendships because i don't spend enough time in one place...y make it harder on myself when i have to leave...i feel like i have to put up a barrier so that i don't get too attached to someone and then have to leave...besides, i can't stand lables anyway so it feels better to keep it low key...maybe when i'm settled at one place(hopefully at home on Maui) it'll happen...or whenever but who knows...then again, i like not knowing...for now, my main focus will be on my family, friends, and getting to the point where i have a successful career(i hope i hope) which will hopefully be helping people with special needs...not trying to bust the ick factor or nething but one of my professors said that he believes everything on this earth is made for people...so its all about therapist(which is my goal for right now) helping people who work to make everyhing else better to make our lives easier...i guess its just another circle of life
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