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@m@nd@

I have my highs and low joys.

About Me

I'm myself. Who else. I laugh at everything all the time. I love to laugh. It's my favorite. I have a unique sense on humor. Simple things make me happy. Thinking is my friend and foe. Theatre is a passion of mine. As is music. I hate fuzz and bad grammar. I like shiny and soft things. My room has a hard time staying clean, Even though I hate clutter. I have too many clothes, But I just can't stop buying them! I like talking to my mom. I'd like to be a hippie, they dont wear shoes. Bruises♥Scars I hate my smile but I smile a lot. I'm a happy person. And I enjoy making others happy. I try not to judge. My friends are irreplacable.

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My Interests

Friends Music Theatre Laughing Reading Writing Partying Shopping Doodles Random stuff

I'd like to meet:

Someone who will eat the colors of candy I don't like.

Music:

Love oldies especially, But I will listen to anything. I just love music in general.

Movies:

The Princess Bride Milo and Otis Blade Trinity Fox and the Hound Grease Closer Billy Madison The Notebook Donnie Darko Benny and Joon I haven't seen many movies...

Television:

History channel M.A.S.H. South Park Americas Next Top Model Project Runway

Books:

Cradle and All Through Violet Eyes With Red Hands In Golden Blood The Five People You meet in Heaven The Probable Future Dreamland This Lulaby The Bell Jar Lemony Snicket books Silver Kiss

Heroes:

My Mommy♥

My Blog

I'm happy.

I just read a years worth of comments. And half way through I think I forgot how to read. My eyes hurt. Stupid coffee. I feeel soooooo weird right now. Wowowowow. My friends are fucking amazing. Half...
Posted by @m@nd@ hug and kiss {sdsb} on Mon, 21 May 2007 08:53:00 PST

Feelings

I feel like I'm missing out on everything. I feel left out of everything. I feel like everyone forgot about me. I feel out of touch. My friends seem distant for the first time in a long time. Some act...
Posted by @m@nd@ hug and kiss {sdsb} on Thu, 17 May 2007 08:04:00 PST

I'm feeling alive with every breathe that I take.

Is it weird that I feel like crying cause I feel so happy right now? lol All of a sudden I just feel ok with things. Maybe its the music. The coffee. Todays been good. A few bad things though. Like ...
Posted by @m@nd@ hug and kiss {sdsb} on Fri, 11 May 2007 07:45:00 PST

Best friends means you get what you deserve.

Mixed. Blended. Coalesced. Merged. Jumbled. Combined. United. Joined. Intermingled. ^ That's how my life feels. A diversity of things going on at once. Different emotions coming and going ve...
Posted by @m@nd@ hug and kiss {sdsb} on Thu, 10 May 2007 06:59:00 PST

Is it something that I cant see?

Quickie cause I still have work to do and its already almost 11. Prom was definitely a success. I had a blast. Loved my dress, had a good date, good friends, good times. It was just good. The only thi...
Posted by @m@nd@ hug and kiss {sdsb} on Tue, 01 May 2007 07:59:00 PST

As real as it seems, you're only in my dreams.

Tired as hell, but sleep doesn't sound good right now. Here lately its like it doesnt matter how tired I am, if I don't feel like sleeping I won't. I was actually going to go to bed early tonight. Ha,...
Posted by @m@nd@ hug and kiss {sdsb} on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 09:51:00 PST

love in her eyes and flowers in her hair

I keep hearing this stupid song. Well, it's not stupid, but the things it makes me think are stupid. I hadnt ever heard it. Well, I've heard it once but only over the phone. I recognized it right...
Posted by @m@nd@ hug and kiss {sdsb} on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 07:55:00 PST

Fucked up.

I'm happy. Yeah. But is this how I want things to be? Love my life. Not going to lie. Cause I really do. I'm just lost. Theres so much to consider. Thinking myself out of things, like always. I'm not ...
Posted by @m@nd@ hug and kiss {sdsb} on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 10:15:00 PST

remember all the simple things you know

Stupid cold weather. I switched over my clothing mentality to warm weather and then it went and got all cold on me, so now my brain is set on warm weather clothes, when now I need cold weather ones! G...
Posted by @m@nd@ hug and kiss {sdsb} on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 11:27:00 PST

But I'll be sure your secret is safe with me.

Short one. Not much to say, but I feel it's important. One thing I need to really learn to do....just let go. Let everything go and not think about things. I over think and then confuse myself. Proble...
Posted by @m@nd@ hug and kiss {sdsb} on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 08:34:00 PST