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"When it comes down to it, let them think what they want.
If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than them."
Life is a balance between holding on and letting go.
i am a jokesterrrrrrrr. i laugh a lot. more than most people. i never let life get to me. i love to have a good time. live your own life and ill live mine. there are two things that are most important to me than anything: trust & respect. it is hard to earn, but easy to lose. you may love me or you may hate me. either way- i have your attention. i refuse to hit rock bottom and cry myself to sleep every single night. pick yourself up and move on. dont be insensitive, just be strong. mature.
live. love. laugh.
i like to find all the good in people. i notice all the beautiful things in the world. it disgusts me knowing most people spend their entire lives hating and discriminating against others. personally i dont hate anyone. hating someone is just a waste of energy. life is too short to be mad or hate against everyone all the time. people should learn to care a little more. we should learn to accept things for how they are. we should learn to laugh a little louder. and we should learn how to love.
how the rumors begin..
i DO NOT have msn. im not on livejournal, facethejury, etc. i have TWO myspace accounts. the other is personal only. I have a Facebook as well as an hi5.OTHER THAN THAT what you have seen was a fake. there are many out there. i have had around 50 fakes on different sites and on screen names. i have one screen name.
youre just putting too much effort into being someone youre not
and never will be.
but go ahead-
steal my pictures.
get my picture out there.
youre making me famous.
NikkixHeart
bulletins/simple conversations.
when i wish you a good day i really mean it. when i want to know how your day was tell me everything. when i ask how are you i really want to know. dont give me the "oh im fine, how are you" answer. when i ask about you let me know. dont tell me absolutely everything. tell me what i need to know and leave mystery there. if i ask you a question it is because i want to know. i want an answer. i dont talk/type for my health..
my apologies.
my life does not revolve around myspace. i apologize for hardly replying to any of you. i do read your messages and your comments and take into consideration all that is said. i am very touched by what some people say. i really do appreciate you taking time to write me. it makes me smile. i never take offense to anything that is said. i do believe that when people notice your flaws and feel the need to tell you about it obviously changes are meant to be made. but before you tell someone how you think they should live their life take a moment to look at yours and see where you are at... youre no better than me and im no better than you. equality.
i have yet to learn how to take compliments.
once again i really appreciate all the feedback i get from you. one thing bugs me still to this day though. and its not just on my pictures.. its on anyones. i do not like reading "your hot". one- its you're. go back to grade school. and two- use some intelligence when describing how a person looks. dont just find some easy word that could also be used for food or weather. i could be wrong. maybe some people love the word hot. more power to ya! just know that with me i dont care about looks. you can look like you just got done taking photos for a top-notch magazine if you dont have the brains then i simply do not want to engage in a conversation with you. exercise intellect. it will get you to far more places in life.
dear you.
i hope your life is exactly what you make it. i hope you will take care of yourself and others you surround yourself with. we may have never talked. you may even think i have never even noticed you, but you noticed me. dont feel like that. know you are important. know that you can make a difference in lives around you or even to the world. if there is one thing you should take from me let it be this- never brag. never boast. always care. always listen. never hate. always love. and above anything else always stay true to yourself.
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