laura

You know that feeling you get when you know you don't belong somewhere and you don't really connect with the people around you, and all you wanna do is leave and find something better to do??? that's how i feel about life! It's not that i dont like people and i hate life. Quite the opposite actually. I love people and think life is a beautiful thing. It's just that after seeing what we as the human race are doing to our home and how we all treat each other on a daily basis, my level of trust and faith has all but completely evaporated. I don't know...maybe it's just my sense of alienation i've carried with me since i was very little. Or my need for solitude, just five minutes of solitude, a book and a cup of coffee...that's all i ask!Or...it might just be that i stopped caring somewhere along the way. I still have ambitions, hopes, dreams, etc...except now I realize that most of life is an illusion and that my idea of "important" was quite skewed!