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About Me

Lacrimo Maeror Infinitas means... Tears and Sorrow for Eternity.
.+..+. its a sin not to want things.......... ...........its a sin not to want things.+.
its a sin not to want things.......... ...........its a sin not to want things.+.
I am a girl of few words. I perfer my solitude and quietness to socializing. The few people I let in my life,I care for immensly and they have my loyalty.I have a tendancy to be very complusive, smoking and drinking are a weakness. I spent 6 months in a closet drinking before, and who knows...sometimes I think it would be better if I spent the remander of my life in there. I do enjoy a great many of things though...such as beautiful music. Violin is amazing.And piano. I like long epic medival love stories. zombie movies, and of course B horror is great. I want to make a B horror movie! Love love love 80s New Wave. *fans self*I like to sew, draw, paint,read, video games, dance, write, and being completly random.Either I am very pleasant to be around, or very moody. (cause lots of things bother me)
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My Interests

dancing. precise fragility corsets. nightmares. adrogynous boys. long hair. accents.peircings. vanity.boots. spankings. porcello vulva. looking glass. gamma rays and neon lights. all the little details. beauty preparing. fixation. crawling underneath the skin. the rendering. the calm before. sparking an inferno. measurements of clarity.the special taste of fear. a strange place for resting . rattling stars. looking towards the light. a fallen star. a slice of oracle pie. questions questions. what it feels like to wither. the sacred and the profane. power of persuasion. gazing into secrets . the hidden joys of sinking. recipe for retrieving the lost. contemplating monsters. to hold your breath. the choking threads. peeling off the unreal flesh.

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet people with substance. I dont like rude or disrespective people. They can all go fuck off. *stomps on shallow people*

they watched in awe as the bride's once white dress began to bleed itself to life in shades of undulating pink... persephone began to stir with this change, shifting her body this way and that, "i'm trying on my new skin," she whispered, "and how nice it seems to fit. not like the old skin fit.... too tight, seeming sewn to suffocate...not at all like that...." laughter burst from her form suddenly and she turned her masked face to glare at edeana. "my mind now has one thousand eyes with which to score the world... and a thousand ears with which to hear it..... i am aware now, friend edeana. i am so aware...

Music:

New Wave, Industrial, EBM, Metal, Alternative, Classical

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Books:

Mostly I read in the genres of Metaphysics, Science, Biology, Ancient History, Medival History, Astronomy, Fantasy, and whatever else takes my fancy

My Blog

another thing...

Mark wont answer my calls or respond to my emails. What a joke.
Posted by .+.sin.+. on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 10:28:00 PST

I was threatened

As if anything else in my life couldnt get more fucked up. Today was the icing on the cake. The creme de la creme of it all. but who knows, worse things are known to happen. My brother comm...
Posted by .+.sin.+. on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 10:23:00 PST

ive had enough

you are the magnifshit. the master of it all. thee infinit disguise. the univeral lie. you are the maggots muscle. ...
Posted by .+.sin.+. on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 10:08:00 PST

Ashley's Demise

we sincerely regret to inform you that Ashley Slowinski was found dead on the night of April 16th. She was found laying outside her apartment bulding covered in dirt and bruises. Alcohol le...
Posted by .+.sin.+. on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 01:22:00 PST

stuff

Some rather stressfull issues have suddenly came up...and right now i am not getting the support i need. im stuck in the middle doing some akward dance untill i collaspe from fatigue to keep eveyone h...
Posted by .+.sin.+. on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 05:48:00 PST

nothing matters

Life is not simple. Its complicated and dissapointing. It is morose, perverted and so psychotic that it makes me die inside. I want to tear at the flesh who made me and ask them why. I would hate to b...
Posted by .+.sin.+. on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 08:19:00 PST

The show

Type O Negative was heavenly. They played alot of the new stuff, but some of the classics like Black No.1, Hey Pete, and Love You To Death. I cried , creamed my panties, and died all at the same...
Posted by .+.sin.+. on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 09:49:00 PST

tomorrow

I am going to see my favoritest band, Type O Negative. I should be happy. But for some reason Im not as excited as I should be? Lots of people will be there, and I am more then thrilled that Cazzi wil...
Posted by .+.sin.+. on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 09:54:00 PST

pointless creation

there are times where nothing can ever bring a smile on this girls face. and right now all i can think about swimming in a sea of alcoholic haze. i feel so fucking unworthy and useless, ugly and grote...
Posted by .+.sin.+. on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 11:58:00 PST

sick

Im so sick. I feel horrible and i cant call in work. I wont get my holiday pay if I do. i hardly had a wink of sleep last night and right now I feel like vomiting, On top of that I cant breath :( Im a...
Posted by .+.sin.+. on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 07:46:00 PST