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About Me

I have so much to be grateful for and yet so much to still accomplish. Through even the most regretful times, I've still managed to keep a positive frame of mind. I believe everything happens for a reason, good or bad. I believe we make no mistakes but yet gain an everlasting lesson, moral or value that we will hold near and dear to our hearts. It's in these past 2 years I've learned to live. Taking in my first breath of life and new expectations, I embrace every new experience with an inquisitive and watchful eye. I lived for 25 years for everyone else around me, deserving or not. Learning to live for myself and by the plans set before me, I feel so overwhelmed that I don't have the time to take it all in. Scars of my past lessons remind me the path I chose was not the direction I was intended to take. I let my life fall into the hands of the One who holds the knowledge of where I belong, what I am to do, and where I am to go. I look forward to see where life takes me, knowing each moment is precious and few. Nothing is trivial. I've learned that it is easy to give to others what you already posess, it's giving something to others that you've never had that's truly precious and deeply appreciated.

My Interests

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I'd like to meet:

I've already met him and blessed to have him in my life. I have found my soul mate and where my heart has always been. It has been a journey to find him, each moment good or bad has been worth it to be where I am today. He completes me, he has saved me and forever I know that we will be together. I've known the feeling of loving someone, I now know the blessing of being in love, for the first time, truly and completely. I now know for the first time how it feels to be loved, unconditional and completely. Josh is the most amazing man I know, and makes me happier than I could have ever imagined. He has the most beautiful heart and soul that I cherrish and protect. I love him unconditionally and whole heartedly. There are no limits to the love I hold for him as well as there are no limits as to what I would do for him. I don't think that he'll ever truly realize just how much I love him but I plan to spend the rest of my life showing him each day just how truly special he is. Though I've known him a short period of time, I feel as if he's been apart of my life from the beginning. I hope to share a life time of happiness and wonderful experiences with him. Thank you Josh for being apart of my life, you are my heart and soul. What we have is a dream come true, finding eachother was a miracle. My life is now complete, thank you for finding me and loving me the way you do. I am in love with you, forever and beyond.
I would still like to meet new friends, I would like to meet those that are geniune and true. Honesty is a must which I find in so few people. People that form their own opinions and beliefs but can respect the views of others. People who can reciprocate all that is given to them out of kindness, understanding and concern. I am blessed to have the perfect boyfriend that is my soul mate, and just as fortunate for being surrounded by the most amazing friends. I am grateful for each and every one of them and they are forever loved unconditionally. Each person on my profile is amazing. I hold a special place in my heart for them all. For friend requests, please send me a message why you'd like to be my friend. I'm always looking to make new friends, Thanks!!!!
UPDATE:
To Joshua:
I love you with all my heart. You are my life, my every breathe, my every heart beat and reason for why it does. You are my soul, without you I am nothing. You're my every thought, everything I see reminds me of you. Every thought of you makes me smile. I still have your song on my voicemail, I still play it on days that I'm down. You're my cure to the 25 years of illness I've endured of loneliness. You're my light that broke the darkness and my blindness. You're the hand that reached out to me in my darkest hours and saved me from all that I thought had devoured me. Thank you my love for being all I've ever prayed and dreamed of, without you I would surely die, with you we will live forever. I'm completely ready. For everything wonderful we've dreamed and longed for. To live together, to one day be husband and wife...to one day be the mother of our children and the beautiful life we'll share. With you is the only place I'll ever know this bliss, that you've made a reality for me, that we've made our future for us. I am so in love you, forever and always, I promise on my life, you are my one, my only, my soul mate and answer to my prayers. I promise as I always have, that you will always be the only one in my life, never would I ever love another, nor ever try. My eyes do not wonder, as you fill them constantly, whether you stand before them or not. My heart could never love another, for there's no room left for you fill it completely. My soul is with yours to never separate. This is my vow to you, my love, my life, of my very being. You are me, I am you. Every fibre of our bodies, soul and mind meshed to be complete as one. Forever I am yours, my love.

Music:

I work for Nurawtek Entertainment, promotional and booking company for DnB DJ's. Please check out www.nurawtek.com or www.myspace.com/nurawtek for more information. If you are interested in being added to the roster, please contact myself or Nurawtek's page. You can reach me on AIM at DeadreLeah. Thanks. Ez...

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Quotes to live by

looking up Strength,love and Fear Quotes... 1."To love someone deeply gives you strength. Being loved by someone deeply gives you courage. " 2."Fear is only as deep as the mind allows." 3."We are m...
Posted by Ðeadre o’ Nurawtek £ntertaínment on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 07:10:00 PST

A wonderful thing

So it's been a little over 2 weeks and I've fallen so deeply in love. Something so immense and beautiful, perfection. He's everything I've ever needed in life, everything I ever praye...
Posted by Ðeadre o’ Nurawtek £ntertaínment on Sun, 05 Feb 2006 04:18:00 PST

Your Touch

I don't think you'll ever realize the power you have to heal. Your eyes are comforting with your sincere gazes. Your smile is reassuring that you love me. Your words and soft voice s...
Posted by Ðeadre o’ Nurawtek £ntertaínment on Fri, 27 Jan 2006 12:03:00 PST

Diary

January 19, 2006-Preminition of what's to come. So I'm reading through Josh's blogs and noticed that he wrote a blog titled cross roads. Reading through it, it took my breath away. How cap...
Posted by Ðeadre o’ Nurawtek £ntertaínment on Tue, 02 May 2006 12:27:00 PST

Inspiration

So it goes without saying you've inspired me to write again. It's so refreshing and such a reprieve to have something so wonderful to write about. I've told you so much of how you make me ...
Posted by Ðeadre o’ Nurawtek £ntertaínment on Sat, 21 Jan 2006 02:58:00 PST

In Dreams

Lying here, it's dark, I gently close my eyes. You visit me in dreams so sweet, another moment I'm in your blessid presence. Your eyes so dark, deep, sincere. I am lost hopelessly in...
Posted by Ðeadre o’ Nurawtek £ntertaínment on Sat, 21 Jan 2006 09:10:00 PST

Confession

So this has been written at least a dozen times. How do I write this and explain what I feel that's so intricate and complex to explain. For weeks now you've been on my mind, hopelessly lo...
Posted by Ðeadre o’ Nurawtek £ntertaínment on Fri, 20 Jan 2006 07:54:00 PST

You're not alone, my friend.

In this world of cruelty, hatred, depression, and confusion, it seems the world swirls around you with clouded thoughts, memories, decisions, fears. Turning in circles not knowing which way to g...
Posted by Ðeadre o’ Nurawtek £ntertaínment on Sat, 14 Jan 2006 09:08:00 PST

Contemplating...

So life is what you make it? Then I guess I've made my life not quite to my own expectations. Take it as you may, make of it what you will. Life has to have more meaning than the dai...
Posted by Ðeadre o’ Nurawtek £ntertaínment on Wed, 11 Jan 2006 03:37:00 PST

Silence

Laying here, it's dark and cold, I feel a presence in the distance. Is it you? I lie in my pool of sorrow and wait to feel your touch, surround with me your comfort. So close, my arms out ...
Posted by Ðeadre o’ Nurawtek £ntertaínment on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 04:38:00 PST