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lilmissyageedee

...not real, until it's gone...

About Me

the name is Agee dee...i choose to keep it that way...1st of the 5th month of the 1984th year born, island side labor day, my day is always a celebration *wink*...i left my heart in the bay, my heart will always belong to the bay but on the advent of my supposed last and 8th year in the p.i. i have finally found a home and it's been like unconditional love, my mission has yet to unfold, with open arms i am ready to embrace whatever may come. i love my boys...ALL of them...TL Massive & Turbulence, we like "this"...it's all bout ohana...sha knows what i'm talkin bout. i'm a slave for music, hip hop is my guiding light, inner&outer strength is my blind faith, shopping indulgences is my ultimate weakness, i live to make people feel good and to put smiles on their faces..i believe i am very tiny-ly changing the world with every smile i am able to surface. Cuz i'm only human, i exude negativity when it is required but never needed, but because i am a dreamer, i exude positivity because at the end of the day all i want is to live in & with simplicity. i've fallen in love once and given the next most greatest chance, i'd do it all over again for the sake of the thin line of passion, stupidity and my sanity. love like life is sometimes spontaneous, sometimes it aint nuthin but an ironically perfectly pieced puzzle. people always keep asking, what do u want?what you gonna do with your life?what is it that you really wanna be?...i aint got too many answers...i'd like to think i'm an artist on the brink of creative distruction...therez ALWAYS more than what's on the surface..my tip to the curious,never assume...i CAN BE whatever you want me to be..so PERCIEVE.and for all the haters, fakers & opportunists, this is my life and i'll live it how ever and which ever way i choose and desire to live it.

My Interests

surfing,partying,chillen with the gurlz, hip hop nights at the clubs, latin music, coconut massages on the beach, road trips down south, summer island hopping, sunday night capping with des LOL, assisting, shooting and editting videos (it's a new found passion), hosting for PIE's events, fashion show styling,shopping with julie wherever it may be possible (haha),playing with my nephews and nieces, spending time with my favorite kid in the whole wide world,ELLA, modeling for impromptu shoots, creative and digital photography, writing songs, painting angry masterpieces, graffiti and the hip hop culture (1st loves never die), indie films, shoes and bags addictions(it's an obsession), dooney & bourke bags, dior bags, the aston martin DBR9, puerto galera pina colada's, lip gloss....keeping the balance between spontaneity and organization,working my ass off,making some money...living,dreaming,loving life.

I'd like to meet:

...people who won't bullshit me or give me bullshit...people who won't treat me like i'm some doll and gets a clue when i say "no"...people to hear my sighs of the day and share a hug with when i spontaneously want to give it...lastly, someone who CAN and WILL take me seriously...cuz honestly,i've got alot to give...

Music:

hawaiian music, chill out music, goth rock,SKA is the sh*t (go discover!),DRIP, IMAGO, Pinoy Stories, airport drama, indiemo, emm gryner, mariah carey, passion on soundclick, TriggerBliss, the yeah yeah yeah's, jack johnson, utada hikaru, EWF, NAS, the fugees, aretha franklin, the supremes, boyzIImen,erykah badu, aaliyah, TUPAC, chevelle, the deftones....and the list goes on and on.

Movies:

Music From Another Room, Amelie, Cinema Paradiso, The Devil's Advocate, The Fast & the Furious, Lilo & Stitch, City of God, Crazy/Beautiful, JACK, Mean Girls,Poetic Justice, Love & Basketball, Joy Luck Club, Romeo Must Die, Father of the Bride II, Naked Weapon, So CLose, the Mighty Ducks 1,2&3, Newsies, Schindler's List, Valentino, Chasing Papi,Benny & joon, CRASH Selena, Dance With Me, Iron Jawed Angels

Television:

LOST, CSI sunday nights, the Simpsons, FRIENDS (theee whole 10 seasons), re-runs of fresh prince, full house, family matters and alla the good stuff i grew up on...Veronica Mars, Joan of Arcadia, one tree hill, the o.c.,north shore, tiara girls and my sweet 16 on MTV (just cuz they are sooo irritating i find it entertaining), Dr.90210 ( yea, i'm a freak like that...LOL) nip/tuck, as told by ginger, the lilo and stitch cartoon series, old school batman and x-men, 8th & Ocean

Books:

the da vinci code by dan brown, she's come undone by wally lamb, the art of war by sun tzu, the communist maniesto, pablo neruda poetry,to kill a mocking bird,neil geiman graphic novels, the rose that grew from concrete, roll of thunder hear my cry, the shopaholic series,the third child by marge piercy,the class by erich segal, medea by euripedes...ALOT MORE...can u tell, i'm a DORK! LOL

Heroes:

we are our own heroes, we just gotta know it.. define a hero...then u can tell me if they exist or not... superwoman julie comes close enuff...she's a daughter,a sister,a mother and most esp. my best friend =) mi madre...everything rolled into one! my ate joy...she's a fighter!

My Blog

Chocolate Ice Cream

CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM it's been awhile since i've actually written because more often than not i'm scrawling on scratch paper jotting down a random thought here and there or i'm trying out my magic gett...
Posted by lilmissyageedee on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 04:45:00 PST

CHERISH

books closerain fallsbreaks mendsome things aren't all in our controlbut if we try hard enoughsee, search deep enoughthe chapter proceedsthe sun will dry the rainthe heart will love again trust can be...
Posted by lilmissyageedee on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 08:11:00 PST

Amel Larrieux, India Arie & Jill Scott...lyrical high..go read!=)

"For Real"- Amel LarrieuxI can run, I can race for hours and hours And don't stop I can float I can fly us to the highest Mountain top I can breathe you, I can drink in your laugh I can... I can live ...
Posted by lilmissyageedee on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 10:47:00 PST

on & on...lyrics re-discovered

On & On - Erykah Badu Ohh, my, my, myI'm feelin' highMy money's goneI'm all aloneToo much 2 see, the world keeps turnin'Oh what a day, what a day, what a dayPeace & blessins' manifestWith ever...
Posted by lilmissyageedee on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 02:23:00 PST

homesick... so ick of it...

I FEEL: blah....wanna go home...home home, back to the bay...fly fly, fly away...so far away...from here...maybe not for forever, but just for now dang... I THINK: the surreality of it...the day ends ...
Posted by lilmissyageedee on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 12:18:00 PST

spontaneity

what the fucki dunno if i even spelt that rightu feel me, i know u dostuck between the the lines of a late saturday to a premature sunday..we've all been there beforeminds running wildbody searching f...
Posted by lilmissyageedee on Sun, 28 May 2006 08:31:00 PST

snippets of a poet & song writer re-surfaced

it's been awhile....and i'm still a frustrated poet.... CONSTRAINtradegy strikeshearts are brokenpeople diea person failsa solemn retreat of surrenderin a world where cuts & blows may bring painbu...
Posted by lilmissyageedee on Tue, 14 Mar 2006 10:07:00 PST

random stuff at around almost 2am

ooohhhh loook! it's a pretty champagne pink color! that's hot!LOL and no itsa nice sea green shade...very sexy! hahahaha.... snap! it's 130am, i just finished my client pre-presentation with mock ups....
Posted by lilmissyageedee on Wed, 19 Oct 2005 10:44:00 PST

so fucked and so iiiiick....

2days of bullshit work and some weeks of 3 and the rest of the week just goes to even more work.....good thing?bad thing?...i dunno i'm confused, alone, sad and depressed...what a great mix of it all!...
Posted by lilmissyageedee on Tue, 13 Sep 2005 08:46:00 PST

time past...and me now =)

it's been awhile since my last blog in this thing...sooo...limme write!!! song playing: "sorry for the stupid things" by Babyface in between finals and the semester is over in a week. it has been w/o ...
Posted by lilmissyageedee on Mon, 22 Aug 2005 07:04:00 PST