i painted these walls white |
fuck this. ill start over. ill fuck around. ill move on. i always do. fuck this whole bullshit. hes missing out. (hes not) (im not) i stupidly fell in love and then lost him somewhere along the line. ...
Posted by Megan the Pagan on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 07:53:00 PST |
Sometimes they just dont say it back |
... i can wait for him.
Posted by Megan the Pagan on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 09:05:00 PST |
the Bean...and my man |
per·fect /adj., n. 'p?rf?kt; v. p?r'f?kt/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[adj., n. pur-fikt; v. per-fekt] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciationadjective1. conforming absolute...
Posted by Megan the Pagan on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 10:56:00 PST |
a new partner... a new parting |
i cant stand it when i miss someone.... it takes a ton of biting my lip and choking back tears to keep the day going.
i still have great friends here... and i love them all.
...
Posted by Megan the Pagan on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 06:01:00 PST |
im so goth im dead |
so i went to milwaukee this weekend. and had the time of my life. i had been missin my brother for more than too long and its been awhile since i got all gothed out. before i met some huge jocky jacka...
Posted by Megan the Pagan on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 01:55:00 PST |
i had finger nails for awhile.... then i checkd my missd call list |
my god life was great. i really had things figured out. do good in school, get a job, dont let anything get to me, be good to people. and there it was. i was happy. i suppose i still am. but this call...
Posted by Megan the Pagan on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 11:14:00 PST |
i should be doing homework... but i had to see if you wrote... |
this time its different.... Cassie Chaos call me when you get this i kinda need you right now.
Posted by Megan the Pagan on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 05:46:00 PST |
withdrawal |
withdrawal
a. Discontinuation of the use of an addictive substance.
b. The physiological and mental readjustment that accompanies such discontinuation.
yep.. pretty much. its now...
Posted by Megan the Pagan on Fri, 03 Mar 2006 06:47:00 PST |
...its kinda like shitting in yer pants |
So there I was just sittin there in class before the bell rang to leave. Everyone is walkin about talking to one another and im trying like hell not to just not fall asleep. All the sudden I hear "yes...
Posted by Megan the Pagan on Thu, 23 Feb 2006 02:41:00 PST |
...maybe im going insane... |
was i talking to nothing? where did she go?
Posted by Megan the Pagan on Sat, 18 Feb 2006 02:35:00 PST |
