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Mah WifeyWhere do I even begin to start?I don't know why, or how you put up with me for so long, me being the way I am ya know.I've been so messed up to you and been everything but a good friend, but still you never turned your back on me, no matter how many times my dumb ass fucked up.Your always there to clean up somebody else's mess and pick up all the pieces to the puzzle of my life.You do so much for me damn...the littlest things that mean the world to me, like tell me cute things to make me smile when I'm down, you motivate me to always do my best and be the best I can be, you hug me and kiss me when I'm being a brat, you tell me you love me more than the stars in the sky, you inspire me to be somebody in this world, you teach me how to love more and more with every moment god gives us...With you I can forget about everything, the parties, the kickbacks, the brew, the weed, the people, the money, all the things that can only give a person so much temporary happiness, because you give me real happiness.This list can go on and on but you get my point.I know I put our relationship in jeopardy so many times and usually over something stupid, and yet every time I breakdown your the first one with open arms to help me up.I'm sorry for all the stupid times and little kid shiit I pull on you foreals.I never want to do anything to hurt you ever again.I want to be that girl you fell in love with at Jamba Juice.I know times got me changed now but I'll work to be that amazing best friend you once had, because if theres anything in this world you deserve, its me.Even though I know I'm always the one to fuck up, you need me in your life for some odd reason.I know you need me because even though I haven't been the same since that one thing I did, the love for you I have puts you on a high that I know nobody else can give you, because thats what you do for me.With every hug, with every kiss, with every moment together, its like I'm walking on clouds.I used build you up and give you the strength to handle the things your scared of most.I used to give you every ounce of love my heart had, theres not very much left anymore but I give it all to you.I used to do so much for you and I'm going to stop being stupid and get back to it.You've been having me at my worst for so long and its about time you have me at my best.My hearts in so much pain, but even that don't stop me from loving you.I love you so much.Your my whole world.I don't know how I ever thought I could make it without you, because I can't.I know I've said all this before, but please believe me when I say this times different.I've hit rock bottom and ain't nowhere to go but up, and you know your the only one that can help me.Nobody else in this world and ever in time has and can ever do what you've done for me babe.My heart goes out to you forever.I don't want nothing to come between ever again.Your my everything and will always be my everything.