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The taste of tears is bittersweet tonight

I lust after blood and pain

About Me


Without Music, Life Would Be A Mistake. If you dont understand that, you'll never understand me.
I have no clue what I want to do when I grow up.
I dont want to grow up
I have a few close friends and thats all I need or want.
I'm very passionate about things i believe in, but i will listen to your opinion with an open mind.
I'm learning to be happy and content with what I have.
Music saves me.
I love to travel.
I enjoy sports. Mainly hockey, football, some basketball.
I'm a momma's girl.
I cant sleep with my feet covered.
I'm deathly affraid of snakes. Lizards I can do.
I'm a hopeless romantic no matter how much i try and fight it.
I curse like a sailor.
I prefer wild flowers or lilies over roses anyday.
Classic american muscle cars make me giddy.
I like to cook
I love to write.
I'm most happy when i'm needed.
I dont wear make up much.
I love the smell of fresh cut grass, gasoline, and fire.
Meeting new people is always exciting and a joy.

My Interests

the beach, mountains, traveling, reading, writing, photography, open mic nights at the coffeeshops, my family, my friends, good music, forensic science, film production, music promotion, and i love animals

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet anyone interesting. If you can keep my attention for more then 5 minutes, you're who I want to meet.

Music:

John Mayer, Jonny Lang, The Academy Is..., B.B. King, Eric Clapton, Tailgunner, Gatsby's American Dream, Aaliyah, Buckcherry, Hello Goodbye, JT, Tom Petty, Johnny Cash, Dirtie Blonde, Damien Rice, Jonathan Rice, Lifehouse, Dustin Pittsley, Murder By Death, The Mars Volta, Jesse Lang, Barry White, the Beatles, Type O Negative, Mindless Self Indulgence, Steve Liddell, Jesse Aycock, Linkin Park, Rascal Flatts, A.D.D, Cute Is What We Aim for, Tyler Hilton, Papa Roach, Slipknot, Bag Eyes, Shinedown, Crossfade, SouthFM, The Feds, Bach, the Nixons, Howie Day, Micheal Tolcher, AFI, Coldplay, Sound Garden, Garth Brooks, Led Zepplin, Disturbed, Hanson, Simple Kid, Silverchair, Choppin, HIM, Maroon 5, Jason Mraz, Keith Urban, Bob Marley, Jimi Hendrix, SRV, Gavin DeGraw, Corporate Avenger, Forty Foot Echo, Incubus, Pantera, Sublime, No Doubt, 2pac, Snoop Dogg, Gun-n-roses, Counting Crows, Michelle Branch, Nathan Brant, My Chemical Romance, Marvin Gaye, Miles Davis, John Coltrane, this list could go on for ever...lets just say I love music.

Movies:

RHPS, The Libertine, Donnie Darko, Lord of The Rings, Willy Wonka along with Charlie & the Chocolate Factory, Pirates of the Caribbean, Life As A House, Friday, Half Baked, Patch Adams, Indie films, and Ian Moore's Live DVD. I love horror movies, but refuse to watch them when I'm alone. Not a huge chick-flick type of girl, but sometimes I do have my moments.

Television:

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Books:

Nine Stories, Animal Farm, The Killers Next Door, Any Patrica Cornwell novel, Stephen King, and any books based off of true stories. I will try and read just about anything

Heroes:

My Mommy and my brother. Love you guys!

My Blog

Between the earth and sky above, nothing can match a grandmother's love.

What can you do with a woman's things     After a woman is dead? Not the braclettes and rings and stings Of perals, but the small unvauled things-     What can I do, Wayn...
Posted by The taste of tears is bittersweet tonight on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 07:45:00 PST

one side of me is telling me i need to move on, and the other wants to break down and cry

tell me what I am to youTell me what you want me to beI've tried to figure this out on my ownbut tell me what you need from meCause I really can't seebeyond the wall around meSo on me shine your light...
Posted by The taste of tears is bittersweet tonight on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 08:18:00 PST

"I'm happy for you"

I just dont understand. Some say that everything happens for a reason and everything works out for the best but why do we have to go threw all the bullshit before the good? Why do people have to get h...
Posted by The taste of tears is bittersweet tonight on Tue, 09 May 2006 09:21:00 PST

i am so tired.

Tearing pictures of you, trying to tear memories from me Wishing to fly away like the photos of the angel floating in the wind as it sings. Never to see those things again Maybe now the pain...
Posted by The taste of tears is bittersweet tonight on Mon, 27 Mar 2006 03:46:00 PST

bored

30 unknown facts/secrets about Me: Q: What does your MySpace name mean? A: Papito Oreo comes from Sergio (the former bass player for Lifehouse)Q: Elaborate on your default photo:A: It was during a pic...
Posted by The taste of tears is bittersweet tonight on Sat, 25 Mar 2006 04:36:00 PST

just some random thoughts

Its amazing how there are some people in your life that you just cant shake. Even weeks, months, even years after they have gone on with their life that doesnt include you, you just cant shake them. I...
Posted by The taste of tears is bittersweet tonight on Tue, 14 Mar 2006 03:45:00 PST

these words are my diary screaming out loud and i know that you'll use them however you want to

its 3 am and nothing to sooth me in reach life's lessons keep flowing, trying to teach but i'm too stubburn to ever learn from it breaking under the pressure of myself leaving the life i was given hid...
Posted by The taste of tears is bittersweet tonight on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 01:40:00 PST

"...i'm 1/2 the boy but twice the man..."

things in my head are getting really bad. what makes things worse is that i feel as if i cant talk to anyone about it. dont get me wrong i have great friends and family, but they are all going threw s...
Posted by The taste of tears is bittersweet tonight on Mon, 30 Jan 2006 11:36:00 PST

midnight drug enduced poetry..sorry guys

Everywhere I turn someone is holding a graph or chart and penLooking me over, trying to figure out which category to put me inWithin the first 15 minutes of applying for a jobAsking me questions about...
Posted by The taste of tears is bittersweet tonight on Fri, 18 Nov 2005 10:02:00 PST

i <3 this song

Everyone has someone who has changed them somehow...for good or bad....   Got a date a week from Friday with a preacher's sonEverybody says he's crazyI'll have to seeI finally moved to Jackson wh...
Posted by The taste of tears is bittersweet tonight on Mon, 10 Oct 2005 11:54:00 PST