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About Me

Changing changing always changing, growing, flying, falling, hurting, and standing again. Laughing, always laughing. It's the best medicine. I can't really sum up me and to be honest neither can anyone else i know. I bring out the best and worst in people and I never drag out the middle of them. I dig deep and I'll piss you off and make you angrier than you've ever been in your life, or make you laugh harder than you ever have before. I'm wild and fun and boring and quiet, depends on how the person I'm with at the moment is affecting me. I'm a Jersey girl, through and through. I'm a cunt and will drop you in two seconds if you rub me the wrong way, but if you get under my skin the right way I'll love you and always be there for you forever. Everyone who knows me lives right by the edges of both those extremes. I'm unsteady, but strong. Never afraid to cry or fight. You may think I'm immature, too young, too weak....but I've got more fight and balls than you.
And this is just a reminder for myself that I will always remember her.
Gym Class heroes- So Long friend
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Today I wasn't even gonna take a shower
And then I got a call sayin that my cousin died in a fire
So I washed myself for what seemed like three hours
With tears and rusty water
I need some of that Calgon take me away action immediately
Before I start scrubbing my hands hard repeatedly
I'm stuck somewhere lethargic between reality
and a fuckin Tool video - WAKE ME UP!
I've said goodbye too many times in these 22 long ones
And here I am wavin again; so long friend
I should have told her how this town doesn't like it when people leave
So it finds ways to keep them
It sows seeds and reaps them
And now she's part of that harvest, but different from all the others
Ask her mother how her smile touched souls and warmed cold hearts
Monique I miss you
I wish I could've kissed you farewell
and given you that tattoo you always asked for
But when I'm done tattin Thug Life on God's stomach
You got next; I'm done, y'all take what you want from it
I'm goin to wash my hands
I miss you girl
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My Interests

MUUUSIC!!!...oh and of course computers, dancing, role playing games. The out doors! take me hiking any day. Movies, naps, boys, and laughing. There's always room for laughter in ANY situation.:-D

I'd like to meet:

and god.

Music:

30 seconds to mars, Avenged sevenfold, Finch, Hawthorne heights, Alexisonfire, Action Action, Blondie, Yeah yeah yeahs, Sex pistols, The clash, The doors, Smashing pumpkins, Pink Floyd, Muse, Disturbed, The Ramones, And you will know us by the trail of dead, sigur ros, chicane, Frou Frou, Modest mouse, Hooverphonic, Mogwai, maroon 5, Radiohead, Snow patrol, Bob marley, Janis joplin, Outkast, Franz Ferdinand, The killers, Sting, Ozzy, Rooney, Tori Amos, mettalica, Nas, The stills, Jimi hendrix, Cold play, guster, Dave Matthews band, Grateful dead, N.E.R.D, Dashboard Confessional, Counting Crows, The unicorns, Fall out boy, Rancid, Sublime, 311, Aerosmith, Billy idol, black eyed peas, Chronic Future, Trapt, Duran Duran, Filter, Hatebreed, Incubus, Mazzy Star, Live, Queen, Powerman 5000, Prince, Silverchair, vast, Soco, Squeeze, Static X, The postal service, Tool, u2, Vertical horizon, Yellowcard, Breaking benjamin, Tim Janis, Green day, Janet jackson, Michael Jackson, Snake River conspiracy, Depeche Mode, The cure, type o negative, Rob zombie, Alicia keys, Paul van dyk, New found glory, Korn, Paul Oakenfold, The calling, Extreme, Dune, Natalie Imbruglia, 3 doors down, BT, Kidney Thieves, Bush, Nelly, REM, Jump little children, Radiohead, pearl jam, The dillinger escape plan, The offspring, Mr. Bungle, MxPx, Flogging molly, My chemical romance, The Used, Hawthorne heights, Alk trio.

Movies:

Boondock Saints, The Departed, Little Miss Sunshine, 300, ATL, V for Vendetta, Dune, Elf, The princess bride, Moulin Rouge, Queen of the damned, The Hours, Donnie Darko, Labyrinth, The dark Crystal, Say anything (I'm a sucker for jon cusack), Practical magic, Braveheart, Fight Club, The beach, Matrix, The Secret of Nimh, Willow, American beauty, Glory, Romeo and Juliet (dicaprio version), What dreams may come, Akira, Stigmata, Hamlet.

Television:

Babylon 5. Anyone? anyone? lol. Sopranos, Sex and the city, seinfeld, Roseanne, friday night standup. This is all when im facing the tv, haha;-)

Books:

Anything Written by Neil Gaiman. He is a God.

Heroes:

Spiderman! ....duh.;-) And all of the kindly ones.

My Blog

Boston!

Shipping up to Boston!... oh yeah I AM this friday! whoohoo!! thats tomorow! Gonna see the parade and get wasted and see a few shows. It's gonna be a FUN ASS TIME! yes! FOR ALL YOU IRISH K...
Posted by Courtney on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 09:49:00 PST

Never thought I'd miss this much

i didnt think it would happen to me, thats the problem. And then it did and i just have to say that i miss her so much! more than anything. All those years that went by, taking her for gra...
Posted by Courtney on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 12:50:00 PST

Tryin to get it together

so i moved into my new apt with my new roomie and everything went swell for about a day. Now comes the hard part, responsibility which im learning as fast as i can. Gotta pay the rent plus...
Posted by Courtney on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 11:41:00 PST

surviving.

so its time to move on and i am. Starting school in a week, being full time at my job, and getting my own place. I'm about to begin better days and that makes me hopeful for a better outlook on ...
Posted by Courtney on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 06:04:00 PST

and this isn't life...

its like when i was living with my dad and stepmom. I felt horrible all the time and hated just about everyone. Except a few people, a few glimpses of hope to pull me out of my horri...
Posted by Courtney on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 12:12:00 PST

I just wanna break you down so badly!!

Ever feel that way? I feel that way about someone right now, in this very moment. Anyway so yeah nothing else has changed and everythings the same. Besides the fact that i work at the lonestar ...
Posted by Courtney on Thu, 18 May 2006 07:22:00 PST

uhm..backwards maybe?

workin at maggies. Living back at home. saving money. That's the update. I'm on my period and currently hating the world. Someone bring me some cake and milk and a heating pad ...
Posted by Courtney on Fri, 07 Apr 2006 07:51:00 PST

update

i dont live at my moms anymore. I moved back out and so thats the story.... ill update pics and whatever when i can. For now i work every day full time, mon- fri. Cos im responsible ...
Posted by Courtney on Mon, 30 Jan 2006 03:48:00 PST

I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you

Look at the current mood and you'll know how i feel right now. Other than that I have nothing else to say for this blog except a song. Read it and breathe it... gnight all -Me -----------------...
Posted by Courtney on Wed, 28 Dec 2005 10:02:00 PST

dances around there aint no tits on the radio!!

I love the scissor sisters. They make me disco and have so much fun;-) *sings* " I'm a classy honey kissy huggy lovey dovey ghetto princess" ------------------------- When you're walkin...
Posted by Courtney on Sun, 04 Dec 2005 01:12:00 PST