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visine

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me


confusion thats me, im just confused trying to figure myself out so how can i tell you what im like, people get there own opinions from talking/meeting me. some like me some dont, but i guess thats expected. i just want to race everone in my car, its a bad habit of mine, well i guess its not so bad if its what i get enjoyment out of, anyway i guess i can say the things i have figured out about myself thus far in my small time in this life, i know im not hot, infact i may even be ugly but im still a fucking person, and i think im a good one, i mean when you grow up with two older sissters who beat me up when i said somthing mean or just was being a little punk so know i have very much respect for women, and it seems to not work for getting a girl friend,i guess some see it as being shy, but it just me respecting you, i figure if somone wants to talk to me they will come up to me, usualy when i say hi to somone i get weird looks, so i tend to just leave others alone, im not here in this world to harm or piss anyone off, i just want to figure out what life is for me, i want to find people that are looking for the same, i have a lot of karma to pay for ill admit i was a horrible child i did things that a son shouldnt do, but that was in my past and now im just trying to i guess the word would be repent -(To feel remorse, contrition, or self-reproach for what one has done or failed to do; be contrite.) i guess in all im just out to meet interesting people, people that arent afriad to give up you last donut even if you do want it, and give that girl a ride to only find out that she likes your friend, that one hurts, i guess girls just dont like me or somthing, i dont know and not sure if i will ever know, anyway i guess thats the jist of it, what i have figured out so far, i hope its seems a little right, it does at least to me, i just try to keep and open mind about everthing, try to see outside of the box, see it from somone elses eyes , i just try to be here for others, rather than for myself, i know i can figure things out bymyself, well ok thats a little bit of a lie, i guess i cant figure everthing out bymyself, but i dont like to ask others for help i feel i dont deserve it after what i have done to others from my youth, and to all i have hurt pissed off, and probley many other things i am very sorry i know i may never make up for it, but im trying, so i guess im here for others not for myself anymore, anwho i think i have talked long enough, "peace pot and love to all"

My Interests

well im interested in just about everthing, im here to learn, but i guess i can say what my passions are on the top and most defenitly my fav is racing/just driving fast, im not sure how to explain it, its my stress reliever my relaxation, well that and pot, but that just somthing i do, and i dont feel i should be judged for using some pot some times, anyway im in the midst of figureing shit out about myself so im in seatch of interst and hobbies, ive been being a little pot head for to long i need new things to aspire towards, maybe ill start snowboarding more, or try and professionaly drive, its the one thing that i can get excitment out of anymore, wow actualy looking back at what i have wrote i dont have very many interst or hobbies? i guess i better get out there and look for somthing.

I'd like to meet:

who i want to meet is somone thats not fake, down to earth, but honestly just talk to me, im open to meeting anyone

Music:

music i listen to anything, all but country but can sit through it i mean it wont kill me will it? anywho im into goa trance (techno) for example infected mushroom, paul oakenfold, chemical brothers. ill listen to most everthing though

Movies:

my favorite movies are ones that make you think, like fight club,the jacket, donnie darko. but there are way to many movies i like, i dont feel like sitting here listing tons of movies off, i guess just ask me ill tell you

Television:

i dont watch tv

Books:

give me a book and ill read it

Heroes:

i dont have any heros, i have my family and friends i dont need heros with them

My Blog

what the f ! ?

things are slowly falling into place, there always has to be the one peice that doesn't fit and ends up screwing the hole thing up. go figure that peice has to be me, where do i fit? i always feel lik...
Posted by visine on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 11:39:00 PST

?

i dont even know what im thinking, im so lost so not myself anymore, i dont know witch way is up. lost and wandering yet agian, but never like this, where am i and better yet who am i, i dont even kno...
Posted by visine on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 12:48:00 PST

life?

life well isnt it just a large mystery, never know what is going to be thrown at you, never know. contenplation of life, thats where im at, where am i going what am i doing, and most of all what am i ...
Posted by visine on Sun, 06 Nov 2005 10:20:00 PST

the faster the better

what makes driving fast so fun, is it the actual speed, is it seeing things go by faster as you accelerate, or just knowing your doing somthing you can get into trouble for. whichever the reasoning it...
Posted by visine on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST