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About Me

So, I'm not sure what to put here anymore. I'm the kind of guy that believes in simplicity and a state of calm. I try to live meditatively, not always successfully. Drama isn't my cup of tea, but it seems to follow me around. I'm a fan of long walks with no destination. I'm a country boy who loves the city. Seattle is my favorite city on the west side and New York is my favorite on the east side. I've been around, and seen some things that most people wouldn't understand. I'm happy-go-lucky, no matter what's happening, and I love a good laugh. I'm married to the most amazing woman in the world, she's a princess. I'm always trying to be a respectful human being, but if a line is crossed I'm also a bitter old man at heart. I'm not one for holding a grudge, but I don't believe in being sorry for doing what I see as right, no matter who thinks I owe them an apology. If someone is offended by something I do, they owe themself an apology for being so uptight that they'd believe I did it to them. I hardly ever intend to cause offence. I have a strong sense of morality, but many people disagree with my morals. I live by the saying my father always said, "it's all good."

My Interests

I'm just interested...

I'd like to meet:

I don't know who I want to meet, I want some close friends to talk to. Other than that I think I'm just happy to meet whoever.

Music:

I like music that you can groove to, sit to, sleep to, eat to, drink to, play to and live by.

Movies:

I like films that make you think, laugh, cry, and feel alive.

Television:

TV is the root of all evil.
KILL YOUR TV!!!

Books:

I'll read about a shit field if it's written properly.

Heroes:

My mother, beacuse she is a survivor not a victim.
My father, for living his life, and dying his death, with honor and meaning.
My wife, becasue she does what she feels is right, no matter what others might think or feel. She's strong willed and stands up for herself. and
You, because you too wake up every day and decide to get out of bed look outside, and see a world that's not here to help you, and you still go out into it with your eyes open ready for a new adventure.

My Blog

what’s new

well, what's new huh? I'm living in washington these days. In pullman, home of the cougars at WSU. My wife (jeez, i haven't written in a long time) aubrey is a student here. It's a nice quiet town.&nb...
Posted by Durak on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 09:35:00 PST

its who i am

it's not what we are inside, it's what we do that defines us quote the man in the black cape and understand the words ther...
Posted by Durak on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 11:08:00 PST

poetic irony

it's difficult for me to write when i'm happy things seem... different not in a bad way, &n bsp; ...
Posted by Durak on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 05:51:00 PST

i have exercised the demons

just so everyone's well aware, i'm leaving montana for a while again. yeah, i know i'll be bakc, when i'm not so sure. maybe a year or so, but who knows maybe just 8 months. Marriage is interestingly ...
Posted by Durak on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 10:44:00 PST

my favorite poem by EE

oil tel duh woil doi sez dooyuh unnurs tanmih essez pullih nizmus tash,oi dough un giv uh shid oi sez. Tom oidoughwuntuh doot,butoiguttuh braikyooz,datswut eesez tuhmih. &...
Posted by Durak on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 10:58:00 PST

Edward Estlin C.

FATHER DEAR. BE, YOUR FATHER-GOOD AND GOOD,HE IS GOOD NOW, IT IS NOT GOOD TO SEE IT RAIN,FATHER DEAR IS, IT, DEAR, NO FATHER DEAR,LOVE, YOU DEAR,ESTLIN Edward Estlin Cumming’s poem to his father...
Posted by Durak on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 11:15:00 PST

you cant always depend

you can't always depend on others to make you happyyou can't always depend on booze to numb the painyou espesially can't expect someone else to make to feel the way you want them toothere's a fine lin...
Posted by Durak on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 11:10:00 PST

smiley face, hehe

I'm moving on, to better things, a better montra, my out look from here is an amazing sight. this yellow citation can't even hold me down.
Posted by Durak on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 12:42:00 PST

Weather

God it sure is beautiful out in Missoula these days. I can almost feel spring building up. The yearly stir of the world back from the brink. I sure feels good to be able to go to wo...
Posted by Durak on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 02:23:00 PST

look busy

gotta keep your head up, on the ball is the way to be, eyes on the prize. look busy, but be happy. sometimes the quest for happiness is all it takes.
Posted by Durak on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 06:47:00 PST