â˜†Social Disasterâ˜†

About Me

christmas puppy slayer...im not the girl you thought; lets just start with that. I moved away from san diego a few years ago and fled to the island of oahu, hawaii. (For thoes of you that know me from there. I love you and miss you, and yeah, ill be back) It was a sobering experience to say the least. Since I have been back I have finished cosmetology school and am a practicing hair stylist. I than quit that job to become a instructer at solid rock indoor climbing gym. Probably not the smartest thing in my life but I wouldent changeit for anything in life. I love climbing, I love what it does for you, mentally phisically and the awesome people you meet while doing the sport. What I have learned in life is i am one hell of a selfish bitch. I look out for number one ALWAYS! I never let myself down. (unlike most of you) I refuse to be sad anymore. I refuse to cry over bullshit. I am me, I am happy with that. Take it or leave it. I am going to do whatever the fuck I feel like, and enjoy every second of it. Nothing last forever. Perception is reality. Im going to live my life for me. Who wants in?Other than that, I would not be here if it was not for my amazing friends that help me through my everyday struggles and drama. Thank you so much. I am forever greatfull for you. (you know who you are)Bottom line. Im awesome and you should probably want to get to know me.found this layout at HOT FreeLayouts.com :: MyHotComments

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

The raddest girl Ever!!!

Music:

system of a down, misfits, him, tool, a perfect circle, danzig, cheville, blatz, peaches, lords of acid, my chemical romance, the abuse, mower, tailgunner, lunachicks, manson, finch, blats, sub-hum-ans, the cramps, killswitch, prodigy, hed p.e., mudvayne, as i lay dieing

Movies:

The Secret Evil of 9/11

A great quick Overview of the 911 Issues."And shepherds we shall be. For thee my lord, for thee. Power hath descended forth from thy hand, that our feet may swiftly carry out thy command. So we shall flow a river forth to thee and teeming with souls shall it ever be. E Nomini Patri, E Fili, E Spiritu Sancti."Fight Club, boondock saints, four rooms, the devils rejects, house of 1,000 courpes, chopper, the icredables, monsters inc., the nightmare before christmas, killing zoey, run lola run, way of the gun, saw, kill bill 1 and 2, wild things

Books:

Prozac Nation, darma punks, a million little pieces, my friend lenord, rebels and devils******************************* *******"Sometimes at night, when I can't sleep. You lye beside me, and I weap. Danceing shadows on the wall, once you caught me. Now I fall."
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Heroes:

Ani, hands down. one day i hope to be as strong of a woman as she is.. .. .. .. .. .. ..>

My Blog

I dont really get it

nothing I seem to do goes right. everyone i trust bails. these two things in my life are my only constants. at this point i say FUCK YOU to everyone. that kinda puts me in a bad place in my head but d...
Posted by Social Disaster on Tue, 23 Sep 2008 12:02:00 PST

do u ever feel like this?

There's a shadow just behind me Shrouding every step I take Making every promise empty Pointing every finger at me Waiting like a stalking butler Who upon the finger rests Murder now the path called "...
Posted by Social Disaster on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 09:54:00 PST

Life’s funny turns...

Just when you think you have everything figured out, you turn around to realize that things are not quite the way they seem. Now, this is not necessarally a bad thing. However increadibaly unexpected ...
Posted by Social Disaster on Thu, 08 May 2008 10:09:00 PST

Not a pretty girl

"Not A Pretty Girl"ANI DIFRANCOI am not a pretty girlthat is not what I doI ain't no damsel in distessand I don't need to be rescuedso put me down punkmaybe you'd prefer a maiden fairisn't there a kit...
Posted by Social Disaster on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 05:24:00 PST

birthday pics

knotts berry farm and ripleys believe it or not, all in one day, it can only mean one thing.....MY BIRTHDAY!!! yeah!anyway, here they are......
Posted by Social Disaster on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 10:35:00 PST

memorys of us

Even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me and you. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. Think long and hard for some good ones......
Posted by Social Disaster on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 10:34:00 PST

manoa falls

dougie took mew to manoea falls. hell of a hike but well worth it. http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a86/ravennevaeh/ghyug.jpg http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a86/ravennevaeh/kijh.jpg http://i9.photob...
Posted by Social Disaster on Wed, 26 Oct 2005 09:14:00 PST

new beach pictures.

so i figutres while im in hawaii i should at least take pictures and show thoes of u that care.... http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a86/ravennevaeh/scan0045.jp g tired at the beach http://i9.photobucke...
Posted by Social Disaster on Thu, 29 Sep 2005 01:44:00 PST

hawaiian hotties!!!!pictures of our adventure to the "Lost" beach

so today athenia and i wanted to go to the beach. we went to this sick ass beach where they film the tv show "Lost" we could see their little set up. it was sick. so we took a bunch of pictures, howev...
Posted by Social Disaster on Mon, 26 Sep 2005 12:43:00 PST

my theme song for the day

"The Outsider"Help me if you canIt's just that this, this is not the way I'm wiredSo could you please,Help me understand whyYou've given in to all theseReckless dark desiresYou're lying to yourself ag...
Posted by Social Disaster on Sun, 11 Sep 2005 05:55:00 PST