b loved but never love, attach but never combine, trip but never fall.. 2 b broken is better than 2 b shattered.. tell him of ur strength, but none of ur past, b trustworthy, but never trust, b cracked but never opened******************************************************
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******************************************************I am hoping everyone I meet on here or just friends who knew me before in the real world and through myspace start to understand that there are reasons for my occasional moodiness. I am dealing with unsupportive people in my life, who just don't give a fuK and think I deserve to be treated like a fuKing charity case. Some friends are good don't get me wrong, however I am talking about the ones who are about to be given a one way ticket out of my life. So... my point here is this: I want everyone who meets me or knows me to get the fact that I am who I am and I make no apologies. Get mad at my blogs and get mad at what I say or do not say, but just know that I am only looking for real people who care and I can actually be friends with. I DO NOT WANT TO FUK YOU...I'd rather get to know you. I DON'T want to go to your show and I DON'T want to promote you. I promote very little and only for true friends. I have no energy and I don't care at the moment to be anyone's emotional cheerleader. I can be a friend to someone who can meet me half way. I want equality, I just want to know a caring soul. If you're that person, then message me... if not, look at my page and pass by like you never read this without a friend request or a message... leave me alone. I hate most people at the moment and that's the truth. My spirit has been broken and I can't mend it with people hurting me, so I choose to be my own best guard and mend my heart, alone. I don't need you. I would just like a friend, but I don't need them... I want them. There is in fact, a difference.....................The mysterious are attractive and the obvious are ignoredDISLIKES:::Ugliness...(and not as in looks), POSERS, cling ons, haters (there are so many), leaf blowers (ugggh), long lines, being depressed, anxiety (sucks ass),SUMMER!!!, the ridiculous heat, power outages, air conditioners that DONT WORK, stargazer lilies...[pass the Benedryl please], scented candles...[oh the Benedryl], headaches, bills and debts, judgemental morons, ignorance, passive aggressiveness [YUK!], headaches, allergies, asthma, panic attacks, medication and it's fucked up side effects, new rad furniture that smells like glue that I have to return or sell, society, yuppies, mean people, bad roomates, control freaks, smelly feet, followers, tacky decor, wannabe dee jays, emotional vampires and energy suckers, nosy old-lady managers, mini vans, long lines, traffic, the bitches on 'The View', clutter, shitty carpet, ceiling fans, frat boys, conformists, people pleasers. brats, brown nosers, racist idiots, Rite Aid pharmacists, nosy fucks, assumers, LA traffic [grrrr!], my neighbors, rude-angry people, bad bottled water, severe attention whores, haters of lovers, lovers of haters, my computer, bees, clueless losers who message me saying something like this,"Do you like sex?!" [WTF?!!!], self absorbed ego-maniacs, smog, slurpers and droolers, liars and cheap bastards.
