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tiffanie

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About Me

I was always looking outside myself for strength and confidence but it comes from within ...it is there all the time - - Anna Freud

My Interests



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well, no doubt about it... i am truly one of a kind bringing many a great sigh of relief, im sure...
i can be your very best friend, but I can also be your worst enemy... sometimes im both. then sometimes, amazingly enough, theres times i may simply ignore you...

i love knowledge... Learning - Consuming -Experiencing all that i can. if it will make me a Better person in some way, Open my eyes to something new or Create understanding from a different perspective im intrigued. Solitary activities, Writing what my heart ♥ is afraid to speak, reading the dictionary to expand my vocabulary... i like pretending im smart! Wasting time sitting online, searching for the unexpected, creating from the crafty perspective... i am one that will cause you to shake your head - either in disbelief or frusturation. What you see is what you get, but if you take the time to look a little deeper... im so much more. sometimes proving to be too much... and this is why you love me or the reason why you hate me.



. ill never apologize for who i am or what i believe in
. if you hurt me or someone i care about... i will cut you
. 98.9% of the time im laughing (either at you or with you)
. my alter ego of evilness is ANGELICA
. i care about everything
. im a genuinely nice person
. i understand more than you think i do
. sometimes i really cant help it
. im spoiled
. im hardly ever wrong
. regardless if imitation is the sincerest form of flattery... it bugs me... deeply
. i rarely turn my ringer on
. i collect gustav klimt prints
. im not afraid to admit to my mistakes that is, if i make them
. im a damn good friend
. i know things because i just do
. i am afraid of things most people dont believe in
. i know theres something more...
. i can give you 100 solutions for 1 problem
. i talk with the speed of an auctioneer
. im a virgo/libra
. i color often... yes in coloring books!
. i used to be smarter
. im going to school for radio broadcasting

. i was born on the day of "fine appearances" i strive to make everything in life BEAUTIFUL
. maybe im not perfect to you but im the most perfect me anyone can ever be
. sometimes, i rock back and forth, not because im crazy because it comforts me
. im a snob
. people often get the wrong impression of me
. ill tell you the truth even if you dont wanna hear it
. im very selective of those that will really know me...
. its not a front... below the surface theres so much more that i hide inside... i just choose not to reveal this
. i admire others
. i do not hold grudges
. i think too much
. i dont trust peoples intentions
. im shy
. i believe that everything happens for a reaon
. im easily entertained
. im a computer nerd
. ive long given up on finding prince charming... i know where he is, he doesn't.
. i dont make friends easily
. somebody told me i had an edge...
. i told him "thats not an edge thats a ledge and since i dont care about you why you dont you go and jump off it!"
. im obnoxious
. i think im hilarious
. im the queen of all thats random
. im fascinated by everything
. im a perfectionist
. i want to learn about everything
. i love knowledge
. for all the times i hurt people and i didnt care ♥ i had my heart broken beyond repair
. i believe in KARMA, but i think it takes to long, so i'll help with the karmic retribution

. i dont think before i speak
. i'm very good at keeping secrets
. sometimes my creativity is a curse
. i love hot chocolate with whipped cream
. im an only child
. im an addict
. i act like i dont care but deep down i do
. im pretty emotional
. i love to write
. i love to draw
. i have a stuffed teddy bear named mr. pickles because i found him in the condiments aisel of safeway
. i have 2 cats, minoda and azreal
. i spend too much money on nothing
. my imaginary friends name is BOB
. i collect HOMIES - i have most in each series
. i get lonely eventhough i prefer to be alone
. i make my own candles
. im a scrapbooking whore
. thrift stores rock my world
. i hate stupid people
. i can see right through you but usually pretend i cant
. people assume they know me or how ill react, but there always wrong
. i strive to be friends with everyone
. i write alot
. i collect notebooks/journals/sketchbooks
. i collect gargoyles
. i used to be a "bat caver" and a "raver"
. i highly dislike daylight
. sometimes i dont make any sense
. i used to be afraid of spiders. then i started talking to them. now they leave me alone
. i read tarot cards
. i know things before they happen
. i act impulsively
. i stay up all night
. im allergic to smoke but i smoke
. i am terrified of clowns

. sometimes i dont sleep because i dont want to have nightmares
. i sleep with my ibook because i hate to sleep alone
. the tone of my voice is not a direct indication of my feelings
. i dont sugar coat things - EVER
. i talk alot
. im high maintainence
. i cry
. sometimes i cry for no real reason at all
. im afraid of being hurt
. ill go to the ends of the earth for those i care about
. if i didnt like you trust me youd know!
. im OCD
. i won $10,000 from 107.7 the end
. i donated money to the vera project so i could co-host the "new music: show with harms
. i love music
. i was a DJ on 89.9fm KGRG TODAY'S ROCK'
. i ROCKed YOUR WORLD every THURSDAY 3-7PM
. i used to co-host soundcheck with abbey on sunday nights 7pm-10pm
. together her and i are and will ALWAYS BE quality T & A... FOREVER
. i was the assistant music director for KGRG
. im not perfect
. im constantly disappointed by people
. i appreciate good music
. i took a grayhound to LA to be in LINKIN PARK'S faint video
. i procrastinate
. i love to dance
. i wanna do everything and succeed
. people dont like me because they dont understand me
. sometimes im not very nice
. people always tell me to smile or cheer up - yet im perfectly content
. i hate people that try to tell me what to do
. i dont smile very often because i just dont... its that simple
. i rule by my own logic
. i absolutely ♥ photography
. i take pictures all day long
. i have exclusive 3am photo shoots for my myspace profile
. i will ♥ him forever
. im a trouble maker... but really im not...
. i question everything
. i have spent countless hours on my profile . if you ask, id spend countless hours on yours...

I'd like to meet:


T hose that are not consumed by GREED or DECEITFUL intent... i like real people. people who keep their word and DONT make empty promises, or empty threats. the kind of person that says what they mean and does what they say... actions speak louder than words, bitches... if you can HONESTLY say you are "a genuine individual w/ nothing but GOOD intentions" ...[if these people exist anymore] and my life would benefit from knowing you... then what are you waiting for... ?
Otherwise... it's in your best interest to have a nice day and stay out of my life ...
i do not have the patience for
. liars . your games . ignorance . fakes . drama . your shit! PERIOD . and i will not pretend that i do nor will i waste my time...
... for those interested in being my FRIEND ...
common courteousy would be sending an email to say: hello ... NOT just a Friend Request or an emailing stating the obvious or any feeble attempts at flattery... if i wanted to hear the immature, there's a reason you are single hollers of how hot i am, i would walk by a construction site
--- get over yourself. educate yourself on how to speak and treat a lady ...then go on and solve that mystery as to WHY YOU WERE DENIED... its so easy even a caveman could do it...


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My Blog

like some kind of joke...

friendship.  i contemplate all too often how i regard those i have in my life. not all of them but a lot of them and as unfortunate as it would seem to have people that i care about and question ...
Posted by tiffanie on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 02:57:00 PST

my horoscope

November 9, 2007From The HeartVirgo Daily Horoscope You may feel like motivating and encouraging others today. Your desire to offer guidance could be a result of your open and caring nature. You coul...
Posted by tiffanie on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 01:15:00 PST

helping me is... well helping me. kthnx

if you feel like helping me out... you could follow this link and vote on the photos ive submitted in the hopes of winning a scholarship...every little bit helps towards completing my education.i'd do...
Posted by tiffanie on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 11:46:00 PST

positive tip of the day

positive tip of the day Find a whole new outlook towards the challenges you face everyday. Develop a non-quitting attitude towards persistence. Keep on working through the problem until you have the s...
Posted by tiffanie on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 06:31:00 PST

daily om

horoscope: The power of our own convictions can alleviate feelings of insecurity and doubt. We are the only ones who know the whole truth about our feelings and motivations in any given scenario, and ...
Posted by tiffanie on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 11:58:00 PST

the star

You are The Star Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or pow...
Posted by tiffanie on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 10:49:00 PST

and what did you do today...

i often contemplate the way to keep myself busy while i am here at work, thank goodness for silly quizzes and myspace. i dont know where id be without them...   ..> What Happy Bunny Are You? ...
Posted by tiffanie on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 07:50:00 PST

value what you already know and live by it

October 11, 2007InterferingLessons Of Reflection When we care about people, we want to save them from pain by offering them the benefit of our experience. Sometimes we feel like we know what is best ...
Posted by tiffanie on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 10:12:00 PST

you should be so lucky...

you should be so lucky to have someone, a friend, that reminds you why you should appreciate who you are, how you are... cuz sometimes it is easy to forget. it may surprise you how much power a simpl...
Posted by tiffanie on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 08:58:00 PST

wishes to come true

Poitive tip of the day: Write the numbers 1, 2 and 3 in a column down the left side of the paper. Now, write down your three greatest wishes in the order of their importance. Post the list where you c...
Posted by tiffanie on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 04:02:00 PST