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Cortney Cantwell.

He doesn't look a thing like Jesus.

About Me

If you are a girl lurking my page, be envious ...I have who you never will =].
If you are a boy lurking my page, keep your lust away from me. I don't care how cool you think you are either because trust me, Justin is wayyy cooler than you. =]
Hi, my name is Cortney
My best friend is irreplaceable.
My boyfriend is AMAZING.
I am outspoken.
I am a Sudoku master.
I am [extremely] sarcastic.
I don't do drugs, and rarely drink.
I am brutally honest..get over it.
I believe in karma.
I am a hardass.
I am a [huge] nerd.
I love country music.
I am a Libra.
I am a Christian.
I have a child's attention span.
I have legit friends.
I believe life is too short to spend it not loving and being positive as much as possible out of every day.
I laugh... a LOT .
I love [my] tattoos.
I have Love not lust.
I have fun...without drama.
I do have goals.
I've made mistakes and Yes, I have a past...that's not a crutch, it's a reality.
Do what you do best... judge me.

My Interests

• ♥Justin.♥
• FORGIVENESS.
• lauryn.
•LIFE.
•HAPPINESS.
•golf socks.
•ART.
•CHERRY sour punch straws.
•TATTOOS.
•the color black.
•THE MEANING OF A FAMILY.
•wanting a family.
•being blunt.
•dolphins.
•PB,CA.
•church on the beach.
•watching the waves hit the shore.
•Skateboarding.
•sunsets.
•sunrises.
•penguins.
•SCREAMING when no one can hear me.
•photography.
•LAUGHING.
•originality.
•LEARNING.
•SMILING ALL THE TIME.

I'd like to meet:

My forever, my penguin.
He never fails to make me smile.
He is my best friend and my lover.
He is the best cuddler ever.
He owns my heart and soul.
We laugh, we live, we are untouchable.
We just fit.
♥

He completes me.

I'm a fan for life.

Some of God's greatest gifts..are unanswered prayers.
"It is in Christ that we find out who we are and what we are living for."

Music:

Every[ FUCKING ]thing!

Movies:

In Nomeni Patri Et Fili Spiritus Sancti.
[Boondock Saints]

Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time...it's just not worth it.
[American History X]

also..
A History of Violence
The Notebook
Closer
Secretary
City of Angels
Lord of War
Unbreakable

and any other movies starring Bruce Willis or Nicolas Cage.

and all the Spidermans.

Television:

I am addicted to Law and Order SVU & Criminal Intent. Law and Order: SVU with Benson and Stabler as lead detectives. & Law and Order:Criminal Intent with Goren and Eames as the lead detectives.

Books:

The Bible

I enjoy books about hardcore drugs...because I don't do them.
Save Me From Myself.
The Green Mile.
To Kill A Mockingbird.
and ones about serial killers...
Gein.
Dahmer.
Gacy.
Bundy.
...you get the point. ;]

Heroes:

These kids:

My llama, my best friend, my strength

My Precious! and my little sister!

My Blog

seriously?

soooooome people.   The LiveJournal Entry I Posted:Justin is on his way back from Portland as we speak.Thankkkkk goodness.It's really not cool that my boyfriend & best friend were gone.seeing...
Posted by Cortney Cantwell. on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 11:58:00 PST

re-cap 2007

January:started my year with a positive outlook.set goals. February:Justin.got swept off my feet. March:worked real hard.saved lots of money.got some shit straight. April:certified in some real estate...
Posted by Cortney Cantwell. on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 03:58:00 PST

realizations

2 years ago today.awesome.I'm a lot happier today.thank goodness.I can't wait to wake up everyday far away from here.I'm taking a chance on something...I think it's going to be real great.right babe? ...
Posted by Cortney Cantwell. on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 05:13:00 PST

[details inside.]

okay. I'm done being lost.I opened a savings account today to start saving for myself.I'm getting out of Texas. This is it kids.I'm finally growing up. haha. or at least getting on a steady track...
Posted by Cortney Cantwell. on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 05:25:00 PST

Birthday Blog =]

this is how it went... Driving down Beltway 8. Clock hit 12 midnight. Lauryn turns to me and wishes me a Happy Birthday. Then I ran over the Texas Mascot. stayed in shock for several minutes. then L...
Posted by Cortney Cantwell. on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 12:34:00 PST

death becomes her.

"Tendencies" by me 2.25.06 I stare into your eyes while you slit my wrists.The blood drops down over my fists.Teardrops begin to cloud my eyes.As all of me slowly dies. I dare not look down.To see wha...
Posted by Cortney Cantwell. on Sun, 26 Feb 2006 07:54:00 PST