.::AdOrAbLe As FuCk::.

I am here for Friends

About Me

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare... The shadow in backround of the morgue... The unsespecting victim of darkness in the valley... We can live like Jack and Sally if we want... Where you can always find me... And we'll have Halloween on Christmas... And in the night we'll wish this never ends... We'll wish this never end...Where are you and I'm so sorry... I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight... I need somebody and always... This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime... And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders... catching things and eating their insides... Like indecision to call you... And hear your voice of treason... Will you come home and stop this pain tonight... stop this pain tonight...

My Interests

(I see brown People)

I'd like to meet:

Funny ass people... Don't bother me unless you know what BAMF means.

Music:

From U2 to Damian Marley. Chances are you name it, I own the cd and have worn it out. I take refuge in my music, I breathe it, and I credit both good times and bad to the music we hear...

Movies:

I stick to pretty much anything that will put me in a good mood... not so much with the scary or bloody

Television:

Anything from 24 to Family Guy to Inuyasha... it depends I guess

Books:

Les Miserables; Cry, the Beloved Country; To Kill a Mokingbird; U2 at the End of the World; Sacred Romance; The Testament; Severe Mercy; The Memory Keeper's Daughter; Angels and Demons; Da Vinci Code; etc...

Heroes:

my mom

My Blog

unexpected suprises

Every once in a while you find something pleasant that catches you off guard. I don't know why, but this one touched me in a way that I had no way of knowing it would move me. With all the complicat...
Posted by .::AdOrAbLe As FuCk::. on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 12:45:00 PST

GO SHARKS GO!!!

Yes, I realize that I have a small obsession with hockey, but it is also something that I must inflict upon others... With regular season starting up on the fourth, you will not hear me shut up for a ...
Posted by .::AdOrAbLe As FuCk::. on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 03:51:00 PST

ramblings

Whenever you open up to someone, there is always a risk. There's always going to be complication. This is what I have learned. It feels like you are trying so hard to help everyone, you often times lo...
Posted by .::AdOrAbLe As FuCk::. on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 01:46:00 PST

It all adds up...

Why is it that it seems everything just seems to come together all at the same time? Good or bad, doesn't matter. Physically and mentally I am starting to ware. Making huge decisions...
Posted by .::AdOrAbLe As FuCk::. on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 05:39:00 PST

Response to a question...

What I want to say is that it is all easy and things are getting more and more simplistic as life rolls along. What I want to say is a lie. It's not eay. It gets harder and harder everyday...
Posted by .::AdOrAbLe As FuCk::. on Mon, 14 May 2007 02:07:00 PST

Mother's Watch

I sit beside you, MomOn death's doorstep you layI set my head upon your wristAs I bow my head to prayThe world to me shut offThe silence here is thickAlone just you and IAnd your watch's rhythmic tick...
Posted by .::AdOrAbLe As FuCk::. on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 03:21:00 PST

it's frightening

It's frightening. You never know how bad it can feel. People talk about it, pretend they know actual despair. People even sing about it, but not all of them can actually know what it is. What it can d...
Posted by .::AdOrAbLe As FuCk::. on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 03:37:00 PST

obsidian buterfly

a kindly voice whispersencircles this purple skythe words "i'm sorry" tremblesthrough the tear in your eyei became aware of deaththe night's transformed to blacki held you 'til you withered awaybeggin...
Posted by .::AdOrAbLe As FuCk::. on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 08:54:00 PST

WARNING: feeling poetic, don't read if not interested

Underneath this different sky, this different moonUnderneath this tree I layAnd only sad songs come to mindHere, with these thoughts deniedUnderneath this completley white moonI lay here at the end of...
Posted by .::AdOrAbLe As FuCk::. on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 02:51:00 PST

When I'm feeling...

When I'm feeling like there's no love coming to meAnd I have no love to giveWhen I'm feeling seperated from the worldAnd cut off from myselfWhen I'm feeling annoyed by every little thingBecause I'm no...
Posted by .::AdOrAbLe As FuCk::. on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 05:00:00 PST