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Michele

You say the word, you know I will find you. Or if you need some time, I don't mind. I don't hold on,

About Me

If you want to know, just ask. "Love is that condition in which the happiness of someone else is essential to your own." ............................................................ .........
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Michele
Birthday: 5-3-81
Birthplace: NYC
Current Location: Still stuck in Smallbany, NY
Eye Color: Blue and Yellow
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'2
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: European
The Shoes You Wore Today: Black Volatile Platform Sneakers
Your Weakness: People in need
Your Fears: Continuing to watch my friends kill themselves in succession.
Your Perfect Pizza: Smiley's in Brooklyn
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get enrolled in grad school
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: hey
Thoughts First Waking Up: I can sleep a few more minutes
Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes
Your Bedtime: dawn
Your Most Missed Memory: Yaffas
Pepsi or Coke: Don't really like soda that much
MacDonalds or Burger King: Where did the A come from? It's McDonalds
Single or Group Dates: I think the person you date should be the person you want to be around the most often. =both.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Home brewed
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Both
Do you Smoke: All the time
Do you Swear: I worked at a truck stop for 3 years, what do you think?
Do you Sing: I love to, but I shouldn't.
Do you Shower Daily: When necessary
Have you Been in Love: yeah
Do you want to go to College: Already finished
Do you want to get Married: If I find someone I can make that promise to and not break it, Maybe.
Do you belive in yourself: Yup
Do you get Motion Sickness: Nope
Do you think you are Attractive: Rarely
Are you a Health Freak: No
Do you get along with your Parents: Moreso now that I don't live with them.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Love them
Do you play an Instrument: Clarinet
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: I'm drinking right now
In the past month have you Smoked: every day
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Define drugs
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Nope, I hate CrossGates.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Only the vegetarian kind, seafood is gross
In the past month have you been on Stage: Yeah
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Maybe a lighter
Ever been Drunk: Me? Drunk? Never.
Ever been called a Tease: Yup
Ever been Beaten up: No
Ever Shoplifted: Stopped that a long time ago
How do you want to Die: Quickly
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Psychologist
What country would you most like to Visit: Australia
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Funky
Favourite Hair Color: Whatever
Short or Long Hair: Both
Height: At least my height (that's not much to ask)
Weight: WTF? am I supposed to put an amount in here?
Best Clothing Style: Depends on the occasion.
Number of Drugs I have taken: Too many
Number of CDs I own: Dunno
Number of Piercings: 2
Number of Tattoos: Can't decide what I want
Number of things in my Past I Regret: My Yearbook Quote: "If you like yourself have no regrets, because everything you've done has made you who you are." Recently I've added... "If you don't like yourself, change."
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You are the Moon card. Entering the Moon we enter
the intuitive and psychic realms. This is the
stuff dreams are made on. And like dreams the
imagery we find here may inspire us or torment
us. Understanding the moon requires looking
within. Our own bodily rhythms are echoed in
this luminary that circles the earth every
month and reflects the sun in its progress.
Listening to those rhythms may produce visions
and lead you towards insight. The Moon is a
force that has legends attached to it. It
carries with it both romance and insanity.
Moonlight reveals itself as an illusion and it
is only those willing to work with the force of
dreams that are able to withstand this
reflective light. Image from: Stevee Postman.
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Which Tarot Card Are You?
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The Keys to Your Heart


You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
Your wise quote is: "Be kind to unkind people,
they probably need it the most" by
Ashleigh Brilliant.
You try to look beyond apperance, try to give
people second chances and are probably very
kind. Understanding is your biggest personality
trait, and thoose you can see through should be
grateful. If they aren't already. You detest
narrow minded people, because they can't see
what's really there. Facades are not your thing
and you strive to always be who you really are.
What wise quote fits you? [pics]
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Cocktail
?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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You Have Good Karma
In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others.Your caring personality really shines through.Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out.But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots. How's Your Karma?
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My Interests


How You Life Your Life
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently.
Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot!
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down. How Do You Live Your Life?

Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover
You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires. And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek. You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships. It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is. What Is Your Seduction Style?

I am 9% Idiot.
.. I am not annoying at all. In fact most people come to me for advice. Of course they annoy the hell out of me. But what can I do? I am smarter than most people. Take the
Idiot Test
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you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse

which happy bunny are you?
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Generally Righteous
You are 73% truly moral. Really. Well, now, you're a pretty decent person. The kind of guy or gal I would trust to housesit...maybe. There's still a little bit of potential for taking the lower road in that mind of yours, maybe because sometimes you feel like you deserve something, maybe because you feel like the rules don't apply in some situations. Either way, you did good. This is actually where most people seem to wind up, which makes it a little easier for me to get out of bed in the morning. Anyway, have a cookie.

Not that I doubt you, but if you like this test you should now try my newest one: The Will YOU Cheat? Test http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=968919867401187720



My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 57% on truemorals
Link: The True Morality Test written by UmbralTiger on Ok Cupid , home of the 32-Type Dating Test

You fit in with:
Spiritualism

Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.

80% spiritual.
80% reason-oriented.

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You're a Crazy Drunk! As soon as your blood alcohol level raises you're
all over the place! You're the drunk running
through the street naked or trying to engage
everyone in strip Jenga. You like making people
laugh and feeling free of all your
responsibilities.

What Kind of Drunk Are You?
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I'd like to meet:

"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!"" ~Jack Kerouac

Real, honest, intelligent, open-minded, interesting, fun people. Anyone who can bring more music to my life.

You like the ones that understand you.

What kind of guy are you most attracted to?
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Music:

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I love music: Tori Amos, Ani Difranco, Janice Joplin, All types of Rock, DnB, House, Trance, Jazz, Hip-hop with intelligent lyrics, Classical... pretty much everything but twangy country.

You are drum and bass!

What kind of techno music are you?
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I am 54% Raver.
.. I may not be freaky like those Candy Kids, but I do know how to party. I am well connected in the scene, but may be getting a little tired of it. Take the
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Movies:

What Dreams May Come, Butterfly Effect, KIDS, Pi, Requiem of a Dream, Trainspotting, The 5th Element, Goonies, Outfoxed, 6th sense, The Ring... I watch a lot of movies....

My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?

Television:

Don't really watch much...Have recently begun an obsession with House... also Numb3rs... Old Skool stylin: X-Files. I tend to watch shows that make me watch for floaters when walking along the lake in Washington Park... Go figure.

Books:

Authors in no particular order: Poppy Z. Brite, Robert Heinlein, Rushkoff, Allen Ginsberg, Jack Kerouac, Muriel Rukeyser, Stephen King, Douglas Goetsch, Hunter S. Thompson, Anne Rice, Dean Koontz, Daniel Quinn, Maggie Estep, Anne Sexton, Michael Crichton.... anything you want to lend me.

Heroes:


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Your Superhero Profile
Your Superhero Name is The Ghost Cavalier
Your Superpower is Psychic
Your Weakness is Midgets
Your Weapon is Your Gravity Amplifier
Your Mode of Transportation is Vortex What's your Superhero Name?
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My Blog

Less Old Poem: Running

Running (a sestina)..: I live downtown amidst tall buildings, like shadows of those in the city Im from. People litter the streets in the morning, and throughout the day I ask myself what could be ...
Posted by Michele on Sat, 27 Aug 2005 06:58:00 PST

Old Poem: A Clearer Voice

A Clearer Voice When I hear the voice of an alto sax I picture him in a room of bare white walls on a pale single bed with his chin in his hands and his elbows in his lap. I once rushed from the...
Posted by Michele on Sat, 27 Aug 2005 04:50:00 PST

Old Poem: Noise on Herkimer

Noise on Herkimer (a whimsical sestina)..:   There's a Pentecostal church across the street from my house. Penta means five but it bears a six-pointed star on a stained glass window across ...
Posted by Michele on Fri, 04 Nov 2005 06:15:00 PST

Old Poem: Life Line

Life Line   In third grade classrooms children sit on wooden chairs pictures hang on the walls and a single teacher leads a class through the day. Each child is the owner of a pencil case. Som...
Posted by Michele on Sat, 27 Aug 2005 04:49:00 PST

Rainbow Survey

RED- Angry 1. Are you currently mad at someone? Other than myself, no. 2.Which of your family members has the worst temper? Probably me in my immediate family. 3. Have you ever thrown something at an...
Posted by Michele on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 12:26:00 PST

Awesome song

willing to fight by Ani DiFranco the windows of my soul are made of one way glass don't bother looking into my eyes if there's something you want to know just ask i got a dead bolt stroll where i'm g...
Posted by Michele on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 11:01:00 PST

Random response, are you paying attention?

There is a war going on all around us. There are about a gazillion great causes, that I cannot choose between. There is the war against the war on terror that has no defined way to be won. (Not to men...
Posted by Michele on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 01:52:00 PST

Quotes I loved in HS (feel free to add any you like) :)

"Let the night come& We are not Afraid& let the night come&" ~Poppy Z. Brite "Death is Easy" ~Poppy Z. Brite "You learn nothing from a lie. Even as you discover a deliberate untruth, it always confirm...
Posted by Michele on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 11:03:00 PST

Survey time... haven't done one in a while

1. What curse word do you use the most?FUCKIN FUCK FUCK - ditto 2. Do you own an iPod?Nope, I have a NOMAD Jukebox... I'm pretty sure it was out before iPod existed 3. Who on your Myspace "Top 8" do y...
Posted by Michele on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 03:28:00 PST

Dogma

"Dogma"All we want is a headrushAll we want is to get out of our skin for a whileWe have nothing to lose because we don't have anythingAnything we want anyway...We used to hate peopleNow we just make ...
Posted by Michele on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 02:44:00 PST