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A Victim, A Target

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About Me

If you're actually interested enough to know who I really am, I'll lay it out for you in no uncertain terms. We'll start simple. I am born and raised in Sacramento, CA. I was born on August 13th, 1981, which makes me 26 for all you math majors. My favorite color is violet and my lucky number is 28. I play and write music. It's one of my true passions. I've been playing guitar and piano on and off for the better part of 13 years. Now let's dig a little deeper... There are a few things about me that I feel are my strong points. I am genuine and sincere. I always will be. I treat everyone I meet with respect and am not judgmental unless you give me a reason to be. I am loyal to my friends and would never backstab them. I pride on the fact that I've kept secrets for over a decade. I only make promises I can keep, and that plays back into me being genuine. I'm an idealist, in every facet of the definition. Sure, I may be impractical in my thoughts, but it's who I am and it's what generally keeps me going. The thought of someday having a dream be a reality. I'm a hopeless romantic. It's sappy, but true. I love my romantic movies and long for something pure. I'm a sucker for role-reversal. A girl willing to change it up and give ME flowers makes me warm and fuzzy inside. My favorite flowers are (red) roses, stargazer lilies, orchids, tulips, and sunflowers. I want to move to Vienna, Austria more than anything. One day I will go, leaving everything here behind. I'd describe myself as a glass is half empty sort of person. I tend to not see the silver lining in things. I don't know, I'm just down about a lot of things and it never seems to get better. Sure, I can be optimistic at times but can't shake the feeling that there is always that gray cloud just looming overhead.If none of this scared you off, and actually made you more interested in me, feel free to send me a message. As mentioned earlier, I'm easy to get along with. I'm nice, I promise.I am an idealist. I am cautious. I am vulnerable. I am honest. I am sincere. I am sad. I am able. I am incapable. I am careless. I am caring. I am an artist. I am a writer. I am a musician. I am learning. I am teaching. I am losing. I am touching. I am searching...I went to the woods because I wanted to live deliberately. I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life. To put to rest all that was not life and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived.-Thoreau

My Interests

Anything Horror Art Books Cars Culture Europe Fashion Guitar Movies Parks Philosophy Piano Psychology Spirituality Sports Tattoos Vampires Video Games

I'd like to meet:

Someone who understands me and accepts me for who I am. Someone who can confide in me, and me in them. Someone who can see the silver lining in everything since I sometimes cannot. My maker. PUT YOUR I'D LIKE TO MEET SECTION HERE! Changes may take up to 2 mins to show on your profileView All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment

Music:

30 Seconds To Mars AFI Amduscia Ariel Kill Him Asphyxia Blaqk Audio Children of Bodom Circa Survive Clear Static Coheed & Cambria Cradle of Filth Dawn of Ashes Death Cab For Cutie Deftones Dredg Embrace.My.Hate Explosions in the Sky Far Hatebreed Kill Hannah Ladytron Lamb of God Last Days of April Mogwai Nada Surf Nine Inch Nails Nirvana Onelinedrawing Parkway Drive Rammstein Seventh Standard Shiny Toy Guns Sigur Rós Silversun Pickups Smashing Pumpkins Snake River Conspiracy Stabbing Westward Sunny Day Real Estate Team Sleep The Album Leaf The Appleseed Cast The Birthday Massacre The Faint Underoath Velvet Acid Christ Zao

Movies:

American History X Audition Bad Santa Battle Royale Before Sunrise Boondock Saints Clerks Devil's Rejects Fight Club Garden State Goodfellas Halloween Happy Birthday To Me Mallrats Mean Creek Memento Moulin Rouge Office Space Old School Point Break Pulp Fiction Reservoir Dogs Road House The Big Lebowski The Breakfast Club The Lost Boys True Romance Versus

Television:

- Television - 24 Beavis and Butthead Chappelle's Show Dawson's Creek Family Guy Forensic Files Friends Judge Judy Seinfeld The Ultimate Fighter

Books:

Salem's Lot The Voice of the Night If Chins Could Kill Blue Like Jazz The Bad Place

Heroes:

Anyone who perseveres. Anyone who does what I can't. Anyone who does what I just wish I would do.

My Blog

Personality Test taken

Results: You are more introverted than extroverted. You are more intuitive than observant, you are more feeling based than thinking based, and you prefer to go with the flow rather than having a plan....
Posted by A Victim, A Target on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 06:32:00 PST

Just words (my feelings translated)

Beautiful and mysteriousJust let me gazeIf only for a brief momentI'll take what I canLost in this momentYet, found in your eyesMy regrets have put me hereIn this very placeCuriously, you ask the...
Posted by A Victim, A Target on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 10:33:00 PST

Sweet cakes and milkshakes

Daydream delusion. Limousine Eyelash. Oh, baby with your pretty face Drop a tear in my wineglass. Look at those big eyes See what you mean to me. Sweet cakes and milkshakes. I am a delusioned angel. ...
Posted by A Victim, A Target on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 01:29:00 PST

Phase 2? Uh oh

Hrm, expressing my appreciation for everyone who means something to me in my life.  This is either a genuinely good thing, or a very bad thing.  I'm not sure which yet.
Posted by A Victim, A Target on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 10:48:00 PST

time to test my theory

i've always felt like i'm the glue that holds with a "friendship" if that's what you actually call it. i'm the one who will initiate the texts, myspace messages/comments, and/or phone calls. if i...
Posted by A Victim, A Target on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 02:05:00 PST

When it all boils down...

I don't really need others to make me happy.  I can look within myself.  All I REALLY need is me, and to make this revelation even more exciting is the fact that I'm better than all of you!&...
Posted by A Victim, A Target on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 06:09:00 PST

Something Ive learned

When the going gets tough... quit. When life gives you lemons... quit. It's not how many times you fall, it's how many times you quit.   Take this sage-like advice, free of charge, and do what yo...
Posted by A Victim, A Target on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 06:59:00 PST

The Birthday

My birthday is in 4 days!  Buy me things!   EDIT:  Fuck birthdays!  Why are all my birthdays so goddamned horrible?!  Seriously...
Posted by A Victim, A Target on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 08:48:00 PST

hmmm...

thinking... that's all
Posted by A Victim, A Target on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 09:38:00 PST

How it is...

It's funny.  So many people think they know me and yet, know nothing about me at all.  I can count the number of people who genuinely know me on one fucking hand, and the simple reason for t...
Posted by A Victim, A Target on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 04:00:00 PST