thats all you have to know about me.
Ok, so theres another thing i finally should write out for you guys: NO, Im not interested in dating you. And maybe im not even interested anymore in drinking a coffee with you or hanging out with you as friends. Im sad for saying this because actually i like more hanging out with guys than with girls. Im not interested in ANY drama of a girl, not even if its a good friend...fuck drama, fuck girly stuff, fuck fake bitches, fuck "girls hate girls" shit. So thats the reason i like more hanging out with guys. actually since i can think i'd love to be a guy. seriously. but however, right now i dont even want to hang out with guys anymore because of some things that happen all the time. be honest..finally youre all the same and just want to fuck. "Its all about the Pussy, bitch" like a "friend" of mine used to say after we had a good time just hanging out.
So please dont blame me if i dont want to meet you even if you just "want to hang out and talk". I'd love to hang out and have a good conversation but it will end up the same as always..youre gonna hate me for not having sex with you. Yes i drink and i party like a Rockstar but that doesnt mean im a cheap slut. stupid "drink, fight & fuck"-society dont think everyone lives in that retarded dreamworld.
There are so many things in this world that fascinate me and i want to learn more about it to understand the human being better. as more as i study the humans i can analyze every human act and it feels so good to laugh about all you people because i start to know exactly why you did something and i also know what you'll do next. it makes life a lot easier for me because its like a protecting shield for me..it helps me to protect myself of being hurt again and getting depressed again. its not funny because i can fall in that situation so fast but i cant barely get out again. i got out a couple of times but its getting harder and harder every time...next time im not sure if i can make it out again. so thats why i try to avoid every situation and every contact that could hurt me again. Im afraid of it.
So please dont blame me for not wanting to meet you. And stop writing me hatemails just because i was honest and told you i dont feel like going out with you right now. know everyone is lying on this planet but please dont hate me for being honest. oh yes and stop telling me im pretty and after i said something you didnt like to hear you tell me im ugly. thats ridiculous. and by the way i dont care how you think i look..i didnt ask you.
Right now i try to find out what makes me happy in this life..and i figured out its TRAVELLING. Being in the nature and admire the beautiful landscapes that look so different in every place on this world. meeting different cultures and try to analyze their morals, their believes, thoughts, norms, their whole way to live..and the reason and background of that way. for me thats the most interesting thing on this world so thats why i just switched my major Communication into Ethnology aka Cultural Anthropology. Together with my minors Film and Archaeology i do some of the things that im really interested in for my whole life. Probablly i wont make a degree at university because i care too much about other things in my mind and there are so many things i want to explore beside school...but however, im at university because they give me answers to my questions and they teach me more about life and the understanding of it.
Right now its so perfect for me so please support me with that and dont blame me if i dont have time for other things. like going out with you. or for my american friends: coming back to san diego. right now its just not possible if i dont wanna waste my time.
oh and something else for americans: open your eyes and see how retarded most of you are. its not your fault, its your governments fault. dont misunderstand me..i love you guys for being so outgoing, helpful, friendly and easy living, but i hate your fucking ignorance. please do me a favour and at least try to show me where europe on a world map is when i ask you next time. thanks.
Ps: something else about me: if i ever see you hurting an innocent animal without a reason, im gonna kill you.
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Your Birthdate: June 20
You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride.
Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing.
When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it.
It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious.
Your strength: Your warm heart
Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions
Your power color: Black
Your power symbol: Musical note
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