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Jezyka Masterbate™ ♫♪♫ ♫♪♫

I like my men bleeding And My women Covered in blood.

About Me

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I am Jezyka.
I live on the moon.
&& I am NOT that big,
of a deal!
I am Changing And,
I'm pretty sure its for the better.
I am single,
And I love it.
Relationships:
They are not really my thing.
Sex isn't my scene.
I spend time on very few people.
Very Few people mean everything to me.
Almost everyone means a lot to me.
I change my hair,
Style and color,
More than I probably should.
I party,
Too much.
I day dream too much.
I dream of things I shouldn't,
or couldn't ever really have.
I have faith,
In humans,
In real existing things.
I am moved,
By music,
by movies,
by story books,
by reality,
by the mind,
by spirital things.
I have hope,
In fake,
Non-existing things,
In fantasy and make believe things,
Like fairytales.
I am prepared,
for everything to be different,
for everything to be better,
for love,
for the real world,
for life.
I know what I want,
And I Will get it.
I want to be a web master,
as a life choice.
I want to be a image consaltant,
as a career.
I have goals,
like most.
Unlike most,
I have anbition to achieve them,
And I WILL.
It's my goal to
speak and understand,
The Russian,
The French,
The Spanish,
The Sweedish,
And The Janpanese Langues.
I believe,
In myself,
In my family,
In my friends,
In those around me,
In the human race itself.
I fear,
Many Things.
I have dreams,
That I WILL achieve.
I have obsessions,
Too many of them to be exact.
I enjoy&&love,
Life,
Friends,
Family,
Music,
Movies,
Reading,
Writting,
Learning,
Teaching,
Having fun,
Being myself.
I like,
Boys,
And girls,
everything that matters.
I hate,
Anything that isn't true.
I collect,
Stupid childish things.
Headbands,
posters,
shoes,
To many things I probably don't need.
This is who I am take it or leave it.

My Interests



"All Progress Occurs Because People Dare to Be Different!"

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Believe it or not I made this.

"Love hurts...
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive.
Love sings,
When it transcends the bad things.
Have a heart and try me,
'cause without love I won't survive"-Brandon Boyd

I'd like to meet:



If you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best!

Music:



Music that I am Proud To Say is in My Collection:

Marilyn Manson.
♥The Beatles♥
Seether
Sugarcult
Madina Lake
Incubus
Motley Crue
Mary Magdalan.
Foo Fighters
Family Force 5
Dirty Heads!
Flobots Madonna
Trapt
Breaking Benjamen
Offspring
Blur
Jack Johnson
Imogen Heap
Queens of the Stone age
Nirvana
Cristal Snow
I Am X-Ray
Geoffrey Paris
Seven Oh 99
Stacey Q
Nine Days
3 Doors Down
3 Days Grace
Kelly Osbourne
Lost Prophets
Kotton Mouth Kings.
Rage Against The Machine
Rise Against
Mims
No Doubt
Nelly
Gwen Stefani
Marshall Mathers
Timbaland
Lustra
Kid Rock
Vanilla Ice
Crazy Town
The White Stripes
Pharelle
Soasin
Oasis
T.I.
Snoop Dogg
Tupac
Eve.
Puddle Of Mudd
Nickleback

Movies:

Transformers!


My favorite movie is:
A Little Princess!

Television:



Books:

Agatha Christie:

Anything with this womans face on the
back of it or her name on it.

and COMIC BOOKS!

My favorite book:
The Giving Tree

Heroes:

Not My Heros More like my life:
I'm still working on this.
My Mom is my only hero. She is the only one that deserves the title and crown. People tell me we act more than sisters than mother and daughter. I sometimes prefer to hang out with my mom over my closest friends. Other Times She just hangs with me and my friends. I also have those times where I have to be away from her, like in any relationship. We are here for each other just like best friends but she is there to scold me when I have done wrong like mother and daughter should do too. She guides me the best she can. I love her more than life itself. Lets hope we die together because I know I can't live without her and She can't live with out me.
Michelle: Just happens to be My Lance Bass!!! She means more to me than any person should ever mean to anyone. She lifts up my spirits when no one else can. She could definately be considered my world. I love her so much. Times are changing but we make it threw every thing and we havent faded yet so im not bound to let us now.
Hector: Couldn't Live Without Him!
Davie: Drives Me Fucking Crazy! He can take this which ever way he would like. We have had our really hard times and our really good. I don't really see and in between. He is in my life for my reason. I love him so much. And I do say things about him, I hope he realises that they are the truth they should be said. I say them because no one else will say them. The words I say will make him strong even if he doesn't want to believe it. He doesn't think its my place but who has always been there for him when I really shouldn't have been. He is my one of my three best friends and thats where I'll keep him unless he can change my mind. But let's face it I'm pretty stuborn I don't change my mind easily.
Justin: Is my cali. boy. I adore him. I want to know how he puts these huge horrible butterflies in my stomache and how he makes me completely nervous and how he gets me to blush and giggle soo much. I wonder why I'm so excited to recieve and reply to his texts. Why do I scream inside when I notice that he is calling and I answer on the first ring.
Zac: Even past the fact that he can break my heart and mend it in a matter of a split second... I love him. If anyone compares to him or ever means more to me than him, they are the real deal.
Jordan: Definately deserves to be in my box. Him and I were put through hell and heaven together by a particular special boy. It made our friend ship. All though I have yet to actually meet him He means the world to me. He is my Dory 'Cause he speaks whale. I love you Jordan Baby You Superstar!
This could absolutly be considered stupid but there is very few people that I respect more than Nikki Sixx. And Fuck you if you don't like him. I would definitely pay to see you go through half the things that he has been through in his life. To fight a horrible addiction like he had is Phenomenal. He helped me through mine. He is one extraordinary man. He is my role model I hope to one day be at least half the person he is.
This may sound positively pathetic I know but Manson is an Idol of mine and more than definitely always will be. I can't put much more because I may never stop. xoxox.
Last but Definitely not least My family they support my pathetic ass help my foolish ass hold my crying ass portect my stupid ass stop my crazy ass and when they had enough I give them more who else in this messed up world is going to do that. No matter what they are there. I love them and I wouldn't be who I am or where I am today without them.

My Blog

Famour Pretenders

Wake up in a reality world.Take a breath and begin to realize the sun is still shining.The birds are still singing.The fire works stopped and so did his heart.I am fine.I stopped and began all in an i...
Posted by Jezyka Masterbate™ kjk kjk on Wed, 07 May 2008 02:52:00 PST

Forbidden

With a warm hard starehe looked at him with such passionThey looked at each other likemy mother looks at my fatherthey wish this wasn't a forbidden thingin the land of the freeAfraid of what would be ...
Posted by Jezyka Masterbate™ kjk kjk on Wed, 07 May 2008 02:44:00 PST

Jordan, The Ready Set, Really does talk to me!

I DARE YOU TO CALL ME LIAR NOW!!! ...
Posted by Jezyka Masterbate™ kjk kjk on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 10:40:00 PST

Burn Me Another candle

If he keeps you happyThen I guess he will have to surficeor maybe you could just roll the dicegod only knows I can't give you what you want butI loose my breath over youI love everything you...
Posted by Jezyka Masterbate™ kjk kjk on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 08:06:00 PST

He will Have to do

I trip I fall Waiting for your damn callbehind my wall my mind loses it allBecause I'm FallingI'm down on my knees CrawlingI'm cryingWhy did you stop tryingwhen did he begin to mean moremy throat is s...
Posted by Jezyka Masterbate™ kjk kjk on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 04:50:00 PST